@lovendures Thank you so much. I look forward to spending more time here and getting to know everyone. I work full time, have pets, a house, and a yard to take care of so I have very little "me" time.
@jov, welcome to the Forum community. Thank you for posting and reaching out to us.
I am very sorry for your loss, jov. I pray that you find peace and comfort in the memories of your beloved mom and precious furry friends. May angels surround you with their amazing grace, comforting and healing your heart.
I just wish we could visit the Spirit World, see them, and then come back. It would make life so much easier. There are so many people living in the world with broken hearts to losing someone close.
Thank you also for shortening my user-name. ?
@lov, I'm glad your user name is okay with you. If you should choose to change it, just go to your account and change it.
Sometimes I feel the presence of someone I miss who has passed. I just stand there and reach out to them with all of my heart. I feel them even more when I do that. I also wish we could visit them, but I believe they are with us.
Years ago, I engaged in a practice of waking at dawn for 55 days to reach out to a loved one who had departed. You light a candle by a window and say three things to them:
1. Thank you.
2. I'm okay.
3. You can go now.
On one of those days, I overslept and saw him waiting for me, leaning against a wall, arms crossed and drumming his fingers as if to say,"hey, I'm waiting for you to show up!" I have never seen someone so vividly on the other side as that time in my sleep. I think they are right here, if we just focus.
@jov I will share a song with you. Music often touches our hearts and says what we can not find words for. https://youtu.be/pBg9btpGqKU
Hugs and Light and Love.
Welcome @jov! I'm so sorry for the losses of your fir babies and especially your beloved mother. I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts. I've been busy of late and a little remiss in posting these past few months but I remember how loving this community is so I try to check out the prayer list every now and then. Glad I did. Loving energy and HUGS ❤️
@jov, That 55 day ritual I learned to do for someone I was very close to turned out to be powerful and helpful in getting me through the grieving process. We are trying to help them move on, but to do that, we have to move on. When I would say the second part, "I'm okay," I would usually cry and feel all the ways that I wasn't okay. But that was therapeutic. I have searched the Internet to find the source of that ritual, but it doesn't seem to exist out there. It was a Zen teacher who gave it to me.
Well here I am again asking for prayers and support. I find I am mentally and spiritually feeling weakened by ongoing issues that don't seem to ever resolve. I am sore and limping and my stomach is churning. If anyone can get a read on where I go from here, how I keep plodding along with my broken heart, I'd listen.
I don't like to share personal details. I feel so depressed that writing this feels like slogging through jello, but I am a bit worried for my well being. I also feel that you all are psychic enough to get me, if that is what is needed to help. I'll only say it is tied up in my divorce and my child.
I keep praying to G-d and the angels but I am so clouded in loss, pain,and anger I can't hear or see what messages are being given.
@ghandigirl sending an angel to help you. I see her waving her hand in front of your face but you don’t see her. She turns into a teddy bear for you to hold close to your heart. She will stay with you all night or any time you need her. I will send pure healing too. I wish you well in every possible way that you need.
Thank you.
Interestingly enough, I have two special teddy bears here. One is a very small one wearing spanish garb, which I bought myself as a gift after my first marriage failed back inthe 80's, and to which I tied a baby bear with a rope bracelet that my child made years ago. The other is a large doll my Aunt Mary, RIP, made and I attached wings and jewels. That I call my Mary Bear/Angel Bear, so unsurprisingly, you hit the nail right on the head and there is no doubt that I can feel the angel as I write this.
You are in my heart, my prayers and I'm sending healing, loving light your way. I'm so sorry you are going through this rough time. ❤️ ?
Thank you for your healing love and light last night Jeanne.
I'm here to also ask our dear community for some healing. The left side of my upper back, side and arm are in constant pain. I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia from my naturopathic doctor who is performing NAET sessions on me to relieve the pain and inflammation. I had some relief last night which seems to have now only settled on the right side. I go on Friday for more sessions. ? ❤️ ? ?
Prayers for the 99 people missing ( the number is climbing) in the Miami high-rise collapse. This is truly horrific! They do hear voices beneath the rubble, may people be able to be rescue. The video shows 2 different portions collapse a few seconds apart.
A teddy bear was sent to our town after the plane crash from survivors of the Oklahoma City bombing to show solidarity & sympathy. It was kept at the high school until the Littleton Colorado school shooting a few years later. Littleton sent it to another tragedy, and the tradition continues. The above link tells part of the tale. Something like that act of kindness can go a long way. Here's hoping all those in need today, from our own here who have issues, to those in Miami, find the strength and peace they so deserve.
@ghandigirl, what a beautiful and powerful angel bear! There's so much love there.
I'm sorry you're having to go through this, my friend. I'm sending you rays of love, strength and healing.
@ana Thank you, iridium. I've been thinking about the building all day. Sending light to all involved in that collapse, to their families, loved ones, and sending healing powerful light to any possible survivors waiting to be rescued. If anyone is still alive, I sense a child.
As I mentioned in my previous post here, my mom had a biopsy done on a skin lesion a few weeks ago. It turned out that it was Stage 0 melanoma (just barely cancer), and while the doctor felt certain he got most of it with the tissue biopsy, he referred her to have a surgical layering procedure. The procedure is scheduled for Thursday, July 1, and consists of the surgeon removing thin layers of tissue from the site and checking each layer as they go to make sure there are no further melanoma cells in that layer. If there are any, they will take another layer, check again, etc, until they reach a layer with no identifiable cancerous cells. Given that it is Stage 0, both the dermatologist and the surgeon feel that it's likely they will not need to go too deep, but I would appreciate any prayers and healing energies sent her way.