@luminous I am familiar with Mirtazapine, we use it in veterinary medicine to stimulate appetite in cats. Yes... it can have some unpleasant side effects hence we wear gloves when applying it to the pinna of cats ears. I truly hope that you and your medical team find what works for you!!! Still sending Love, light and Reiki your way! Hugs!
Hi everyone, as my project's early adopter launch approaches, I’ve noticed a sudden increase in sabotage or self-sabotage from key team members. I’m unsure if it’s fear of success, panic, or something else entirely. If you can, please take a moment to send thoughts or intentions for clarity, calm, and grounded energy—especially for those involved in this project. I’d deeply appreciate your good wishes and positive energy.
Hi all,
I have good news to report. My central line has successfully been inserted in theatre and I'm now back on the ward.
I'm a bit bruised and sore because they had to try and get through scar tissue from where I have had previous central lines in my chest, but they managed to get one in.
I'm relieved and stressed all at the same time. I'm relieved it's now in successfully, but now stressed about all the bleeding and aftercare for it because I tend to bleed a lot. The angels have already been flashing signs at me about this, which is good they are letting me know, but stressing me out at the same time as well.
Yeah, I keep bleeding. All that stuff the angels were doing was to warn me about the bleeding that was going to happen – not that I can even do anything about it myself.
I'm getting pretty pissed off that they tell me stuff I can't even do anything about. Even leading up to my coming into hospital all those star-like entities appearing were like a prelude to this.
If I sound negative or angry, it's because I am.
I am really sick of all this crap that's been happening to my health on and off for the last 16 years or so. The past 12 months in particular have been hell in a mental, physical and spiritual way and I'm just really, really tired and worn out from it all.
I just want to feel peace in my life and rest. I'm so worn out and exhausted from one thing after another. The past 12 months have ramped up everything mentally, physically and spiritually almost beyond breaking me completely.
Sometimes I feel like God/Source/angels/spirit world wants to completely break me and destroy me.
I should probably censor this rant more, but I'm venting.
@luminous I am so sorry. Don't feel like you need to censor yourself. The least this community can do is hear your unvarnished feelings. I will be sending you love and light and please know that you this community cares about you and is rooting for your recovery.
@luminous I am so proud of you for pushing through. perhaps anger and indignation are necessary to stay strong. You are being fierce, and, of all people, you deserve to rant. But, love that body of yours for enduring through it all. It's been a battle and you and your body are prevailing. Take care. We are here with you. Keep your light glowing. We need you in this world.
Oh man. I need to express that I am in pretty bad shape health wise, and then the terrible, terrible news. The shock and the deep sadness. The stories of their lives.
I wrote this
Sickened. And actually sick.
To the families, to the memories
We see you, We love you
We're here
To everyone affected and all of us who witness
My love to all
We have to take care of each other now
@ghandigirl Take care of yourself. Go out into the woods, if you can Walk, sit and breathe. If there aren't any convenient woods, find a big tree to sit under. And breathe.
Hi all.
Apologies for the delay in providing an update. I wanted to post something more positive, so I waited for the situation to change until I posted again.
I just wanted to let you know that I have now been discharged from hospital, and I am well and now at home.
It's important for me to say that your support and kindness over the past few weeks has given me so much strength during this difficult time. Thank you so much, I am so grateful for all of this.
Without your support, this would have been incredibly difficult for me to face and deal with.
Again, thank you so much.
Best regards,
Luminous
I'm asking for prayers and good vibes for my niece's family. My niece Brenda, 73, died Friday. She was a wonderful person. Always happy, easy to talk to. I'm going to miss her. She was also the only Democrat in the family besides me. Writing this makes me teary eyed.
@luminous Love that you are at home...we always rest better in our own beds (without staff waking us up to take temps and check vitals LOL) Hugs and Love .