6 weeks ago. I had a vision of an ambulance rushing to my daughter's house. She was going to go on a few days trip. It popped into my mind for them not to go away for few days. Something will happen to her mother-in-law who was very sick with COPD and heart issues and was on oxygen machine. The woman had been in bad health for three and a half years.
They ended up not going away cause everyone ended up sick with flu. Her mother-in-law did die on day they would have been out of town, as I had initially feared. The day before her mother-in-law died, my anxiety was really crazed. I saw a vision of a second ambulance in 1 week rushing to her house. I was frantic because I hadn’t heard from her. My daughter has autoimmune graves’ disease. So, there's always a chance minor illness (cold etc.) could be worse from her chronic disease. I blew up her phone texting and calling to make sure she was ok. She was sleeping and few hours later she called to let me know everyone but her mother-in-law had flu really bad. I asked what her symptoms were. She had no problems breathing or anything that seemed severe. So, my anxiety of ambulance vision was gone. I felt she was going to be safe.
The next morning, I was going to drop some stuff off at her house for her. I went back and forth 2 times saying to myself and grabbing the stuff and putting it down. Then 2nd time I said no I won't go this morning. I got text from her about 1 hour later that her mother-in-law had passed. Paramedics were there. If I would have gone to drop her stuff off, I would have saw ambulance there.
I am amazed at how well she was able to handle that difficult morning. My grandson was still in bed sick with flu. Otherwise he would have been getting ready for school and would have been traumatized by seeing the chaos. My daughter did CPR. She kept kids in their rooms and turned the TV on really loud. The kids weren't aware their grandmother died.
Month before my daughter's mother-in-law died, I did have psychic messages of it. Few days before she died, I also heard that I should talk to my daughter again about what plan would be if she died. Every few months we would discuss plan what to do if Mother-in-law died or ambulance had to be called. The two ambulance visions really upset me, cause I am afraid of losing my daughter.
So, my worst fear of losing the person that means the most to me got in way of my psychic visions. I projected my fear into my vision.
"So, my worst fear of losing the person that means the most to me got in way of my psychic visions. I projected my fear into my vision." -- MistySue
I am sorry you had to suffer so much over that situation. Your experience is common when we have extreme fears. It happens to many people, and parents especially. We are wired to protect our children, so the brain is going to create worst case scenarios.
The brain also defaults to the negative, again, to protect us and our loved ones from the saber tooth tiger of cave days, when physical danger was always lurking. That default to the negative is likely what enabled our species to survive.
Today, however, we live in a social media world that manipulates our attention by scaring us. So we have to learn to listen to ourselves in a more fundamental way -- via meditation and our senses, which helps us to put the manipulative media in the background and our sense experience in the foreground of our minds. When we meditate, we are training the anxious mind to focus on something more reliable than our constant fears, i.e., our immediate experience of energy. Meditators make the best psychics.
Your experience is a good lesson to all of us who suffer from anxiety.
It is so good you have learned from your anxiety how worst fears get in the way of psychic visions.