What a heartbreaking series of aftermath events. It's incredibly unfortunate if not totally unacceptable to have so many horrific errors.
I read about the infighting for control between the FBI and the Airlines/Aeronautics Board and how that created enormous delays for identifications but all of these other errors all but brings me to weeping for you and the other families.
But it also shows me how strong you've had to become and to be such an incredible activist for your family and the others, and to feel that same drive in your son does show incredible, courage, and strength of conviction in both of you.
How could Monica be anything but incredibly proud of both of you? You did such wonderful things and made a huge difference.
I completely get "the strange mix," Cindy. I am an introvert who is probably seen by many as an extrovert. I've had to force myself to share and take risks with my privacy both in groups and in my online presence in order to do what i felt i was meant to do in this lifetime, as well.
Just writing here, what I share shows up in searches because i already left a large online footprint. And this site is so big so connecting.
Its not easy when we feel so private inside, but your sharing here has had a huge impact on me.Thank you for that.
PS I don't think our expanded gifts ever go away. For me, the more extraordinary experiences I had in my 30s and 40s settled down energetically..astral travel dreams, huge energy gifts, etc.etc. Just like you, I've found there is an ebb and flow. It seems to be where our focus is at the time. Horrible loss and pain followed incredible acts of helping others opens us up differently in deep spiritual ways that ebb when we go back into day by day being, coping, and raising children.
I think you and I both hear our callings now, after all we are here talking about so many intensely private things and times.
Sending you so much love and positive hopes for your and your sons future. You are both making/have made a difference and deserve to be proud of yourselves and each other.
Our children have to go on spiritual journeys of their own, just as we did. They just see it as different than spiritual but the search, and the need, and all the ways and pathways they take still brings each of us to where we need to go to learn and grow and become our expanded, understanding, uniquely gifted selves.
Bless you.
I know I'm just a whimp. I tested for the thoth deck, and I'm The Innocent (The Fool). I'm very afraid of what is happening to America. What can we do to save our country?
What can we do to save our country? -- Elaine
Stay informed, stay faithful, call out the wrongs, support the victims and the vulnerable, donate to the ACLU and to the candidates you believe in and to the vulnerable, attend protests and rallies (that will ensure you are heard and it will help you feel strength in knowing others feel as you do -- protest rallies are very strengthening), take a break when you find yourself becoming weak and pessimistic. Self care! Keep your heart strong. Have gratitude for what we all have. Know that the darkness brings out the light. Have gratitude for all the people who are working so hard to stand up to the corruption and darkness. Join them when you can and take care of yourself when you can't. Give love. Feel love. Love the earth. Love each other. Have faith in love. See all of this through the eye of love. Know that life and love and truth always prevail.
Think of our courageous friend Cindy and how she has seen right through to the light where her daughter is, and how she has kept faith. Cindy, I know you have kept your strength for your family and for your daughter. You are an inspiration to us all.
So ita offically my son is going to have surgery to his skull to fix his forhead. He will be cut ear to ear ontop of his head. I wanted to cry right then and there. We have to see a neurologist to see when the surgery will be. Thank you all for the support.
Laynara,
All will be well. Its a major op, so he is going to feel a bit weak and disoriented for a few days. But Thats normal, in such ops. he needs to take a deep rest, relax, and take his time. The young are resilient. best wishes, and will send healing energy. When is the op? Zoron
Zoron, I feel that you are a mentor to me, espically in these dark times. I will become a senior with 9 classes left to take before I can graduate. I am doing four classes in the coming fall stmester, three in the following semester, and the last two in after next Summer. I wanted to quit, but I am so close.
In May, I wasn’t able to attend the read the future night, so Jeanne sent me the link. We were told to listen to the angels; I saw Guanyin, or Goddess of Mercy, where she said “Do what ought be done at your pace, it will pay off at the end” and “Everything will be better at the end.”
I feel that during the 2016 elections I was blinded by my hubris and ever since then I became a Sanders supporter. I feel that Ocasio-Cortez will win in the elections, which will become something spiritually utopian.
Laynara, will hold you and your little one in light. Try not to worry (ridiculous, but has to be said!). Young children are extremely resilient.
Laynara, I woke at 4 a.m. thinking of you and your son. I had a strong sense that your son’s surgery will go well and I saw you surrounded by support, both seen and unseen. Sending you love and healing light to your son.
We see the neurologist Monday and we should schedule it then. They want him to be between 7-8months old to do it. I watched my boyfriend hold him last night and we cried with the love we hold for this precious boy, he has such a heart warming smile already. Thank you all for the support through this challenging time. He is such a strong boy. Bluebelle, thank you so much for the reassurance.