@ghandigirl Maybe baby aspirin and a weak ginger tea with honey? Hope the docs get rid of it.
@ghandigirl, Sending healing light and angels to accompany you through this ordeal. May you heal completely and find yourself stronger and more vibrant than before you got sick.
That actually made me cry. Thank you. This has been a very slow slog trying to cope. I appreciate your kindness and can feel the kindness of others here too.
I may have a rare auto immune disorder. Nothing much I'm doing or not doing seems to be helping.
Will be getting tested when I hopefully soon get my voice back. Not being able to communicate is very hard for this Gemini girl. Can't Talk, Can't Teach, Can't Sing.
I'm very sad tonight.
I may have a rare auto immune disorder. Nothing much I'm doing or not doing seems to be helping.
Will be getting tested when I hopefully soon get my voice back. Not being able to communicate is very hard for this Gemini girl. Can't Talk, Can't Teach, Can't Sing.
I'm very sad tonight.
This is a super hopeful request to the universe, May all be well for you soon... so you can talk, sing and teach.
@pat-czap @gandhigirl May all autoimmune be cured. May all healers be healed so they can heal more.
Very long day.
Thank you. I feel the love and light coming right through my computer.
I love that "Talk, Teach, Sing" I will draw it out.
Art is a refuge I am privileged to enjoy.
Maybe I'll play my guitar tomorrow. I am still music in human form after all.
I think I can get a song out of this. ;)
I closed my eyes to take in all the reiki and energy and you know what I saw? My own eye looking back at me.
Something amazing happened last night. After I posted I used a flashlight to get something out of the bedroom. I accidentally shined it in my eyes and closed my eyes seeing the green imprint vision. That's normal. I was in a dark room.
Then as I remained with my eyes closed, for a shockingly long time, I began to see little tornado shaped colors one at a time traveling and expanding across and up from my lower right to my upper left eye and then out of my line of vision, pink, green, silver. Along with the tornadoes there were some needle shaped objects then mixing in, again one at a time, following the path.
When I opened my eyes and went into another dimly lit room and closed my eyes again, I saw a black tube and the colors continued to rise. I could see it was a bumpy tube. Then I realized the tornado had changed into my esophagus. Again, I saw the light show.
I then turned with eyes closed towards the kitchen with its full lights still on. The tube turned red and resembled a comb. I saw the red comb was actually red light moving through the esophagus tube. The comb prongs were actually the lining of the tube of my esophagus. This lasted a while. When I opened my eyes, I still saw the red comb light moving up and out of that mind's eye tunnel tube of my esophagus. I wasn't afraid only curious as to why I could see this with my waking eyes.
I stepped back into the darkness of the front room, closed my eyes, and now saw my skeleton, shoulders and clavicle neck and the tube in milky white as it is in an X-ray. The same cycle of colors was pulled up and out.
Turning & looking back in the kitchen light and closing my eyes I again saw the red combs. They were greater in mass & volume and moving out, out, out.
I turned back to the darkened room with eyes closed and asked the vision, "What do I need to know?" I still saw the red light show, again, for a long time, and now a black esophagus. After a few more red combs I saw a clear field of a light green recycled paper color.
I am psychic and do have visions from time to time but mostly in dreams or in bipolar hallucinations premedication. This was not that. This was other worldly and magical. It was comforting. I am believing that all the healing sent from the forum and a few close friends entered me when I invited it to, after I saw the eye.
And as validation when I woke up on the 4th day of my voicelessness and tried to say a word as I had on days one, two, three, I heard my weak little voice say, "hello."
I felt like Helen Keller. Last night's dread and panic melted away in that moment. And I posit it to you, the powerful beings of light. I'll never forget how much that word gave me back to myself. Thank you.
Hi, Tricia sunshine here feeling very much doomed and gloomed and trying to keep it together. My dental implant which looked like the bone graft integrated well… in fact looks like it failed bc the new tooth wouldn’t click into place and the screw was spinning. I’ve had several “good cries” since yesterday’s shocking development. Apparently, 95% are successful. On top of this, a good molar on the left side broke this morning. I feel cursed, numb, frightened (I have very low pain tolerance and they have to inject more Novocain than usual) and trying to go forward today w courage. The periodontist is doing exploratory surgery today but my research shows it’s likely more bone grafting to be done. The last time I was vomiting from the pain meds and the antibiotics. I treat myself pretty much w homeopathic remedies. I’m afraid and trying to be tough. I think the tears I cried yesterday also were election tears plus the collective sadness I felt when I woke up. Today, I awoke w heavy psychic dread.
I appreciate any good powerful healing light and energy you can send to me today. My appt is at 12:30EST. thank you so much
Well it wasn’t the best case scenario but it wasn’t the worst. And my angels came through and I felt no pain. Amen.
@earthangel, I'm glad to hear that the exploratory surgery went well and you felt no pain. Can you relax the rest of the day?
In my experience any physical challenge I'm having can easily be exacerbated by the collective stress. Conversely, many times the collective stress sets off physical symptoms that often tend to be my achilles heel. Many of us here are empathic sponges, to some degree. I often have to tell myself that I'm a spiritual being having a human experience. But I also acknowledge that being in these bodies, with all of the emotional, physical and mental challenges we deal with every day, is hard! Living this human experience is not for sissies. But I also believe that angels and guides, both otherwordly and human, are here to help us. We don't have to shoulder our burdens alone.
Please take care of yourself, @earthangel. Give yourself the same kindness and compassion that you so generously give to others. I am holding you in healing prayer.
Thank you so much xo the pain is starting in and I took .25 pain meds bc I’m so sensitive to it and get nauseous easily. Oy!!! We surely do absorb it all. Sigh. Oh well I’d rather be empathic and woke than in a deep sheep sleep. Def going to relax tonight and tomorrow.
p.s. interesting to hear that my sister and younger brother and his wife also are having major teeth problems this week. Weird.
@earthangel, what is it about so many empaths being so sensitive to medications? That's also true for me. As a senior with autoimmune challenges, I've become a real advocate for myself with the medical establishment, e.g. "I guess you didn't hear me the first time; let me say it another way." LOL!
Does something like ginger help at all with your nausea, so you could better tolerate the pain med? I understand you often go the homeopathic route, so you probably know a lot more than I do about what might help in that area. I'm fortunate insofar as I've been able to tolerate some antibiotics and a few pain meds, although they can mess with my digestive system.
That is very interesting about your sister, younger brother and his wife! Quite a mystery.
@deetoo I think that when one has a sensitive gut one likely becomes more sensitive to other things as well.
I'm personally trying to rebuild my gut but it has been a slow process. I would like to be a bit less empathetic just for my own balance.
I have been sensing an odd feeling from the collective. Either some are acting out a bit to get rid of their feeling of powerlessness, and others are just hunkering down, but it feels like an odd quiet to me.
It does not feel comfortable.
@earthangel have been fortunate with implants… I am sending loving, healing energy to ease your physical and emotional pain… be well.