Hi everyone. I have another Avastin infusion tomorrow, so I could use a blast of cosmic energy. If you must know, the infusion will take place between 2:30 and 3:30 pm tomorrow. But higher energy is not accessed in the plane of linear time, so don't feel bound by those times.
Remember, I have MRI scans in November, and the point of this experiment is to see whether all of this healing energy being sent my way will reduce the size of my tumors.
Oh dear, I'm sorry you've been upset and not feeling well. Honestly, I think you're so lucky that you could cry about everything going on in our country. I can't seem to cry and it would be such a release to let go of all that fear and anger. We knew it was going to be a hard time until the inauguration and it's horribly upsetting on a daily basis. While I have discouraged moments and panicked moments, those feelings don't last and I refuse to live in fear. T and his allies, sycophants, minions are trying to scare us and doing a fine good job of it.
What spirit is telling me is that he won't succeed. Oh, he may succeed in spreading chaos and turmoil. He may succeed in rallying Russian interference. He may succeed in scaring people, but he won't succeed in winning the election. Every time I think of what's scaring me right now-election fraud, voter suppression, interference with the Post Office, his campaign of lies and misinformation, losing Social Security and Medicare-all those fears will instill determination to vote. We will see a turnout like never before. This is what I know from that deep place of knowing, where spirit tells me, "buck up, buttercup, it's going to be okay."
I’ve had a lot of pain in my right knee for about a month. Got an MRI and I have a torn meniscus. I was about to get stem cells for my back, but I have to sit so much now that my back doesn’t hurt. I’m really frustrated. So many of you have more serious issues than a torn meniscus, but I hate dealing with my emotions of anger and fear already regarding our country. Neighbor’s renting the hose across the street just put up a large trump banner. Maybe the only family on our street supporting him. Makes me feel sicker than I already do.
Im committed to going easy on the Vicodin and intersperse with Tylenol. I know v has acetametaphine. When it hurts, it really is nearly unbearable. Seems one thing after another with my health. Yet I know I have so much to be grateful for. But I was hoping to do more yard and house work, more cooking new things. Things to feel more productive.
And I saw that someone had a major loss, but can’t find out who. I keep scrolling, but can’t find the original post. Will someone tell me who it is?
And please pray that I can get through this newest malady quickly. I’m hoping a certain new injection will do the trick.....I know it won’t heal quickly. Just hoping sooner than later. Making me rather depressed at times.
thanks,
Anita
@coyote, @Anita, @ghandigirl, praying for all of you. Anita, I have no pain threshold at all, so all I can say is do whatever you have to do to ease the pain. Don't forget about heat and ice. Ghandigirl, I'm terrified as well, we just have to keep hoping all those visions and strong feelings are correct, and he'll be out soon. Coyote, I am holding the thought for you that the infusions help.
You are all brave people. I have been drawn lately to the Yad Veshem videos, the testimonies of Holocaust survivors now living in Israel. I'm sure that sounds strange, especially when one is in a state of depression. The majority of these people were children, as these are recent videos. I have to tell you, they are very amazing. They fill you with such inspiration - to see them smiling with their families, teaching - a remarkable group. I was thinking it would be one horror story after another and didn't intend to continue, but it wasn't one horror story after another. I have learned so much that I didn't know about the sense of community, what went on in the DP camps. the cleverness shown by so many of these peoples' parents and relatives - it's been enlightening.
The reason I did it is I felt so lousy I figured if I watched a bunch of people who got through sheer hell on earth and came out the other side, maybe I could too. Survival isn't enough, you have to survive with spirit and determination. I don't know why I felt the need to write all this, but I did.
I am sorry you have been dealing with pain. Is you knee issue something that can heal on its own? Being in pain can be stressful in itself without al the chaos going on in the world.
Regarding the loss, perhaps what you are looking for can be found a few pages back in the Afterlife thread, unless there is a precent post in the prayer section I am unaware of yet.
Hi,
The doc thought the injections of a time released steroid, starts with a Z, would take care of the pain. But after about 6 days, the pain came back, and much worse. Two doctors want to go over the MRI together to figure out what I need done. But my partner found my crutches. That’s a good thing. But if it can heal on its own, it probably will take months. However, there seems to be other issues, like arthritis. Thanks for writing.❤️
Anita