Hello my friends
I find that my illness has caused me to spiral down. I am recently caught in dark thoughts.
The dysfunction here is causing a deep depression. As people around me yell publicly EVERY day, I feel unable to ward off the negativity. I am witnessing emotional abuse. I have PTSD and listening to this, at such an angry high level, so often, is causing me to become ill, as my spirit will always seek to absorb the energy to protect a little one caught in this vitriolic atmosphere.
My energy is ragged at best. I've never been good at protecting my energy. As a sensitive empath, I am feeling that I must move, and soon. I have asked the Universe to present a place to go, where it is possible to have peace and quiet.
I feel the anger, frustration of people here. I FEEL the toddler's spirit, and see he is struggling. It is cringe worthy and becoming increasingly upsetting.
@ghandigirl Prayers going up for your becoming centered and focused on what is yours to do, what you can do... and your releasing that which you can not change. Prayers for the Highest Good for all concerned in this matter. May your answers be crystal clear and bring you clarity and peace. Amen.
Sending prayers & hugs to all who need them right now, like @ana, @lovendures, @ghandigirl.
Thanks to those who shared concern over the loss of my sister (@unk-p, @journeywithme2, @febbby23) As noted elsewhere on the board, I was given advance warning that we would lose her, so it wasn't a total shock for me like it was for the rest of the family.
Everyone take care in these troublesome times. Hang on, we'll get through it together.
Asking for prayers for @lovendures' youngest daughter (a college student; call her Meredith) who slipped and fell in the bathroom tonight and hit her head on the side of the tub, and lost consciousness briefly while alone in her apartment. They are in Arizona where the ER's are filled with Covid cases and they are concerned that when they get to the hospital, the hospital staff might not let her stay with her daughter while she gets checked out. Her daughter is having a lot of head pain. It's also not the first concussion she's had so she needs extra prayers. I don't know much more than that. But I know that your prayers will help her. And she asked me to post this so you'd send your amazing magical healing. Prayers also for Lovendures herself.
Thank you dear community.
@lovendures sending prayers and reiki healing to you and your daughter. May anything that needs correction heal quickly and completely. Namaste dear lady.
@lovendures, sending prayers of healing and comfort to your daughter and your family. I see her being held in a protective blanket of angelic light.
Sending a big hug to you, my dear friend.
Sending a prayer and healing light their way.
How did we ever get this community of loving people! It's a miracle.
@Lovendures I am praying for your daughter tonight. May she be surrounded by angels who protect and heal her. Much love to you, my dear, dear friend.