I am also going to meditate tonight after I clear my mind. If I end up back at this place, I'll let y'all know. However, this will only be my third meditation, so I'm a little nervous which may affect it. I will be following the advice from on here this time. -Have a question in mind-ground myself-imagine light around me-ask for protection from angels and guides-
We will see what happens!!
I hope either/both of you--Maria and/or Melanie--gets more information because unless I have another dream about it I don't think I will be able to provide any more info. I don't know if dreams are as accurate as meditation. If the dream hadn't been so vivid I wouldn't have been so excited about it. Whenever a dream gets real vivid I know it has some importance, even if I can't figure it out. My name Starpath is from a dream I had...I looked at the twilight sky and saw two rows of evenly spaced stars which seemed to be forming a path in the sky.
I think it's worth noting that context is everything, and context changes over time (that's why we have historians). Today's law and regulations may look quite different tomorrow. The site promises to do everything "practical" to protect the donor; however, what is "practical" is an arbitrary and subjective concept. Moreover, what we believe to be practical may not be what a corporation believes to be practical. A good rule of thumb in evaluating fine print and all things life is the paradox that anything used for good can also be used for bad and, of course, that anything bad can lead to positive transformation.
Just wanted to let everyone know, I haven't had a chance to meditate on this again and I'll be going on a trip tomorrow, so it's unlikely I'll be able to for the next couple of weeks. If people are still following this up by then, I'll probably join in again then.
I have attempted to reconnect with this place twice but I have not been successful. I cannot seem to get my body to raise it's vibrations to those I was feeling when I had the vision. The difference was when I experienced the vision I was not attempting to astral project, I just went with the experience and it happened on its own. I might not be able to do this whenever I feel like it.
It is strange to me that for 2 days after my vision I felt I could access that "state of mind" so so easily, as I was still experiencing those high vibrations in my body. I was even being pulled to sink back into that trance like feeling- but I simply wouldn't allow it at the time. But now, I can't seem to get those vibrations back, no matter how hard I try.
Last week I was also feeling like I was on a deep spiritual journey of an awakening and now I feel like it has just stopped. I don't understand this.
Like I said, I have attempted to reconnect twice through meditation. The first time I spent a lot of time preparing- I grounded myself in the grass and connected with the Earth/ I bathed in salts and essential oils to cleanse my energy/ I saged myself with smoke to cleanse my body/ I blessed and lit 2 white candles/ I wore jewelry that had spiritual meaning to me/ I prayed and asked for protection, guidance and understanding/ I asked for God's assistance along with the angels, Arch angels, spirit guides, and passed loved ones/I had a clear question in mind/ I had a Bible to my right (just in case!) And a large Crystal to my left. (I might have over done it slightly..?). However, soon after I settled into my meditation, my sister called from the ER her boyfriend was having a seizure after receiving staples in his head from a bar fight (they're young, 21?) so I stopped and went to hospital. (He's fine).
The second time I meditated I just prayed, lit my candles and started.. after a few minutes I could sense a gathering of spirits around me. To my right side of the room I felt an old man with a long grey beard, my spirit guide that I'm most familiar with (but don't know what he looks like), a tribal dark colored man with paint or tattoo markings holding a single drum that looked tribal and one other to my right but couldn't sense any details At the foot of my bed there was a shadow energy that was pacing back and forth but I was not fearful of it because I felt it was there only because it was curious and wanted to see how this played out. I didn't feel like it had an agenda other than wanting to witness what was going on. The spirits to my right were aware of eachother but were not interacting with each other. I felt they were all loving, supportive and excited see if this could be the time, if I was ready (?).. The old man was like a proud father that had spent so much time preparing me for something and he was eager and excited to watch me fly (so to speak), but I didn't.
I experienced some healing from a past regression but that was not what I was trying to do. That was not what the spirits were there to see. But, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't seem to get everything to align. I couldn't keep the awareness of me being surrounded by a white light, and being chorded into the Earth and freeing my thoughts and relaxing my muscles and releasing all fear and feeling my chakras and tuning into my third eye and trying to find the colors and vortex I had previously experienced and my vibrations were not even close to what they were when I had the vision. So I had to stop because it just wasn't working...
Sorry to disappoint
Any advice?
Thanks,
Melanie
My advice is not to worry. You are expecting too much, when you need to empty your mind of expectations. You clearly have a deep spiritual life, are well grounded and have supportive and loving guides. It will happen when you are ready for it, maybe when you least expect it.
I wanted to share a song with anyone who is interested.. I was browsing on other forums on here and Laynara you were expressing your concern with raising your baby in this world we live in today.. I felt a connection to that and I have been wanting to share this song with you and anyone else that would like to hear it. This song is very meaningful to me and maybe someone else can relate ❤️
(Fyi- I don't consider myself to be of any specific religion- I trust in our higher God- I'm not encouraging any specific religion just wanted to clarify ?)
Melanie, how could you feel that we would be disappointed? I am sure no one is disappointed. I am amazed at your abilities and have no doubt that with practice you will get to have a lot of wonderful meditation experiences in the future. I get the feeling that the warehouse place you visited previously is no longer a place you need to go. You went there and did something beautiful there already, showing the shadow person love-- which was your main mission at that time. If you truly need to go back there I am sure your guides will help you get back there eventually, but I think if you use your intuition and ask do you really need to go back there you will sense that you do not. Look, the shadow person resisted the love you offered and was even trying to stop you. The shadow person is an entity trapped in its own inability to love, it cannot bear to recieve love from a being it treats as an object. I kept trying to figure out what is this type of being? I am not sure but I think you gave it something to think about. ?