@cc21 thank you 🙏 tonight there is a new forest fire approaching another village on the mountain nearby, your thoughts and prayers are very supportive.Â
Here in the UK I feel like I don't want to live here anymore.Â
@luminous Hi, I guess one good thing about living in the UK is you can hop on a train in London and be somewhere in Europe a couple of hours later and spend a lovely weekend in a pretty area and recharge the batteries before going back to the crap there. It won’t have changed anything in the Uk but it may help you.
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I am just feeling down at the moment.
I have been mentally, physically and spiritually finding these past few months hard - not just with the situation of my health and the political environment in the UK, but also because of the issues happening with my family.
My dad is still recovering from the brain bleeds he had several months ago, and even though he has been making a good recovery, we are still finding his mood very up and down - especially on the anti-seizure medications he is on.
My eldest sister is also struggling with her 18-month old son who has suspected Autism and is finding it difficult to manage this as he is behind on some of his development. We are all trying our best to support her and him together as a family.
My youngest sister is also dealing with her own health issues with Endometriosis, and is waiting to undergo a big surgery to remove some of it soon. She has been unable to conceive for several years because of this, and it has taken its toll on her on many levels.
Meanwhile my mum is trying to support and help all of us in the best she can, but it is difficult.
With regards to my health, I am still disabled and without treatment for the neurological condition affecting me. I am due to have a CT Myelogram to try and better understand this, but I keep losing faith as I have had so many setbacks and this has affected me.
I'm just trying to take each day at a time, but some days can be really hard.
Thanks all.
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@luminous I’m sorry to hear about all the issues troubling you.  That’s a lot for anyone to bear.  Maybe writing down all your cares and worries is a step closer to healing your worried mind.  May you have a pleasant day knowing that your friends are thinking about you with compassion.  May your worries lift from your shoulders and you feel a new sense of hope and serenity.  May you be able to savor moments of unexpected joy.  I am praying for you and sending you healing and love.  Be at peace, my friend.
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08/27/2022 11:55 am  Â
Hi all - I need a small amount of good energy. Long story short my husband has come down with COVID after our jaunt to Seattle last weekend (he's never as careful as I am). He's picking up some Paxlovid today, and says it's like a bad cold, so he'll be fine.
I remain asymptomatic and antigen test negative, but I REALLY need to get to my new primary physician appointment on Monday. I booked it 6 months ago (soonest I could get with any doctor), and if I'm sick will have to rebook. This not only further delays much needed testing and care I have put off since 2020, it will also kabosh the foot surgery that I havve been putting off for 20 years that is scheduled for December. The foot doc wants a full physical and medical clearances before end of November, and if I have to rebook the next available for the PCP is February, which means cancelling it yet again and probably not being able to book the surgery til June of next year (because the surgeon also books 5 months out).
If I wake up sick on Tuesday I can work with that - I just have to get through Monday. Bear in mind I had COVID early on (Jan 2020) and have had 4 vaccinations (3 Pfizer + 1 Moderna this past April). Fingers crossed?
Send a good vibe, a prayer, a thought, whatever works for you.
Please, thank you, and namastè.
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08/27/2022 6:33 pm  Â
May your husband stay healthy and may you have your appointment as scheduled or at a time that is for the greatest good.
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@laura-f We are all thinking of you and your husband.  I’m sending your husband healing energy and sending peace of mind to you.  May your medical appointments come off without a hitch!  Much love to  you!
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08/28/2022 12:05 am  Â
@bluebelle Thanks friend.
COVID update:Â Hubby is recovering well, we are just monitoring for rebound infection. My PCR test was negative and we are both testing negative this week at home.
I continue to push all precautions, but Mr. Bella is chafing at them, to say the least... As my daughter would say "So sad, too bad."
I did make it to the new doc, who I don't like, but got what I needed from her, so proceeding towards long delayed foot surgery in December.