@luminous i don't have answers for you. I do wish you the best luck and quick healing. I hope someone else on here can assist you more right now. I hope all with any chronic health issues get a full karmic write off for any health and mental health stuff during these times.
@luminous I just sent you healing. My entire inner vision filled with the color red, very intense. When I read your post, the first thought that came to me was “don’t second guess yourself. You have intuition and you’re being guided.” Peace be with you, Luminous.
@anya We are thinking of Southern California all the time, 24/7. We did some focused healing work in Circle of Light Wednesday night with some powerful healers attending. We continue to send love and peace to all Angelinos. May the traumas they are suffering be turned into new meaning for their lives.
LA is a great place of light on this earth. It will rise again and be a treasure on this earth and for the world.
Healing and calm for all who are affected.
@luminous, I agree with @bluebelle -- don't second guess yourself. You are being divinely guided in your journey.
Thank you for sharing your light with us. Spirit is with you, and so are we. May you continue to feel our love, support and prayers as you move forward.
Dear Luminous,
You are such a beautiful light in our community. Your name fits you perfectly.
I will always remember the light you shined for Coyote when he was so ill in the hospital. Your words impacted me as I read them those 3 years ago and so I searched for them again tonight..
You mentioned your favorite quote which was from Superman, spoken by Marlin Brando and altered it with Coyote's name. I would like to share that same quote for you, altered once again for it is quite fitting:
"They can be a great people, @Luminous; they wish to be. They only lack the light to show the way. For this reason above all, their capacity for good, I have sent them you... "
You were sent to this word to also be a light, just in your own beautiful way.
I believe Coyote has been with you, as you were there for him, just in a different way. I believe he understands all that you have been through these many years, better than any of us can. He is not the only one who has been with you either. So many beings of light are around you and love you.We are also with you.
Have hope Luminous. Active hope.
We will all continue to send you light, healing, love and ask for you to receive guidance.
I hope you don't mind if I share another part of a post you once wrote. It is so fitting for this exact time we are living and I am truly taking it to heart tonight. I believe you will have more opportunities to impact lives with that beautiful light of yours. I have active hope .
You said:
One of the big things that has changed me is my perspective on life. That means I now see people who I usually profoundly disagree with, as someone who could be my brother or my sister or my cousin or father or mother. I don't see them as enemies like I did before. I see their flaws, but I have flaws. We are all flawed. So I try now to sympathise with them more and better understand from their perspective, but educating myself on what their perspective is. Ignorance can work both ways. The Earth is being tranformed, denitely yes, we can all feel that, but we can't co-exist and transmute our differences if both sides box people off and leave them closed off or a lost cause. Sometimes we need to reach out and just be a good neighbour or friend to them so we can spread the light. It is about touching lives with our light. It is what we all have to do.
You are a blessing. Your light is so strong.
May you feel the love and light you have given to others. May you feel many blessings.
@jeanne-mayell and everyone. Thank you. Being nearby, the uneasy energy is palpable and difficult for many of us. I do see that the outpouring of generosity locally is leaving me more hopeful.
Wow, I don't know what to say. I think I may have something in my eye.
I am so deeply touched by all this.
You are all truly amazing.
Hi all
Thanks for you for sending me lots of healing.
You have given me strength and courage to consider some fresh ideas about my situation.
Currently, the prokinetic drug is not working, and is unlikely to work in the timeframe I need to replace my IV nutrition with oral nutrition.
Meanwhile, more pressing matters are my continued lack of adequate nutrition and venous stenosis symptoms.
I've decided to seek a further opinion on my venous stenosis and venous access with a private consultation with a vascular specialist. They work at the same hospital I'm at but you can pay to see them as a private consultation. I need to talk to a vascular specialist, and so far it has constantly been nutrition nurses talking to them on my behalf. I need to speak to them face-to-face, and this might be the quickest way for me to do that.
There is more than meets the eye I feel with what my venogram shows because the symptoms are still happening despite the line having been removed. I may need something like a venoplasty, but it needs to be discussed properly and not all decided at the last minute after they go in and can't insert another central line.
Regards,
Luminous
@luminous I think that's a good plan. The vascular consult is right on target. One step at a time. Sending you love and support. ❤️