Facing many challenges in my personal life as well as our country's
Today? I looked out across my front yard as I came in from walking the dogs... where minutes before there was nothing in the grass? I saw a hawk feather lying atop the grass of the left side of the front yard we has just come from, shining brightly in a shaft of sunlight breaking through the gathering storm clouds.
A very powerful sign from Spirit!
I made this affirmation for myself and my country.
" I am rising above the chaos into perfect clarity. I detach from what no longer serves me, trusting that the universe shines a light on my path. Whether I stay or go, I am safe, protected and guided towards my highest good"
...and with deep gratitude receive that it is so... and so it is.
I cannot explain concretely even to myself as to why my gnawing fear has assuaged. Or how this release gradually has come to be. Although I believe it’s more personal than universal and does lessen my overall fears for all/our country somehow. As I ready myself for more major changes in my own life, I’ve managed to release any fears that accompany these changes and, likewise, fear for life as we know it.
Am I worried about all that’s happening in our country and the world? Yes. Am I alarmed? Yes. Am I surprised at my new fearless mindset? Absolutely! But I’m no longer afraid of what I don’t know or cannot control bc I can feel my inner survivor at the ready. And, I’m more focused presently on honing relationships w people who don’t fan the flames of fear and fight or flight existence. Is this an elite perspective? Probably. Yet, my guides tell me to put on my life jacket and do not apologize for my own survival. If I’m taken down or out from whichever evil action by evil people, I do believe I won’t leave fearfully. I feel at peace which actually feels really weird, yet right.
I’ve been reading lately about how more people (also mentioned in our numerous predictions over the yrs) are going within for strength and resilience. And within this personal empowerment, we are more aligned w helping others when and where we can. Sadly, many will be left behind bc they choose not to be kind or to help humanity. We cannot save those who do not want to save themselves… a tough lesson for me as an educator & helper and a lesson I learned as an educator.
What I’ve been pondering this weekend is that I feel more connected to the world even while I’m retracting from it in ways. I can’t explain it except that I know it’s a survival mechanism for me. For example, a 2nd summer living on the coast yet we haven’t been to the beach all summer bc of my husband’s reticence due to health restrictions. I feel no resentment this yr. I feel a calm acceptance which, in turn, seems to mirror how I feel about the people who disappoint and we cannot change. I cannot make my husband better. Being close to home is what’s necessary now. This level of acceptance and almost fearlessness seem to be my role and place at this time. Very unexpected and also very welcome.
Facing many challenges in my personal life as well as our country's
Thank you for letting us know and for your great courage in the face of challenges. Are you still feeding the birds and animals. I know that gives you solace in these times. Sending angels to protect and nourish you, and to take away so many burdens.