It's my belief that whatever we see that comes true is revealed to us by Spirit for the Greatest and Highest Good. Sometimes that may be just the tiniest snippet of things. Unfortunately, our minds don't like to be "left hanging" so we tend to automatically fill in the blanks, usually with our own fears or desires. It's possible you were shown the pandemic and then your subconcious, wondering why, immediately jumped to the conclusion that it was a warning about your husband. The thing is, if it were a warning, it would be for the Greatest and Highest Good and you would continue to get warnings and they would become increasingly insistent and specific. I think you just need to trust your intuition and then let God and let go.
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This is a challenging time for all of us especially sensitives who have had many intuitions over their lives and kept as a very quiet part of their lives for fear of sounding impulsive or crazy or needlessly scaring others away.
We all tend to have bad dreams here. I've had periods of my life when I'd have one every single night if my life as far back as 8 years old that i can remember but way before that according to my mom. I literally can't sleep but for an hour or two at a time.
The trick is (and its often a trick of our minds) learning what would really constitute as a dream and what are all our fears and anxieties coming to the surface of our awareness so we can look at them and learn to analyze what they represent to us in our worry thoughts dreams as out subconscious tries to help us get them all out and away.
We all have the same thoughts that become our superstitions. A lot of people here are in that category as we then try to make them fit predictions that we or other have thought or have said.
We're all so desperate to not be afraid to have our fears be explained to us by someone else so we can feel better about our world, ourselves, and the actions of husbands. (I did NOT type husbands i swear to you. I typed others. "Autocorrect" typed in husbands!)
To me that is spirit typing. Hahaha. So really look at that. There's a hidden truth popping out just for you from me!!!
I've have bad dreams..NOT premonitions about everyone i love over and over in my life. The things never happened so i learned to tell the difference between a wake up in the night heart stopping bad dream and the tiny voice of spirit saying "stay home today".
You can learn to do this too. No one knows ourselves better than we do. We are being given (forced to) stay home now and learn to spend great deals of time with ourselves and our families.
Use it well to grow and learn and listen to you. This is quite possibly one of the most teachable and valuable moments in all of our lives.
Learning to tell what part of ourselves is really ourselves and what part are whispers of what we know as past lives is so important too. Often our biggest fears around fires or drowning or other traumatic ways to die (i can't breathe..i can't breathe of pure panic for example) comes from these almost genetically carried parts of our psyche that cling to us like cytoplasmic gook from "Ghostbusters". Ha!
We can use our time up by watching tv or reading here or watching endless British dramas (my time users) or playing video games endlessly trying to relax (yeah right? Ever notice any of them being relaxed?) Or we can spend a half hour or a more in quiet meditative YOU time. Ask spirit questions as if you were your own very best oracle because you truly are.
Love light and prayers to you from someone who's been there and gets it! Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. And repeat..day by day.
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Hello my dear friends...it’s been awhile and I hope you’re all well. My mother is recovering from covid19 after getting from me. We both work at the school district here in our valley and it’s been a mess of politics during a time when I need her to focus on just getting better. She’s a tough cookie however.
The dream I had last year appears to be taking place - I’m not sure where I posted it though. As I process this realization, I am filled with interesting words that keep popping into my ears right before I fall asleep. Two that have been making their appearance very loud and very often are: “Canda” in a woman’s voice - almost like a whisper increasing as it flies by my ear. And “Sandu” which is from a woman.
No idea what this means but it makes me pop my eyes open real big and takes awhile to fall asleep.
Anyone know what this means?
Hi Leighh. I am moved by your question as I have asked the question a lot in my life. Now that I have lived a full life, I believe the answer to your question is a resounding yes! Yes, there is something you can do about it. You are being called to pay deeper attention to your inner strengths. Your "premonitions" do not have to be realized because we are powerful creators. You have seen a trajectory, a possibility, but you play a part in this outcome. You have seen the pandemic. You saw the likelihood of losing your husband, a firefighter, as well. Blow it up! Visualize the same scene and blow it up, wipe the slate clean in your minds eye. I used to teach, so I would see my visions on a blackboard and erase them with the eraser. However you chose to do it, creatively, blow the outcome of losing your husband up. Then, visualize shining golden light and protection around him at work. Then, visualize your life with him as you grow old together. All the scenarios of life with him, visualize. Be creative and send your love and light to him. Visualize pouring a giant pitcher of this love on top of his head until it flows through him and lights up his room. I add protections of roses as well. Know that we all are powerful light workers helping, and that the God Source that lives in all things also lives inside you and inside him. Be prayerful in fierce action and yes, change the outcome. Finally, as a retired firefighter myself, I would say that absolutely, you have the amazing gift to be a very powerful supporter to someone who needs your help as he goes forth to help others. Be at peace. Sit in the sun. I too am sending him focused protection and strength.
@timo THANK YOU!!! That is nearly exactly what I have been doing and I will carefully consider everything you said. Along with boosting his health and immune system every way I can think of. He is 56 this year and 4 years shy of retirement. He’s been a firefighter since he was 18. I really feel like I can make a difference for him and I will not give up. I started feeling a bit defeated and alone yesterday and I needed to hear this from someone other than myself all the time. Thank you ☺️
@michele-b Thank you so much for your reply Michele.
I’m not much of a dreamer—good or bad—and not typically even very fearful. I just get thoughts that feel like fact. Sometimes they are like lightening bolts in an acute situation when someone needs help and sometimes just a quiet matter of fact thought that seems to come out of nowhere for the future.
But I did suddenly feel very afraid yesterday even though I had this thought months ago. I guess it finally sunk in—lol.
I’m not a young woman —so I have lived this way for quite a while without sharing anything with others very often. Sometimes I do if someone is dying imminently. I was extremely discouraged from expressing myself by my mother growing up. My mother has been gone nearly 10 years now and I am beginning to accept the way I am and I hope to nurture it. I’m happy to have found you all ?
@frank Thank you so much for your reply Frank. I have actually been hearing this thought louder and more persistently over the months since I first had it. And I do believe I have added to it over time! I actually catch myself starting to plan life without my husband ?
I am considering your saying “Let God and let go”. It reminds me of being hospitalized with early labour at 27 weeks with my youngest son. I shared a room with a lady who was trusting in God to the extent that she didn’t seem to accept any responsibility for her own actions. She sat and re-read her bible while I sat and read everything I could get my hands on about caring for a preemie. I followed doctors orders to a T and researched all possible solutions for my predicament. This lady would not stay still and her baby was born at 27 weeks and put in the NICU where he later died. I can’t help but feel she could have made a difference for him. She could have tried ?♀️
@jeanne-mayell thank you Jeanne! I’m sorry if I am answering you for the second time. I’m not sure if the first message sent.
I will look into how to contact you for a reading and what is involved. That might be good for me ?
I have taken all you wrote into consideration—thank you
I’m very happy to have found you and I plan to stick around here ?
Posted by @frank:
Unfortunately, our minds don't like to be "left hanging" so we tend to automatically fill in the blanks, usually with our own fears or desires. It's possible you were shown the pandemic and then your subconcious, wondering why, immediately jumped to the conclusion that it was a warning about your husband.
Posted by @jeanne-mayell:
Premonitions involving danger often are warnings, not destiny.
There is also the possibility that your vision is a premonition of your fear, the fear you now feel in this pandemic because he is a first responder.
Welcome to our community. So glad that you joined us.
After I read your post, I immediately heard "Your observations may be correct, but your conclusions may not be." What I understood that to mean is, being human, we're a mixed bag of moments of clarity, intuition, desires, hopes and fears. I believe that I am quite intuitive, but I've lost count of how many times I have been wrong -- either in my interpretation of what I see, or about the final outcome. In those cases, it's usually my fear that gets in my way.
As @jeanne-mayell mentioned, I would focus on supporting your husband in helping to reduce his risk factors. As @timo offered, visualize shining golden light and protection around him at work. Then, visualize your life with him as you grow old together. Be creative and send your love and light to him. And as @michele-b shared, Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. And repeat...day by day.
I am sending you and your husband peace and supportive, protective light.
@deetoo thank you so much deetoo. I agree—we are very complicated! Over my life I have learned that if I feel any doubt about a thought I have it probably is coming from my own hopes or fears and I don’t give it much weight. But it can be difficult to discern sometimes. When I first had this thought there really was no fear. There was no pandemic.
I am loving receiving everyone’s thoughts on this ☺️ Thank you