I am sending you a great deal of love. May your heart be full and may you all find peace and comfort during this time.
@cindy. It’s hard to comprehend everything you’ve been through in your life and now this. Because of your life experience, you are well grounded for what lies ahead. I feel a deep sense of calm surrounding you, enveloping you like a gold cloud. May your heart be protected and your strength of mind carry you through. May peace find you in the most unlikeliest of moments. Sending you love and light, my friend.
@febbby23, @lovendures, @bluebelle, thank you. I'm hoping I'm wrong, especially about timing. I've been getting something ominous occurring in Sagitarius (or the fall) when I've been throwing cards asking for guidance on mundane things (like job prospects) for months. So, between that & the dreams (which don't give timeframes-as spirit doesn't seem to keep time the way we do) when my sister was hospitalized the other day, it sent off alarm bells. Only time will tell, and until then, I'll just try to stay calm, in the moment, & go with the flow.
but ask yourself: do you feel that you are being pushed into a certain direction with your treatment?
This is good advice that has already helped my thinking evolve. Pondering it has made me realize my spirit guides have been dropping hints over the years about how I should proceed right now.
Your posts are very insightful, and I can tell they're coming from a deep well of wisdom and care.
but ask yourself: do you feel that you are being pushed into a certain direction with your treatment?
This is good advice that has already helped my thinking evolve. Pondering it has made me realize my spirit guides have been dropping hints over the years about how I should proceed right now.
Your posts are very insightful, and I can tell they're coming from a deep well of wisdom and care.
I believe when we see these hints and signs we are growing ever more increasingly intuitive and in tune with spirit.
It took me several years to realise what was happening in my own journey with my health. There would be times where I would be on one particular path and it seemed almost a sure thing and then when I proceeded further all kinds of blocks and obstacles got in the way that started to take me off that path. At the time I was like "why the hell is this happening to me now?" only to later realise it was for my own good.
In my own situation it has been a exhaustingly slow with one piece at a time in terms of progress and revelation, and I now only realise I had to go through exactly in that order and at that speed to have the information and understanding I have now especially with for example my bleeding disorder. No other hospital I was previous with had the tests to diagnose it - I had to wait x amount of years to be in the right hospital at the right time!
I think what can make it incredibly challenging is the years that go by where I feel like I've lost big parts of my life having to wait things out to get from A to B. But I realise there was no way faster than what I was doing. It's certainly a mixture of feelings.
Even now, I have gone further than I thought I would ever get, but it has taken a further 7 years to put into action what I knew I had to explore at the time - to rule other things out, gather more information and evidence and be in front of the right people.
Part of my recent absence from here is because I just underwent a semi invasive spinal procedure and I know the science and data for it really supports it as being the right thing to do, but the big question right is how successful it will be because it doesn't just work like flicking a a switch - it can take a few months to show any improvement and I am now waiting to see if all my efforts have been in vain which is mentally challenging as this is only my third week since I had it done.
Part of my recent absence from here is because I just underwent a semi invasive spinal procedure and I know the science and data for it really supports it as being the right thing to do, but the big question right is how successful it will be because it doesn't just work like flicking a a switch - it can take a few months to show any improvement and I am now waiting to see if all my efforts have been in vain which is mentally challenging as this is only my third week since I had it done.
I'm glad you mentioned this. Now I'll make sure to send you healing in my meditations. I've been in that holding pattern of waiting for improvement following an operation and I'll probably be there again.
Part of my recent absence from here is because I just underwent a semi invasive spinal procedure and I know the science and data for it really supports it as being the right thing to do, but the big question right is how successful it will be because it doesn't just work like flicking a a switch - it can take a few months to show any improvement and I am now waiting to see if all my efforts have been in vain which is mentally challenging as this is only my third week since I had it done.
I'm glad you mentioned this. Now I'll make sure to send you healing in my meditations. I've been in that holding pattern of waiting for improvement following an operation and I'll probably be there again.
That's very kind of you @coyote. Thank you very much.
Hey everyone ,
im struggling with severe depression right now. Monday I woke up with a sore throat and the lymph nodes on the sides of my neck are swollen then vomiting, nausea, headache, and fever followed. The fever progressed over night so a friend of mine to me to the doctor to be safe all tests came back negative, when she looked at my throat she saw the right side is swollen so she presumed I have strep even though that test was negative as well. My brain keeps making think it’s something more serious, that I can’t sleep without assistance from other meds. Please send healing energy I would really appreciate it right now. My little one worries he tries to check on me every few minutes ❤️
@laynara I’m sorry to hear about your illness and depression, but the news about negative test results is good. Feeling unwell can make your depression feel worse. Give yourself time to heal and renew your energy. What a darling little one you have who keeps checking on you. I am sending you love and healing light. May you feel surrounded by an unexplainable peace and surrender to healing and let your anxiety float away.
So sorry. I urge you to see a different doctor. You sound like you have an infectious process going on. I would feel better if someone ruled out an abscess on the right side of your neck. I have seen general practitioners miss throat abscesses. Strep is more likely to be bilateral. An Ear Nose Throat MD would be a good place to start. Your gut seems to be telling you that something is not okay. If it is an abscess or some localized infection, there are readily available treatments.
I imagine that it would be hard to overcome depression if you are ill and worried. Be persistent and tell whatever gatekeeper/clerk that you talk to that you need to be seen right away. Keep going girl!
Update: the meds I’m on combined with the peace I felt from the overwhelming love I felt from everyone in this community. The swelling is almost completely gone besides some tenderness! I plan to hopeful out get a follow up with my pcp soon thank y’all for the love and energy I really needed it in the dark spot I was in. The worry I was feeling was throwing me off, a worried mind can sometimes turn toxic ❤️
lots of love,
Laynara
Asking all who wish to, to join me in prayers and Healing Energy for all who were in the paths of the F5 ( as well as spinoff) tornadoes that was on the ground for over 250 miles and a mile wide in places.. stretching from Arkansas to Kentucky. The damage and loss of life at devastating levels in the face of temps dropping back down to freezing, thousands without homes or shelter and utilities currently. This just weeks before Christmas and in the middle of rising Covid cases with the Delta and Omicron variants. These people will need more than Mitch McConnell's thoughts and prayers (Ky) to even begin recovery. https://apnews.com/article/tornadoes-kentucky-illinois-arkansas-severe-weather-67b9acfb9d83e2e7139ae9de01618a21
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Yes, lots of prayers. Mayfield, KY looks just devastating. The Amazon facility in Illinois...wow.
If anyone lives in one of the effected states, let us know how you are doing.
Unbelievable drone footage, it is hard to believe it is real. May all those who were in the path of these tornadoes be held with lots of love and light. May those the memories of those who have been killed be a blessing to their families and friends.
Please can you send love and light to my dad. He has just had emergency surgery for a detached retina in his left eye. He is now home but any extra healing would be really welcome.
I just sent healing and light to him. May he heal quickly and may he be peaceful during recovery.