@tesseract Namaste 🙏🏼❤️
Your words are a comfort. I actually understand my husband a bit better now. Thank you for taking the time to share with me.
Thank you all for your kind support. Encouraging each other costs so little and means so much. ❤️
Hi Gang,
I'll give you the update I wasn't mentally able to give you yesterday. Jeanne and a few others know this already.
Kevin's body is in the early stages of rejecting my liver. If there's any silver lining here it's that "early stages" isn't a term that's often utilized and it means for now he's in the hospital, where he should be, with doctors overseeing him night and day. He's now at the top of the deceased donor list which means the next available liver is his. Being at the top of the list is great, but it's a hard thing to hope for. None of this is how it was supposed to go. (And I recognize very much that this has nothing to do with me, the state of my liver, etc. I did everything I was supposed to and what happened after "Collin" (our revised liver name) left me and got implanted into Kevin was out of my hands and control.)
It's a very hard place to be right now but I'll be okay. The twins come home today at long last. Greatest wife ever is here for me - as are so many of you. So many wonderful humans I've come to know and love via an Internet forum of all possible places. My three week follow up appointment is Wednesday and I look forward to hopefully visiting with Kevin then. Please keep his family and journey in your thoughts.
I'm visualizing you and Kevin drinking from that Divine chalice of love and healing that @tesseract speaks of. All the love and healing in the world to both of you. ❤️🙏🏼
@dannyboy All blessings, love and healing to you and Kevin. You both are in my prayers.
I know Spirit is still strongly around all of you. It's difficult, always, to deal with such intense disappointment. I have moments of being a two-year-old about this news with ? why ? loud in my head. Even so, I trust the amazing and accurate intuitiveness of this Community and the strength of love we have for you. It is a love that is so dearly and powerfully directed to the both of you, in vast streams of Light—a rainbow of intention, color, belief. With that in mind, I continue to daily visualize the successful integration of Kevin's liver with a new-to-him liver. The Circle of Light's Energy is with you both, however you perceive it, re-growing your liver and finding whatever it is Kevin's body needs to successfully, healthfully, integrate the gift of "collin" or the next liver-gift in line. A step is still a step, even if it does not appear to take you to the destination. Your unconditional love in giving of yourself, and Kevin's reception of that love will have repercussions beyond our understanding. ❤️
"Blessings sometimes show up in unrecognizable disguises." – Janette Oke
@dannyboy I’m so sorry to hear this news. I’m going to keep thinking positively and ask for a good, healthy solution to this problem. Prayers for Kevin, his family and you and yours. Hang in there. Peace.