im so sorry, Pam. Such a tough loss and at this horrible time in our lives.
my prayers and good thoughts go out to you.
Anita
Hi everyone. I haven’t been online for a long time. I’m posting here just to let everyone know that I am alive and well, officially on unemployment, not sick, just bored.
A young man I knew that I cared about has passed. He was deeply troubled, and yet was one of the funniest people I ever knew. He was a character, I will miss him. I am very sad that the world has lost him and my heart grieves for his family and close friends.
RIP James, we had some good times, I am so sorry you’re gone.
to everyone struggling during this pandemic my heart is with you. You are all in my prayers.
love
Natalie
Good to hear from you. I'm so sorry for your loss. I do hope you are well and staying safe. And I hope to see you re-engage here, you are missed!
❤️ ? ❤️ ? ❤️ ?
So these past few days, we learned my wife's father has opted for assisted suicide, he's been in great pain for a long time. We are traveling to be with him then, and at this moment, it all seems surreal.
My wife is a strong woman, @coyote for some reason I think you're first nations, as is my wife. At our wedding, I joked when her parents looked out, it was a stone they saw, and after some time, with no animal appearing, her native name must be thus. In other words, few people get to see my wife be emotional, I do. To say it's gutted me this week is an understatement.
For her dad, this is the right thing. I know in my heart it is. I know this is a choice I would want, but I also am learning it's challenging to be here. I've experienced the suddenness of a call to rush to someone's side, I have experienced the call after the fact, neither seem to mentally prepare you for this call. I am not sure if I am asking for thoughts toward my father in law or my wife or both.
thank you
So many people going through so much. My heart is with all of you. Especially those who need it most.
My heart is my focus these dark days. I am shining my light for all it's worth. I am sending ceaselesss prayers for everyone, all of us, all over this planet.
I have taken to very few steps outside my place. I am a bit unwell, old neurotic habits have returned , as well as visions, and some magical thinking. I am doing my best. I am doing things with love.
Still scared, still not sober, but I'm still here, trying.
Prayers, healing energy and whatever else you might be able to send would be appreciated.
My friend Nicole's husband James is in ICU on a ventilator fighting for his life from Covid 19. I just found out he had been in the hospital for a week when they moved him on a vent.
James is by far the worst case of someone I know, but he isn't the only person in my community with Covid-19. A very good friend had a high fever and cough for 13 days and is finally recovering and his family had it with lower grade fevers, milder coughs and loss of smell and taste. I know one other family with it as well, all living within a five minute car ride from my house.
Please keep James and his family in your meditations and prayers. Their children are high school and middle school aged.
@lovendures, I am so sorry to hear about your friend, James and others within your community, I am sending all of you prayers of support, protection and healing.