I'm glad you asked for prayers Freya and am happy to help!
Don't feel ridiculous Freya. Prayers are sent for those who feel there is a need. I often find they are easy to ask for when they are for others, much harder to do so when they are for ourselves. Funny how that works.
So sorry you are not getting an appropriate response from your doctor's office. Contacting them in person makes sense . Perhaps they are having phone issues? It must be very frustrating and I can tell you are worried.
My doctor has had to send out email blasts in the past when there are issues with their phone system. It helps to know have a way to reach them or at least understand what is going on.
May you be able to see your doctor soon and may the care you receive be helpful and insightful. May your eye stay healthy and the growth heal. May you and your health team be guided by spirit toward a healthy path and may you find some comfort and peace in the meantime.
Dear Community, Prayers are needed for our @Coyote.
As many of you may know, Coyote is one of our most cherished community members, a young man of 27 years who has been posting here, to our great fortune, since the Forum began.
You may also know that he has been living with a degenerative condition called Neurofibromatosis type 2 (NF2) since he was diagnosed at age eight. He has written about it in this forum.
He also told us he was going in for a difficult surgery earlier this year. Well, the surgery did not go well, and Coyote's condition deteriorated soon after.
Today I heard from his mother who said he has now been moved into hospice and his family has since gathered to be with him. We have been praying and sending love throughout this time, especially in the Circle of Light where he used to come, and in smaller groups.
His mother thanked us for all our prayers which have comforted him. And I thank you for all of your prayers too.
Perhaps we can continue to send love and healing to him and his family. He so wanted to live and contribute the the world. His work has already contributed much.
Love, Jeanne
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@coyote, don't fear moving on. You will be fine- better than new in fact. I know you worry for those you'll leave behind. I feel your concerns over your parents. I know first hand how difficult this will be for them. But rest assured, they can go on and overcome with your help. They have time to prepare & tell you all they need to say. You'll be able to soothe them both before and after your transition, it will just take time, patience, & faith. You may have wanted to do and accomplish much here, but you now know well that you will be able to do so much more from where you are bound.
My thoughts & prayers are with you all.
C
@jeanne-mayell oh Jeanne, i am so sorry to hear that the surgery did not go well for Coyote. I will continue to hold him in prayer. If you speak to his mother again, please ask her if there is anything else they need, and do let her know how much we all love @coyote. Thank you.
We are all thinking of you, @coyote. Life has presented you with a rare challenge, and you have responded to it with such dignity and grace. Your soul has grown, and you are loved and valued by your family and friends. What I have most learned from you is how absolutely, ridiculously interconnected we all are. No exceptions.
I wish you godspeed and much love, and may you continue to carry out the mission that your great soul has set for itself.
I don't have the words to convey the depth of my sadness right now but I am holding our dear Coyote in the light and sending my love to him and his family.
@jeanne-mayell Sending loving energy to dear Coyote and his family. So sad.
Coyote you have touched more lives with your intellect, spiritual insight and grace than most people do in long, long lifetimes.
@jeanne-mayell Oh, Jeanne, I am so sorry to hear this news about @coyote as well. Coyote, your courage and beauty, as you know, exist well-beyond this physical plane. I had the same thought as @cindy - you will be able to continue your work from where you are bound. So much gratitude and love to you for your contributions here and on your blog and the connection you have given to all of us. Love, healing, strength and peace to you and your family on this journey.
I never spoke to Coyote but felt so moved by every message he wrote. He was a writer beyond his years, and understood life on this planet in a way so few are able to. He had so many visions of a brighter future. perhaps for a later incarnation? or a different planet? I hope someone can collect his writings, I always felt they would be published, they should be published, he gives such hope and comfort in his honest thoughtful comtemplations. i can't believe we won't be seeing him here, in this form, in this forum, anymore.