@mililani I actually don't think it's bizarre to want to hug him. I fight hard to find compassion for him because I think he's such a damaged soul. Having said that, "I also believe he must accept the consequences for his actions and the damage he's done to so many people." Full disclosure: I fight hard, VERY HARD, everyday to not become as vicious as he is. ...to not wish on him what he wishes for others. BOY, IT'S NOT EASY.
I could not agree with you more. I know exactly what you mean about fighting to not be as vicious. As a scorpio I know my stinger is always just below the surface ready to strike and I have worked on recognizing those feelings and trying to sort through them for years. That being said, my soul is full of compassion. I much prefer to think I reached out to him to extend compassion.
Thank you for that perspective and encouragement ❤️
Speaking of compassion ... we are challenged in Spirit in giving our unconditional love to many who do not deserve it ... and there is the dilemma ?
I am aware Lani, as a Scorpio (w/ alot of Sag & Libra focus) that the journey within is about an alchemical change of heart and soul. We can release the need to be the scorpion with that stinger, and become our more complete and truer selves, the Phoenix rising.
As an empathic person, I've had many 'trials by fire' in my life and when I was younger scattered my pearls before swine much to my personal detrimate, believing that investing spiritual energy in compassion for darkness was somehow a part of the path.
However it plays out for us individually, we do learn from our mistakes, and transform.... it takes some courage to set boundaries and to choose our battles wisely, but having clear vision where narcissists are concerned is vitally important because they can drain you like a vampire. And they love to trap empaths! Beware, beware....
As for unconditional love, give it to those who deserve it, and let Spirit take care of the rest .... ?
As a "foot note" to my earlier prediction made 4/12 I read this reported in the Guardian US this am.
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2020/may/15/trump-coronavirus-warp-speed-vaccine-white-house
"Moncep Slaoui, a former chairman of vaccines at GlaxoSmithKline who will lead the multibillion-dollar programme, expressed optimism that progress is being made.
“I have very recently seen early data from a clinical trial with a coronavirus vaccine,” he said. “These data made me feel even more confident that we will be able to deliver a few hundred million doses of a vaccine by the end of 2020.” "
I again got a "ping" feeling that there is a problem with it.
I am convinced it was on this site, but I can't find it. Saying that, someone predicted in our current time frame something requiring a vaccine would happen, the first vaccine would be expedited, and it would turn out it would end up being worse than the disease, having to be called back. Eventually, both would be resolved. In some other threads, some foreboding about May 15 was evident. My take on it is if it comes to pass there is an issue with the vaccine, then the early opening of things, which seem to be happening around the 15th of May, will be seen in hindsight as poor decision making.
not a prediction but to add to the posts i have been feeling uneasy most days but also a sense of calm and sense of normalcy like things are slowly going back to semi normal.
Thank @Journeywithmetoo. We will need to keep an eye of the vaccine issue.
@stargazerI have been feeling very heavy this past week, physically and emotionally. But physically I feel like I have weights tied to my ankles and can barely get out of bed in the morning (I usually get up at 6 and it's no problem). I wonder if this is the effect of the outer planets? I have been trying to resist it but maybe I should "surrender" to it? It's not a bad feeling, but it is a lot of pressure.
I should add, there is also a sense of uneasiness, a weird feeling. Almost as if we are not seeing things in full light, everything is "filtered", like light during an eclipse. I have no idea what to make of this feeling, and cannot attach a timeline to it, but there's something bigger going on and it is weird. At the same time I have been feeling very nostalgic and mentally going back to Belle Epoque period, I am finding a lot of comfort in the past and in nature.
There is so much heaviness in this retro energy, especially from Pluto and Saturn and fanned by mighty Jupiter there also... we are in it for the long haul! Best to surrender to it, mais oui, and with gratitude to find the essential equilibrium...
I love that you are focusing on the Belle Epoque! It's one of my favorite eras as well, and I find it really interesting that you are drawing on that beauty of a more integral time. I hope it brings you some peace and inspiration to go on in our apparently graceless world as it is in the present ... stay buoyant amidst all these changes.
Music has been a refuge for me, and Eric Satie (one of the great Nouveau composers) is a source of soothing calm ... another ' old world ' though contemporary guy that inspires soul is Ludovico Einaudi (in the Satie tradition).
Ah, sorry for hi-jacking the 'Random Predictions' thread, lols. Thank you for sharing this and know that I appreciate everything you are feeling ... I'm sure many are feeling very similarly at present....
With love ?