Holding you and your grandmother in my thoughts and prayers. She is with you now as your newest guide and guardian angel. Oh how she will be with you each day in so many new ways of reminding you of love and light that transcends this physical dimension!
I am picking up laughter. Did you and she share special ways of sharing little secrets just between you and her? Something silky and light perhaps? She needed that and so did you and she knows you are needing it now. Listen for the bells of that laughter in the winds of change now.Â
Oh how lovely it is to feel and to know that those we loved stay with us..all of the good parts and none of the hard or painful things that took away our joy and peace.Â
Peace and many blessings to you both. Holding you in my heart during these days of letting go in one way and welcoming in new ways of feeling and knowing love ? ??
@sistermoon So very sorry about your grandmother. I hope you’ll find healing in the arms of Divine Grace.
Oh what bravery and strength you are bringing in now as gifts of spirit and resolve!
You have always carried such gifts of a purpose driven life but now more than ever you are sharing those gifts with all of us here and your children and others who know and learn from you.
As challenging as these times are and as incredibly difficult as it is for all of us to make hard choices for ourselves it only further empowers us and speeds us into new growth in prioritizing and teaching others.
You are modeling to all you meet and talk to today the beautiful grace and strength under fire that you hold so deep inside.Â
Walk into it with all of this beautiful, beautiful support so many here have have expressed and all of the best and highest well wishes for this new journey.
What a wonderful, wonderful gift of a teacher you have been to all who read here and marvel at your wisdom and strength!
We are all truly, truly journeying with you too!!! Walk out that door at the end of the day and feel the weight and heaviness lift off and away.
Congratulations on your new journey with love and light and a song always in your heart!
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@sistermoon. Oh, I am so very sorry for your loss.  That’s terribly sad news and you’re right:  this life is not all there is.  I am thinking of you and sending you live.  Your grandmother is okay and watches over you.
@sistermoon I’m so sorry about your grandmother.   I’m sending you and your family love, peace and comfort.  Even in your grief know you have another angel watching over you.  Peace dear oneÂ
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So very very sorry for your loss ...sending much Light and Love and my sincere condolences.
Everyone else? It is done... I am.. officially.... retired.
@sistermoon I'm so sorry for your loss and you gained a new precious guardian whom loves you endlessly. Holding you closely in my thoughts as you go through this ?
Thank you so much for those kind words!!!! I am sitting here with tears running down my face and a whirling mixed bag of emotions.... regret, sadness, joy, relief, comfort.... a whole gamut!!!! They know I love them... I know they love me. Tho it hurts.. all is well. They did all they could to protect me yet still serve the needs of our clients and patients... I will forever appreciate it. I also appreciate that as soon as I turned my letter in they let me go home without serving a two week notice. For tomorrow they were going to start letting people come inside the clinic one person at a time and wearing a mask. I strongly feel that a big wave of cases is coming from this holiday just and opening up. I understand their position and they understand mine. I have worked since I was 15 years old ... this ...retirement thing? Is going to take some getting used to. Much love and many thanks to all in this forum that share and support . ❤️Â
If I may echo all the beautiful sentiment of everyone here, I know she will live in your heart always. It is so hard to lose a grandparent ?
Hi everyone. I'm asking for good vibes; I'm undergoing an outpatient surgery tomorrow in NYC at NYPH Cornell. I was supposed to get it done in March, but it was delayed because of the COVID surge. Cornell resumed doing some elective procedures on the 18th, and I'm choosing to pursue my surgery now because the next window of opportunity allowed by my job for undergoing this procedure is August, and there's a real chance that we'll be experiencing another virus wave or "wavelets" by then. I feel confident. I like my surgeon (he operated on me last year, and seems like a magician), and the hospital is being smart; I have to arrive very early in the morning for a COVID test. I'm sensing from my guides that if I somehow contract the virus, it will only be part of the longer term healing/transformational process I'm living through.
Please direct energy to my left eye and my mouth. The surgery involves decompressing my left eye socket and grafting a sliver of my palate to my lower eyelid. Because of a tumor (now removed) and a skeletal abnormality from a history of scoliosis, my left eye is more exposed and prone to infection than normal, so this surgery is supposed to correct all of that. It just so happens that ever since January, (when I started waking up to my soul purpose as a healer) I haven't had any problems with infection in my eye. Surgery itself can be a ceremony within the biomedical paradigm, and I want this surgery to "seal the deal" of ophthalmic health.
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Yes, it was time and this does feel like just in the nick of time for so many things after our isolation, hibernation, and preparation for fresh starts.
This is indeed a time of ceremonies and rituals and fresh new starts where we all use our new understandings gained from our cave and bringing in of new energies to officially begin your own "Sealing the Deal" ceremony.
And you'd better believe we are with you with all our hearts and souls! Starting my own ritual for you immediately with candles and bells and sage from my garden and lavender for its unique properties.
I already began rearranging rocks and crystals this morning before knowing it was for you!
Take care dear friend and know that we and all our enties are with you throughout every step of this cleansing, repairing/rearranging and healing journey!Â
Love to you brave warrior! You wear the mantle well.
Thank you, everyone, for your kind words.
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@coyote, I am sending much love your way and will be thinking of you tomorrow.Â
My deepest sympathy at the loss of your beloved grandmother. I'm sending you lots of hugs and prayers. ? ❤️ ? ❤️Â
Oh dear Coyote! Sending prayers and love and healing light to you right now and enveloping you in light! xoxox ? ? ❤️ ?Â
I am so very sorry to hear about the loss of our grandmother. Â May her memory be a blessing you and may she be at peace.
Coyote, Â may this surgery "seal the deal" for you. Â May it be more than you hope for.
@coyote  When I went to send you healing just now, I felt a great tingling in my legs and ankles and feet followed by strong energy flowing through my head and arms and hands.  I feel you are drawing healing energy from others and you have that ability.  All we have to do is be still and set our intentions to send healing to you. Â
I wish you well, and healing success at this time. You have a destiny to bring messages to our world. I see books you will write, which is what  I saw during that reading I gave you last year. Â
Everyone please stop and send healing to Coyote.
@sistermoon  I am praying for you all and for your dear grandmother.  Sending you love, sweet one.
@journeywithinme2 - You did the right thing. Â I am so glad you are taking this step. Â I know you will find a path forward and do the work you are meant to do.
I can only echo the sentiments already expressed so beautifully and let you know I'll be sending healing energy to you. ❤️Â
I am so, so sorry to hear about your loss. May God bless you during this difficult time and uplift you and your family. My heart goes out to you.