@mililani I actually don't think it's bizarre to want to hug him. I fight hard to find compassion for him because I think he's such a damaged soul. Having said that, "I also believe he must accept the consequences for his actions and the damage he's done to so many people." Full disclosure: I fight hard, VERY HARD, everyday to not become as vicious as he is. ...to not wish on him what he wishes for others. BOY, IT'S NOT EASY.
I could not agree with you more. I know exactly what you mean about fighting to not be as vicious. As a scorpio I know my stinger is always just below the surface ready to strike and I have worked on recognizing those feelings and trying to sort through them for years. That being said, my soul is full of compassion. I much prefer to think I reached out to him to extend compassion.
Thank you for that perspective and encouragement ❤️
Speaking of compassion ... we are challenged in Spirit in giving our unconditional love to many who do not deserve it ... and there is the dilemma ?
I am aware Lani, as a Scorpio (w/ alot of Sag & Libra focus) that the journey within is about an alchemical change of heart and soul. We can release the need to be the scorpion with that stinger, and become our more complete and truer selves, the Phoenix rising.
As an empathic person, I've had many 'trials by fire' in my life and when I was younger scattered my pearls before swine much to my personal detrimate, believing that investing spiritual energy in compassion for darkness was somehow a part of the path.
However it plays out for us individually, we do learn from our mistakes, and transform.... it takes some courage to set boundaries and to choose our battles wisely, but having clear vision where narcissists are concerned is vitally important because they can drain you like a vampire. And they love to trap empaths! Beware, beware....
As for unconditional love, give it to those who deserve it, and let Spirit take care of the rest .... ?
As a "foot note" to my earlier prediction made 4/12 I read this reported in the Guardian US this am.
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2020/may/15/trump-coronavirus-warp-speed-vaccine-white-house
"Moncep Slaoui, a former chairman of vaccines at GlaxoSmithKline who will lead the multibillion-dollar programme, expressed optimism that progress is being made.
“I have very recently seen early data from a clinical trial with a coronavirus vaccine,” he said. “These data made me feel even more confident that we will be able to deliver a few hundred million doses of a vaccine by the end of 2020.” "
I again got a "ping" feeling that there is a problem with it.
I am convinced it was on this site, but I can't find it. Saying that, someone predicted in our current time frame something requiring a vaccine would happen, the first vaccine would be expedited, and it would turn out it would end up being worse than the disease, having to be called back. Eventually, both would be resolved. In some other threads, some foreboding about May 15 was evident. My take on it is if it comes to pass there is an issue with the vaccine, then the early opening of things, which seem to be happening around the 15th of May, will be seen in hindsight as poor decision making.
not a prediction but to add to the posts i have been feeling uneasy most days but also a sense of calm and sense of normalcy like things are slowly going back to semi normal.
Thank @Journeywithmetoo. We will need to keep an eye of the vaccine issue.
@stargazerI have been feeling very heavy this past week, physically and emotionally. But physically I feel like I have weights tied to my ankles and can barely get out of bed in the morning (I usually get up at 6 and it's no problem). I wonder if this is the effect of the outer planets? I have been trying to resist it but maybe I should "surrender" to it? It's not a bad feeling, but it is a lot of pressure.
I should add, there is also a sense of uneasiness, a weird feeling. Almost as if we are not seeing things in full light, everything is "filtered", like light during an eclipse. I have no idea what to make of this feeling, and cannot attach a timeline to it, but there's something bigger going on and it is weird. At the same time I have been feeling very nostalgic and mentally going back to Belle Epoque period, I am finding a lot of comfort in the past and in nature.
There is so much heaviness in this retro energy, especially from Pluto and Saturn and fanned by mighty Jupiter there also... we are in it for the long haul! Best to surrender to it, mais oui, and with gratitude to find the essential equilibrium...
I love that you are focusing on the Belle Epoque! It's one of my favorite eras as well, and I find it really interesting that you are drawing on that beauty of a more integral time. I hope it brings you some peace and inspiration to go on in our apparently graceless world as it is in the present ... stay buoyant amidst all these changes.
Music has been a refuge for me, and Eric Satie (one of the great Nouveau composers) is a source of soothing calm ... another ' old world ' though contemporary guy that inspires soul is Ludovico Einaudi (in the Satie tradition).
Ah, sorry for hi-jacking the 'Random Predictions' thread, lols. Thank you for sharing this and know that I appreciate everything you are feeling ... I'm sure many are feeling very similarly at present....
With love ?
The following is what I got today during my meditation. Sprit must have been in a creative mood today! ? :
I saw T. getting stuck, repeating himself in public and then saying things that sounded like gibberish (like Jim Carrey in Liar Liar when he was unable to lie). He realizes that people can’t understand him and he gets frustrated.
I heard: “How are we going to finance the fed?” (several times) and then the following:
How are we going to finance the fed?
With hundreds of thousands dead,
They will take us to the shed.
I love every word of this my friend ❤️. It absolutely resonates with me. Thank you Thank you
Well, I had this dream years ago, a few weeks in after Trump had won the 2016 election. I haven't told anyone in the forums because it seems very redundant at this point but timing and imagery was pretty spot on and there's some things that still yet come to pass in reality, especially in the last few moments before the dream ends.
Mind you, it might be disturbing to some people, so don't read if you not feeling up for it. I will describe everything from memory of the dream from this point on.
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I open the door of a house that I inhabit and walked out onto the hills. Something is strange in the air and the landscape and lighting is dulled. Then I saw millions of people running in the opposite direction from where I looking in my direction. I did not know what it is until I saw a fireball at the distence. It grows larger and larger, turning slowly into a massive wildfire, it engulfs the whole sky, turning red. I've tried to run like the others, but some how the flames is going faster and closer, then I knew I could not outrun it.
Instead, I've turned around and face the flames, my arms were speading wide, I still saw many people tried to run. Some were already being taken by the fire, dying in agony.
As the flames gets closer, I've closed my eyes and bracing myself for the painful death that awaits me, as I suspect that I cannot run away from that kind of judgement and fate, so I might as well face death bravely with dignity.
Instead, it touched me and moved on, I did not feel anything.
I open my eyes and I saw the landscape has changed. The grass is more greener strangely, I see only one or two people left from the firstorm, looking shocked and bewildered by the fact that they surivived. The others were so burnt up that there's no corpse left. The sky has changed into nighttime, where for the first time ever, I see the whole stars and galaxies in swirling vivid colours above me. It was a beautiful sight to see.
Then I headed somewhere. It's a park with a caravan, where it looks like the aftermath of the firestorm, where society has changed, I see people in rags and harden, who were sitting at the table, surviours. I've sat down with them and expected something negative from their reaction, instead I was welcomed by them.
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My dream ends here. It happened on the same day that my current university gave me a offer to study a degree in media as a second chance, after I've screwed up my applications in another university of my prefered choice I've applied to a few weeks back. (Mind you, my rejection letter came in the same day that Trump had won ? )
In hindsight, things had not been the same once I've started my Media degree, as it brought me to strange places that I would not have dared to imagine, including my misadventures at the Supreme Court. I think I have found my calling in there somewhere, where I wanted to become a lawyer that upholds the justice spirit. I wonder if this whole chain of events leading up to where I am, among other things from the greater worldly events such as COVID; where getting my applications stuffed up badly due to misfortune was part of some plan as that vision indicated. I do know my life will be extremely different had that other university accepted my application. Probably quiet and mundane, without the understanding of the human condition and lack of drive and purpose.
Strange, isn't it?
If the firestorms represent COVID, then I'm sorry to say, there will be many lives lost and the world will no longer be the same, judging by the surviours. The sky is a nice starry night and nature has recovered, perhaps all it's not lost.
@baba. I've been getting something similar. During my meditation last week, I heard this about T:
His breakdown will be in public. He will be unmasked and undone.
I haven't posted my meditations on the site recently because mostly these have been focused on family, however, in reviewing meditations, I found these national items that might be of interest.
Meditation, March 12:
What can I do for others? Be positive, but tell the truth about the virus. Don’t sugarcoat it. This is a dire situation and will change your country.
Will the country recover from the economic downturn? Yes, but slowly. 2021 things will turn for the better.
What will happen to Donald Trump? He will be out before the election. This spring, he will be forced to step down as the pandemic takes more and more lives. He is to blame for the spread of the virus here. There will be no mercy for him.
His mental illness will be on full display and no one will be able to deny that he’s incapable of leading the country. This after Pence is disgraced by his inept handling of the crisis. I see Nancy Pelosi build a coalition to bridge the gap until the election.
Dire, dire straits for the country this spring. Unbelievable. It’s an internal upheaval as people discover how fully their government is betraying them.
Meditation, May 8:
How long will the new normal last? It is the new normal. Just accept and adapt. There’s no going back.
Will there be a cure for Covid19? It will be like HIV in that there will be effective treatments, but no immunity. Life moves into a slower pace. People are more focused on the local. No international travel.
What will happen to Trump? He will fall and fall hard. The only supporters he has left will be the extremists. Death becomes the great equalizer in America. No one is immune. Everybody will know someone who dies. More Republicans will fall away.
The election outcome will be a Democratic Senate and House and Presidency. There will be turmoil over the election, but not a breakdown in society. Too many more people will have died by then and the majority of voters hold Trump accountable.
Meditation, May 14:
Will there be another national shutdown? Yes. When? The national shutdown will be in October.
Will Trump remain in office through the election? No. He will be removed. 25th Amendment. His breakdown will be in public. He will be unmasked and undone.
How long will the pandemic last? Three years. Will there be a treatment? Yes, there will be new treatments, but they don’t work for everyone. Some of these treatments have side effects that are hazardous to the elderly. It’s not a panacea. Will there be a vaccine? Not for several years.
(So, this was last week and I'm already wrong-now there's encouraging news about a vaccine. Prayers for those trials. It would be such a blessing for the world.)
Thank you for your meditations. I think it gives a lot of us something to cling too.
I pray for a vaccine every day, but also that some of the changes in society because of this virus, will stay.
@BlueBelle Your predictions ring true for me and generally are in sync with what I have been sensing. Thank you for sharing them!
@bluebelle After reading your meditations, COVID will be behind us similar to SARS and Swine Flu, however, it seems that it will be much harder to subdue given the current administration. I remembered seeing Trumpists going batsh*t crazy in a Read the Future night where they will be violent after Trump loses in November.
Lynn even said that the timelines can happen sooner than later.
@baba and @bluebelle
Thank you both for your predictions, most of it rings true for me except for the vaccine part. I believe @coyote said the first vaccine would not be good - I agree with that too. However, I heard (while reading your posts) there will be one that is good within 18 months. Also, I feel that there will be one type of covid 19 that is easier to vaccinate than the other (different strain?), and there will also be treatments that help prevent and treat the virus even though it's not a vaccine - more of a cocktail. Unique in the sense it's something that nature had for us all along (partly) (example ONLY: taking zinc, vitamin D, Vitamin C and something else that is developed along with it)
The other problem is even if they develop a vaccine in the next year, it will take time to test, manufacture and distribute.