I live in a town of 8,000. This vet is the one that a one time had "Wags". The last time I had kittens, they said you keep them, and we'll post that you have them. I took a cat with a broken leg out to them. It cost me over a hundred, and I had to have him put to sleep because it would have cost more than $500 to fix him.
I know what I'm going to do, and it'll be OK, and I'll get all those kittens "fixed".
Hi all
My new doc dropped the ball and didn't up my prescription, so after two requests that went unfilled, I am slowly dosing back down on my bipolar meds to lower prescribed dosage by the psychiatrist. I find myself weepy and struggling.
Luckily I have the most wonderful boyfriend who reminds me of good things and helps me.
Luckily I have a few close friends who do the same.
I wish I could truly let go of the past, forgive myself COMPLETELY and move on. It seems to be a spiral and not a llinear process.
Any healing energy from anyone here would be greatly appreciated.
Dearest @ghandigirl
We love value and treasure you
The truest healing comes from within your deepest spiritual center of connection to source.
To not forgive yourself is not to forgive any one else we love. To not forgive the other is to not see the other as our self and worthy of that love.
I send you so so so so much love! I send you and surround you with the highest light of your better self and your highest angel.
I send you compassion and mercy for you to see and to feel and to grab hold of and never let go. Your partner sees you, loves you, treasures you and we do too. See through new eyes, a transformed heart. See you as I do now.
May her love and our love break open the shell that surrounds you and is creating this tight armor of misaligned and miss-assigned blame and pain and punishment that is an illusion of martyred suffering and atonement.
True atonement is truly at-one-ment. To be one with all that is and ever will be. The one. The light. The good. The great. And the most holy high of high. To be connected to you, your true and highest you!
Line up your heart to it's TRUE energy center and feel its connection to soul and over soul and love love love!
Be love ghandigirl. Be peace. Be your healing through this love to find the peace you so desperately seek. You are this love. You are this peace.
This is full moon energy. You are feeling her pull. Flow with not against the earth moon and star energy as we all move in our circles and our cycles and dance with acceptance instead of resistance to the eternal dance and the music of the spheres. You are the dance. You are the music. You are as we are. You are love and you are loved.
I love you ?
@ghandigirl, I'm so sorry you are struggling right now. I will be holding you in the light in tonight's Full Moon meditation. Sending you lots of love.
thank you my beautiful friends.
I have been through so much, I am truly traumatized.
I will try
i just now tried to join in on the meditation... I am a novice and wasn't sure what to do, but I tried to relax my heart and then I "heard" several voices say, "ghandigirl, ghandigirl, ghandigirl" Even as hurt and disconnected as I feel, I heard you praying for me.
@ghandigirl, how wonderful that, even in your pain, you opened your heart and heard those voices. Not just ours, praying for you, but the voices of angels. You are loved, dear friend. Have faith that you will get through this difficult period.
You did it! You heard the voices of love and spirit and all your many angels.
Yes yes yes. Don't give up. Healing part by part from your heart to your many parts your many hurting hearts.
The trauma was not in vain as awful horrible no good terrible as such trauma is. Never ever ever ever your fault.
I called your name and your spirit along with the others.
You heard. You felt goodness and mercy and compassion for far too long Suffering you! Believe that peace is real. That there is an end to seemingly endless heartbreak and suffering. That love..real love is your birthright and here now for you.
We love you.