Glad to have helped. When you are that close to something, you aren't able to pick it apart logically. That is why so many people can give the best advice to others but can't ever take their good advice themselves. Once emotion gets involved, it screws up your ability to think logically.
For anyone reading this, when you come upon a problem, separate yourself from it, step back, pretend its some random person's problem and not your own, and pick it apart using logic, ignoring any emotion. If you are able to do that, you will usually come to the correct conclusion and if you aren't, go to someone you trust who can do that and present the problem to them as not your own.
Mas... At least there is one cool head among us here, and I, even being the 'lunatic' that I am, always admire your scientific mindbent and grounding logic.
I do wish that you would balance the depth of your intellect with a little banal humor once in awhile though, my dear. Know any good cosmic jokes? ?
God, if I have to undergo another inpatient surgery in 2021, I sure hope it won't be related to the tumor on my cranial nerve. You can't really operate on tumors like that without inflicting further disability. I am undergoing an outpatient procedure for my left eye on Thursday. I hope that's what you're seeing. And if not, may any future surgeries be outpatient.
That is funny because my wife always says I need to "stop cracking jokes all the damn time and take things seriously." We are living proof that opposites attract for sure. The battle for our daughter's sense of humor is epic though.
I can, and will, turn anything into a joke but I know I can take some getting used to so I tone it down in here so I dont offend anyone.
As far as cosmic jokes, did you hear about the theoretical physicist that went insane studying unexplained cosmic background energy?
He couldn't tell where reality ended and the paranoid delusions began.
This is such a caring community and people want so much to use their gifts to heal and help each other. So it is with great love for each of you, that I gently ask people to refrain from making predictions, solicited or unsolicited, about someone's medical future. We do a lot of transpersonal predictions here, i.e, the future of the Collective and the world, as well as public figures who have huge influence on the Collective. But not so much the future of private individuals who come on the site.
It takes a great deal of skill and discernment to predict someone's future. Every time I give a reading I feel as though I've got in front of me a little bird in the palm of my hand, the person is that vulnerable.
I didn't always understand this, but these days, I find myself directed less to read their specific future and more to see the person's Self as they are now, their gifts and challenges and where that may take them if they should choose. They can then go forward with some new insight and the gift of being seen deeply by another. They are then free to perform miracles with their lives and I pray they do. We can help each other by providing insight, love, and sending healing energy.
That said, everyone who has given readings here has been so caring and kind. Just no medical futures in the future.
Yes, I heard that Jeanne ... just offering some possibilities that I would personally appreciate as an adult myself ?
I also had a preminition that something big was going to happen i March 2020. I didn't expect it to be a pandemic though. At the same time I lost my job as a graphic designer. I had been increasingly unhappy with that job, and getting horrible shoulder pains from all the sitting in front of a screen, so I was open for something new. I was really out of ideas on where to turn, so I tried career-advice and based on the interview I was told I should work with kids. This surprised me a bit. I'm 41. I have no girlfriend or children. Working with kids have not appealed to me. Not sure how to move forward with the career-advice I went to an astrologer for a reading. First time in my life I have ever seen a fortune-teller. He said I had two years left before a "big change". The rest of my life would be dominated by "family". This made no sense to me at all. I have no plans of getting any kids. He insisted and said the family would come to me no matter what I did or didn't do and I should not resist.
A few weeks later I contacted a local environmental organization hoping to do some volunteer graphic design while I was unemployed. I got some small jobs to do, but after a few days the woman at the office said she thought I seemed like a steady and safe adult (ok?). She was a lone mother of two, but had problems raising them alone. She asked if I could take her son on hikes and give him some male contact which she was sure would be good for him. Remembering the advice from the astrologer and the career-buerau, I accepted. The boy and me bonded very fast, and soon I was having the time of my life, taking him, and after a while also his sister, on adventures into the Norwegian mountains. It seemed I had found a secret talent I had no idea existed. I was good with kids!
I felt like I found my purpose, but meeting a kid a few times a month to go hiking isn't doing much to pay my bills. I needed something more. When a friend of a friend called and asked me to work in a childcare institution it felt like another piece fell into place. The pay was allright. The hours were excellent. Everything just seemed to fall so perfectly into place that it was hard to brush it off as coincidence. I was really convinced this is what the universe wants me to do. This had to be the last piece.
The job has been absolutely exhausting so far. It wrecks my nerves and gives me panick attacks. I don't see that I'm doing any good at all, which makes it harder to endure. If I hadn't had all these signs pointing in this direction I would have quit after a day or two. I'm now a few weeks in. It gets a bit easier, but it still wears me down. If this is what the universe has planned for me I worry I am neither strong enough or wize enough to work like this for more than a few months.
In all of this doubt it has been incredibly uplifting to read the angels message here on the board. "You will go through something, it will be tough but you are brave". I hope it will give me the strength I need to go through this. I need to believe this battle is only temporary.
You're the same age my bachelor uncle was when he traveled for work to New Zealand and met the woman he fell in love with. They're now married and have a 6-year-old son and a 4-year-old daughter (and live in New Zealand). It's funny how things can work out that way. I hope you get through this battle; it sounds like you're on the right path.
So tomorrow I have an MRI for my brain and cervical spine. Then on Monday I have an MRI on my thoracic and lumbar spine. Then on Tuesday I see my neurologist, get a hearing test, and have my first Avastin treatment of this next 3-month treatment cycle. All of this is pivoting around a solar eclipse. Please send me cosmic healing energy to get through it all.
Thanks.