Thank you so much for your response- this is so helpful to me. I have such a hard time meditating- I wish I were better at it (haha!). Ultimately, I want to be free of my fears and be able to tell the difference between "seeing"/"knowing" and a "vision" based on my fears. I would love to talk with you more about all of this; I should probably schedule a reading. :) I would also like to participate in one of your read the future nights. My main focus/source of anxiety has been around politics (and climate change, and everything influenced by politics in my country) over the last few years; I (again) had been "seeing" the orange one's election before November 2016 and when it came true, it was a shock to the system and another confirmation of my worst fears come true. A lot of the time, I can see/feel where things are going, but in general, I feel like we're living in some weird Onion/parody/alternate timeline. I'll write more later (be back soon!). Thanks again!
You are not alone. A lot of the fears you have right now about politics and climate and even fear of a personal nature are all ones many of us here have too. I can at least say that for myself. This forum and it's many topics have been a godsend for me.
I was intrigued reading that you felt/knew the Orange nightmare was going to be elected in 2016. I hope that when/if you are willing you will share in this forum under The US Predictions and Issues area what you think will happen in 2020's election.
Sometimes being very empathic and psychic can be hard on folks. It's not always easy knowing what's around the corner (sometimes folks like to be in their unknowing little bubble). Then again for those who are able to see, they serve as messengers and healers too.
@nelysthealchemist. I didn't see any hijack. I thought you helped the thread with your posts.
One of the cynics asked me "well tell me something about me". Suddenly I said to her "you will be pregnant and have twins soon". Whoa that came out of nowhere from me (I surprised myself). She was taken aback. Well guess what - of course she found out she was pregnant with twins after the party LOL.
I love your story, triciact. Thank you for having the courage to read for people in the presence of cynics. I love that you opened some eyes and expanded some minds about what is possible. I love hearing stories about the moments when people first experience a psychic event.
I've noticed that when a baby is coming, the visions are especially strong. I was in a psychology class a few years ago and the professor had us sit in a circle and meditate together. I suddenly out of nowhere and without trying saw a vision of the woman sitting across from me that showed an embryo in her womb, all magical in sparkling light around it.
Afterward the professor went around the room to get feedback from us and when he came to me I told them. The woman was shocked. She confessed that she had just found out she was pregnant but hadn't told anyone yet.
One member of the group later said it was a life changing moment for her. Another member, a friend, who knew I gave readings just beamed with delight because she loved that some people's minds would be opened by that experience.
Trich, I would have loved to see the look on that woman's face when she realized she was having twins and you had foreseen it!
Great story Jeanne! I think that the energy of a new soul hovering over someone waiting to be part of their life experience is probably a very strong energy (makes sense).
The folks at the party were all looking at me funny and the woman was like "no way". She called the couple who had the party to get my phone number to tell me she found out less than a week later she was pregnant and then months later that it was twins! She was in shock. (so was I!) ?
You are not alone. A lot of the fears you have right now about politics and climate and even fear of a personal nature are all ones many of us here have too. I can at least say that for myself. This forum and it's many topics have been a godsend for me.
I was intrigued reading that you felt/knew the Orange nightmare was going to be elected in 2016. I hope that when/if you are willing you will share in this forum under The US Predictions and Issues area what you think will happen in 2020's election.
Sometimes being very empathic and psychic can be hard on folks. It's not always easy knowing what's around the corner (sometimes folks like to be in their unknowing little bubble). Then again for those who are able to see, they serve as messengers and healers too.
I think what's been hard for me is that I've been trying to avoid my own intuition, especially after the 2016 election. Pretty much once Trump was a possible candidate (back in 2015?), I had been having this horrible sinking feeling that he was going to somehow become president, and that it would be an illegitimate election (tampering from the outside, people being influenced into voting for him or against Clinton). I knew back in 2004, when I had been driving to and from my orchestra gigs (I'm a violinist- my second job) and I couldn't find anything to listen to on the radio and happened to flip to Clear Channel (Fox), that we were in trouble. I had somehow stumbled across Sean Hannity's show and was shocked by the lies I was hearing, and felt very strongly that Fox News was extremely dangerous. Now, it's basically state media, and a good number of my close family members are brainwashed by it. Around the time of the election, I had felt that Hillary Clinton wouldn't become president, because she had too many enemies and it was too easy for the GOP/Fox News to target her and undermine her. Anyway, leading up to the election, I kept having anxiety attacks even though all the polls had her winning (and in the end, she did have the popular vote). I felt that people were being too careless about the election, and knew that the consequences of Trump winning would be devastating. I also couldn't see the appeal- he was obviously a crook and a pathological liar with a narcissistic personality, so why did so many people follow him? He didn't "tell it like it is," he lied through the teeth and appealed to the worst impulses/tendencies of human nature. A lot of this may have just been observation and subsequent fear that people weren't taking things seriously enough, too. Either way, the night of the election, I watched the results coming in and felt physically ill. I was sick throughout the night, knowing what was happening and knowing that this had been my worst fear at the time, and no one had believed me when I told them that they needed to vote and couldn't just assume Clinton would win. After that, I think I shut down again. I began to try to avoid any intuitive thinking, and also frequently confused fear and intuition- like, am I just afraid of a thing happening, or is it a true vision of what is to come?
Following the threads in this forum has been really helpful to me; so many of the predictions people have made have rung true to me- most recently, the one about bad news for Trump on 10/31 was a prediction that I felt would come true (among others). A lot of the dates/timing of events have been in agreement with my own feelings. Most importantly, I've been able to see (by following threads on this forum) that the future isn't set in stone, and that we aren't doomed to a certain fate. Things can and do change all the time- that can be good and bad. What we may see right now can change again in the near and distant future. I do feel that ultimately, we will overcome this extremely dark time, probably sooner rather than later. Maybe because there are so many people that can affect change in this country, it's harder for me to make a true prediction about what will happen, so I end up picking up more on influences and movement taking place right now, and what those thoughts and actions could potentially lead to. I hope in 2020, even if we have to deal with a recession or hard times in general, that we will cast Mango Mussolini out and we can go back to moving forward again (if that makes sense). Or, it could just be that I'm still trying to figure out how to trust my intuition and trust the universe in general, and until I've healed from previous trauma, I won't be able to trust the visions I have. I feel like I'm out of practice because I've tried to my best to ignore my gut for so long. 5-10 years ago, my family (mostly my sister and Mom) would ask me to "read" a person they knew (that I had never met or seen). I could tell them what the person looked like, what their personality was like, and some of the events that had happened in their lives that may be important to them in the present. My sister used to ask me (via gchat from her computer in NYC) to read a random friend of hers- that they were looking for guidance. I've recently found out that my readings and advice were helpful to these people, which is nice to know. I've never been one to tell people about things that will happen to them (I feel like that is dangerous and also, implies that peoples' futures are set in stone), but I have been able to help them work through some things that may be affecting them in the present. Well, tldr; I need to learn how to meditate and accept my intuition again, since I have so little faith/trust in it right now.
I'm glad! I'm so used to feeling like I'm talking too much about myself and not listening/reading enough. I'm happy to contribute to the discussion. :)
Nely, I'm laughing (not at you - but with you!) I can tell by your postings and what you have to say that You DO have a lot to say. It's like your soul is bursting out with so much! I bet it would be cathartic plus you would be sharing your gift with all of us and what's better than that?
I though Hillery would win, until the day/night of the election. All of a sudden I felt a weight over the whole thing and I got nervous then as the night went on I didn't sleep that night. I cried into the morning and my cousin in Germany called me at 9amET crying too. She was shocked and sad - my husband too. It felt like a death...I knew what the Orange nightmare would bring...I just couldn't believe it.
You remind me of how I was back in the early 2000's when my dear friend mentored and encouraged me to start reading....I'm happy and intrigued (hope you join Nov 11th) ! So glad you are here. ?