@luminous I am familiar with Mirtazapine, we use it in veterinary medicine to stimulate appetite in cats. Yes... it can have some unpleasant side effects hence we wear gloves when applying it to the pinna of cats ears. I truly hope that you and your medical team find what works for you!!! Still sending Love, light and Reiki your way! Hugs!
Hi everyone, as my project's early adopter launch approaches, I’ve noticed a sudden increase in sabotage or self-sabotage from key team members. I’m unsure if it’s fear of success, panic, or something else entirely. If you can, please take a moment to send thoughts or intentions for clarity, calm, and grounded energy—especially for those involved in this project. I’d deeply appreciate your good wishes and positive energy.
Hi all,
I have good news to report. My central line has successfully been inserted in theatre and I'm now back on the ward.
I'm a bit bruised and sore because they had to try and get through scar tissue from where I have had previous central lines in my chest, but they managed to get one in.
I'm relieved and stressed all at the same time. I'm relieved it's now in successfully, but now stressed about all the bleeding and aftercare for it because I tend to bleed a lot. The angels have already been flashing signs at me about this, which is good they are letting me know, but stressing me out at the same time as well.
Yeah, I keep bleeding. All that stuff the angels were doing was to warn me about the bleeding that was going to happen – not that I can even do anything about it myself.
I'm getting pretty pissed off that they tell me stuff I can't even do anything about. Even leading up to my coming into hospital all those star-like entities appearing were like a prelude to this.
If I sound negative or angry, it's because I am.
I am really sick of all this crap that's been happening to my health on and off for the last 16 years or so. The past 12 months in particular have been hell in a mental, physical and spiritual way and I'm just really, really tired and worn out from it all.
I just want to feel peace in my life and rest. I'm so worn out and exhausted from one thing after another. The past 12 months have ramped up everything mentally, physically and spiritually almost beyond breaking me completely.
Sometimes I feel like God/Source/angels/spirit world wants to completely break me and destroy me.
I should probably censor this rant more, but I'm venting.
@luminous I am so sorry. Don't feel like you need to censor yourself. The least this community can do is hear your unvarnished feelings. I will be sending you love and light and please know that you this community cares about you and is rooting for your recovery.