I am relieved to know that they/you are on top of it. I, and I am sure others in this powerful and positive group will send sustaining energy.
Blessings...
@coyote Whether I am on this forum daily or not.. know that I pray for you and send you Light and Love and Healing Energy daily. I live with chronic health issues but not on the large life impacting scale that you do... I can not even begin to comprehend how hard it is for you. I admire your strength and wise soul so much. You? Are a Light this Earth so sorely needs. Though we all walk our different paths.. and grow with our challenges individually, it sustains me to know that we all here? Have each other to "lean on" and encourage and support each others call. That we inspire and lift each other up through all we face being incarnate in this time and plane. I have every Faith that Brighter Better days are coming dearest Coyote. Hugs to you.
I am reminded for the fable the Tortoise and the Hare. Right now is your time to be the tortoise. Go slow and steady, you will cross that finish line Coyote (a successful surgery). You will get there and finish stronger than you were before.
In the meantime, we will cheer you on from the sidelines. We can help encourage you to get there. Your hard work will pay off. In the end I know all of this will be for a higher and greater good.
It seems a long stretch until Feb 7. To while away the time, here is a Bingo card for you. When you encounter any of these phenomena place a chip on the corresponding square. When you get 5 in a row, you win!
@coyote I'm so sorry that you're going through this, but I'm reassured that you've spoken with your doctor and that the timeline for your surgery remains on track.
For some reason, the Bach flower remedy Gorse has come to mind when I've sent you healing thoughts today. Perhaps the imagery of the gorse flower could bring you relief, or meditating on the color yellow more generally?
I'll continue to keep you in my thoughts.
@coyote I am glad you are keeping us posted about your situation so we can send you healing in whatever way each of us can. I am also so glad that you are open to asking for the healing. That says so much about your positive ability to heal.
The feeling of being alone during the holidays with your challenging health feels like one of the hardest parts of all of this. In a big way, yes, you are alone. You and only you walk this path by yourself. And in another way you are not alone. Your pain, your suffering, is our pain too and our suffering for we are all one.
So many here want to lift you up. I send angels, which is my way of sending you healing energy. I see them around you, and I see other angels already there! They are all comforting you and strengthening your whole body. Some I see are healers, and some are medical professionals, all are sending healing to you.
One thing that I have learned from the Circle of Light meditation is that taking in love from others is harder than giving it. And taking in healing from others is harder than sending it.
When meditating on you, I saw light from the heavens shining down upon you. I pray you will be able to stop during your day, and breathe in that light, that healing. Open your chakras, and especially your heart, and let that light in. Fill every cell in your body with this light. We are sending it, the heavens are sending it. You are a gift here on earth, a gift to us all. Know you are loved. Breathe in the healing.
Ok y'all, I need prayers for me and my son. I took time off here due to a crisis with him that I feel I handled poorly. I sent him to a "recovery" center a couple years ago because he was clearly in crisis - declining grades, led to running away from home because of my punishments, just a cluster of downward spiraling events. His dad ( my ex) and I agreed to send him out of state to a rehab facility because we suspected drug abuse and didn't know the extent. This was the December of 2019, and the Covid epidemic completely derailed the program because we couldn't visit him. I pulled him after 8 months. There was no evidence of any drug use except marijuana. I have severely damaged our relationship, but we are trying to patch it up. He's living with me again. He's cut all ties with his Dad. He's not currently working to complete highschool. He's not vaccinated at all. He's working at a car wash. I love him beyond all measure, and want him to be happy on his path. So pray for his healing and well being. And pray for my sanity and serenity in supporting him in his path. I'm scared to death of how this current Covid wave will catch him with his adamant resistance to getting vaccinated.
Love to all!
@luminata Sending angels to both you and your son for a true deep healing between you and for you both. I can't imagine how painful it has been for you. I pray for a true healing.
@jeanne-mayell Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I know we can get to a true healing if I keep his true interest at heart and not let my fears take control. A hard role for me. And he's insightful enough to know he's teaching me, and not quite mature enough to understand that children are always powerful teachers for their parents. He resents that he's teaching me, but I know he'll get past that. He'll make a great father should he decide to take that path.
@luminata I’m so sorry to hear what you’ve been through, but so glad to know your son is with you again. It’s okay. Just breathe. It’s very complicated to be an intuitive and raise a child. You sense everything and yet there’s that tricky matter of interpretation. Relationships can heal and you can both move forward. Your son does know he is loved.