I'm not psychic, and my intuition is probably just average. I'm also not an unhappy person, nor am I prone to having dark thoughts. But I do feel a sense of unease and sadness in places were people gather, sort of like everyone is just going through the motions, waiting for another shoe to drop. Anyway, last night I dreamed that I was in a public restroom of a stadium-type building, and that I was trying to clean up [removed, a bit too graphic]. Someone yelled at me to leave it and keep moving. It was so unsettling that I wasn't able to go back to sleep, and it's bothered me all day.
@tesseract Thank you and LOL about the computer posting for you.
@deetoo your post so beautiful and true, and what is true is always beautiful. You captured what we are doing on this forum: Connecting to the collective, this world, this earth, and each other and trying to rise and evolve to a new paradigm.
Thank you for helping me to see something I have to keep seeing again and again: that posting my dreams and weird feelings just might resonate with others here because we are all one.
I want to make it clear that I'm not feeling existential calamity. We are actually having a lovely day today, playing with our kids and with pets. But something was going on this week and I felt it. I will remain aware of it, but I will also take more time to enjoy walks and the beauty of our earth.
@jeanne-mayell Re your inquiry about about unease right now: I had 4 reactions.
(1) Yes! Feel like I’m waiting for a shoe (or a closet full of shoes to drop on my head). (2) friends and family seem to be very on edge, upset and argumentative. I’m feeling grumpy.
(3) my raven has been showing up again which is tied to my ability to “see” serious events and I remembered a recent vision… (4) in the waking vision I saw myself as the front passenger in a helicopter. The pilot was turned to me and had a serious look on his face. He was trying to tell me something very important. I had the impression that beneath us on the ground was an urban area, completely destroyed, actually flattened. The pilot was wearing a white helmet with red markings. It made me think of the Red Cross or the Red Crescent organizations. He had dark hair and eyes. He looked Middle Eastern.
@jeanne-mayell Jeanne you added a dream to your posting about a feeling of dread that you had a vivid, scary dream that “has stayed with me, and that's a sign that my psyche wants me to pay attention.”
You described an agressive bull moose
My immediate reaction was to think of Theodore Roosevelt’s “Bull Moose Party.”
He formed it when he did not get the Republican’s Presidential nomination…nowadays we think of third parties as spoilers that muddy an election by drawing votes away from a main party.
To complicate the issue, The Bull Moose Party was considered progressive in its day! I stand by my vision of a Biden win, a barely blue Senate and a return to a blue House. Maybe I stand by it because the alternative is too upsetting to contemplate.
I have been anxious, yes, but mostly for personal financial and health reasons. However, this bit from @jeanne-mayell caught my eye
So he's a symbol of something that is as uncontrollable as a wild animal.
and reminded me of this news item which was re-tweeted by Angry Staffer on Twitter/X.
Iran is indeed uncontrollable in many ways and could be likened to a bull moose rampaging when cornered.
Is there a reason my post was removed? Sincerely hope I did not offend anyone. Truly not my intention. I enjoy reading everyone's posts and appreciate your insight.
To continue from the above barely begun post:
Because of Dean's passing, and because of the powerful experience with him and my late husband at Circle last Wednesday, I have been in a very strange state of being. Joy-- because there was such tangible verification from two men who had crossed over, one ten years ago and the other, at the time of Circle, merely one day—and sorrow that these two men are no longer incarnate, even though I can feel their energy, and because I am an empath, frustration/angst with the global pain all the heck over the place with nowhere to really shut it off completely. So no miasma of dread Jeanne, but definitely something antsy and confused tangled up emotions, and in there somewhere, trust that Spirit is with us, the Creator has not thrown us away, there WILL be a future PEACE, individual and global (micro and macro). Your vision is valid, and still in progress.
And there has been in me a kind of restless inertia, which seems like a contradiction, but is the only thing that describes the last few days. I thought it was all processing Dean's crossing, but maybe it is both micro and macro. So that's my base, not so much angst as too many things—personal, global, physical—coming in and out up and down, depressed and joyful-at-continutity-beyond-earth, all at once.
I too had a scary dream this week. Mine was odd in that instead of waking up with heart pounding and FEAR coursing through my body it took me a moment to realize that the dream vestiges I remembered were about looking for something I couldn't find, a huge group of people wandering around frenetically, in what seemed to be a high school cafeteria, fear and pulsing energy abounded. The kind of dream I usually wake up in frozen fear from. And in the dream my thought was "where is it, why can't i find it" but awake I had no idea what it was I had lost. There was also a hint of "being pursued" and the need to hide, and yet no fear when I was lying awake wondering what exactly woke me up. I often have dreams of not being able to find something or hiding from a monster. But this time no fear, just a faint visual of the cafeteria, the long tables, the people running erratically all over, and the thought that I needed to hide—but awake, NO FEAR at all. Eventually I just got up and read for awhile. This was about 3:00 am, of course!
One other thing has been paramount with me these last four days along with restless sleeping, lots of physical pain (that had been under control) an awake "listlessness," a couldn't read, TV was boring or just stupid AND this: an earworm of The Rainbow Connection refrain. A song I vaguely remembered as being Kermit the Frog from way back. Because it stayed with me so strongly I thought it had something to do with the loss. Messages stick with you until you give them to whom they belong. Once you give the message it leaves you. Yet for FOUR DAYS the refrain from Rainbow Connection in Kermit's voice has been with me. Seriously, I wake up and it is there in my head as I am waking! During the day I clean, write, (try to) get involved in a book or a movie and there it is again. It just IS. It never really even goes away. I tried to drown it out with other music. Nope, not even Josh! No matter what I tried to do, listen to or read about over and above was a loop of "Someday we'll find it, the Rainbow Connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me." I even asked my sister-in-law and my nephew if it meant anything to them because it felt like so much like a "message" for someone. Nope. Just a loop in my ear, Over. and Over. and Over. Finally I gave in, found a Youtube of it because I had no memory of the whole song, just the refrain. Three notes in, totally unexpectedly, I began sobbing, SOBBING! outloud! the ugly, snotty, heaving body and tears that completely soaks clothes, sobbing, almost wildly, all the while my mind is going "What the hell! What IS this message!" WHY AM I CRYING!
As I type I am beginning to believe the message is for us. US, here at the site. US, the Collective. US, ALL OF US here at the Forum and the Collective. The Forum/Collective is a microcosm and what happens in microcosms inevitably INFLUENCES the macrocosm. Maybe we are being encouraged to understand the duality of love and fear. Both Jeanne and I had scary dreams. Deetoo had a high degree of anxiety, and then @Lovendures writes:
" I think the collective may be truly tired.Tired of the inhumanity of war. Tired of political campaigning though it's only January (so. many. months. left.). Tired of Natural disasters. Tired of shootings and violence. Tired to Trump. SOOOOO tired of Trump in the news all the time."
Exhaustion. Yes. I now believe, Jeanne, that even if there is some catastrophic event in the next few weeks, (and there may be with all the restless anxiety we have had) what you picked up on is the world's exhaustion. What Deetoo felt is the collective's fear. Our fear that the t-guy isn't going away (I think he is, as do a marvelous number of folks here on the forum) but fear is fear and it penetrates us all, especially empaths. It works against our trust in what we believe will ultimately occur. Just because we have visions doesn't mean we don't have doubts as well. We are human. We may be honing gifts of precognition and intuition, but we are just as vulnerable to fear as anyone who is mind-blind (as the fantasy writers would say.) As I finish this I now stronglybelieve that the message I have in my brain in Kermit's voice, that the message I could find no one to give to, is for US.
Without Jeanne's post I would NEVER have brought my earworm here, it didn't make sense. It wasn't a prediction. And yet. All things work together as ONE. The message belongs here where we read and post among one another. Where we send LIGHT out across the globe as a group. Where we feel and send Loving Kindness to each other and the world. Because our microcosm is strong enough to effect changes that will manifest the vision Jeanne saw in 2014--or a version of it. Nothing stands still, not even premonitions, predictions, but the ESSENCE of things, be they visions of hope, or harsh tangible troubles, the ESSENCE of the vision can be maintained. Maybe Spirit was trying to tell me (over and over and over and over and over!!!!) that IT IS WORKING, and that I was to relay it HERE.
Maybe the Rainbow Connection message is that our compounded energies here at this site, in this forum, in this microcosm of like-minded people where we send positives to each other, allow vulnerability among one another, and ultimately use that compounded energy to send Love/Light to the entire Globe IS WORKING. Maybe, just maybe, the Rainbow Connection message is "Don't give up! Don't Give in! TRUST the visions, the intuitions, the caring we share here, and above all, do not give in to the generic pain/hate/anger/FEAR but stand strong and trust that Spirit is with us, even when it seems we are alone in a miasma of negativity, even when it seems the underbelly of humanity is rising and taking over, even when it seems that it is just too much, we can't take it any more, the Creator sends a rainbow in the sky. The Rainbow Connection is real, even and maybe especially when, we are exhausted by "it" all. The connection is real. It always has been. We have all joined knowingly together to fight the dark...and most of all, to know darkness cannot withstand LIGHT, and that DAWN is actually quite near. Yes, the storm is ahead. Fine. Grab your etheric raincoat, snowboots and shovel and stand firm. The storm will end. The rainbow will manifest. We are not alone.
OK, more than me there. I'll post a link with lyrics. & trust the earworm will ease up now that I have released the message. 🤣
https://youtu.be/fEnC5gwNAN0?si=6kiO487l9S7xXbjl
This is a easier to read lyric video of Rainbow Connection
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awhyiBv-oQc
I bet @unk-p is going to make a joke about the moose. Go ahead lol.
Not gonna joke about it. I actually saw a moose once, just outside of Austin. I was on my way to Hippie Hollow, on the winding, scary road called Rt. 2222. That moose was freaking enormous. He was in a ravine, pushing his antlers thru the thick bramble. Nobody believed me when i told them about it. But that's ok. Maybe he had escaped from a private zoo? Maybe he was lost? I don't know how he got to Texas, but i know what i saw, having looked right into his eyes. The disbelief of my friends didn't change that fact.