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(@saibh)
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@nelysthealchemist - How is your sister-in-law doing? She's been on my mind ... I hope she is recovering physically; the emotional recovery will be a long road.



   
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(@nelysthealchemist)
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@saibh I went to visit her and my brother and niece in the hospital yesterday. She was feeling much better- her numbers have greatly improved and she may be able to go home today or tomorrow. She and my brother are so close and supportive of each other, I can tell this is bringing them (and our family) closer together. I got to meet Emma and hold her- the hospital has a special cuddle cot that allows them to keep her in their room. Honestly, I feel like they’re doing better than I am. I can’t stop thinking about them and especially about my niece’s sweet face, and how she’ll never have the opportunity to grow up and I’ll never be able to get to know her. I feel like a part of me is missing; a part of our family is lost. I’m struggling with the grief but I feel like as an aunt, I shouldn’t be having such a hard time. I’ve always been very close to my brother and sister-in-law; at one point we were thinking about moving in together. Every time I think about what they went through and what we’ve all lost, I can’t stand it. Everything feels so wrong. There’s no place for the feelings to go. 



   
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(@earthangel)
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@nelysthealchemist We hold all of you in love and healing light ??



   
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@nelysthealchemist

Nelys my dear... please know that you and your brother and sweet sister and the soul of her precious child are being held in the arms of an angel of healing and of deepest love.

During a prayer meditation for all of you, I saw a deep emerald light surrounding your sister-in-law, with pale pink shimmering in gold emanating strongly around her body. She is being protected and uplifted by the Archangels Raphael and Ariel I feel so strongly, and this light is all around your family.

Let your feelings flow into healing and the love that will continue to grow... over the next year your sister will need you to be a conduit for her healing in body and soul.

With much love to your family?



   
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(@cindy)
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Just wanted to check in today. I've been MIA from the internet for several weeks. I got the email for the recent Zoom meditation, but I've been somewhat reclusive lately. 
 
Dad is still deteriorating, and I had a biopsy result showing skin cancer. It should only involve outpatient surgery in a few weeks, & I'll be fine. It's just messed with my energy a bit, and explained why I hurt my hip running 2 months ago. I'm supposed to be still & not doing much-or pushing myself right now I suppose.
 
I feel that many positive changes are on the horizon for us all, but there's still some clean up to be done first. Out with the old, as the saying goes.
 
I feel good about the election, chaos around the turnover & Covid for the rest of the year, but then things start improving. Hang in there everyone


   
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(@saibh)
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@cindy Thinking of your dad, and hoping he feels peace and love around him. Sorry for the messed up mojo, but thank you for managing a message of hope <3



   
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(@parizienne)
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I wasn’t sure where to post this. 

My dad passed away on 1/7/17. He never saw 45 inaugurated, thank goodness, and he voted for Clinton. I was so proud to be his daughter.

I was thinking about him yesterday when they announced Biden’s victory, I know he would’ve been pleased. He despised DT. I love and miss my dad so much. He was a good man, a historian and humanitarian. I discovered through a DNA test after he died, however, that he’s not my bio dad. Devastating and completely unexpected, I did the test for ancestry and ethnicity info. I’m certain he never knew. 

Anyhow, I asked him to send me a penny or a nickel or to come visit me in my dreams. The day after he died, he sent me a nickel dated 1939, the year he was born, so that’s why I asked him to send me a coin. I wanted to know he is near and pleased and sharing in this joy.

Well, he didn’t come to me in my dreams. I don’t get visits from anyone that way, but I keep hoping. 

And that’s not the problem. really, or maybe it’s a different problem for a different post.

What did happen is that I had an extraordinarily disturbing dream. I won’t go into details, but it was so disturbing and had to do with a baby.  I was not aware of any connection that I had to the baby or anyone else that was peripheral to my perspective in this dream. I don’t know why I dreamed this or where it’s coming from. Nothing like that is in my own past or the past of anyone I know.  And in the dream, I was watching as on YouTube and not immediately recognizing the disturbing nature of the situation.Then, I was accused of not doing anything to stop it. I am a teacher, a mandated reporter, and I remember thinking in the dream “Stop what? What are they talking about?” When I woke up, it was clear to me that I should’ve understood and acted. I don’t understand why I would’ve been clueless in the dream.

Plus, this is the second time I’ve put a message out to my dad to come visit, and it’s the second unpleasant dream that happened. I don’t always recall my dreams, even pleasant ones. Bad dreams are not a common thing for me. 

I am asking for white light and peace from these dreams. Maybe some understanding from Spirit about what they’re communicating, some kind of comfort? 



   
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(@frank)
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Hi @parizienne.  I'm feeling that this dream is here to help you come to terms with something that is holding you back. I think the baby represents your own innocence and the fact that something bad is happening to it while you sit back and just watch is important. I feel like you need to examine your own past with the intention of coming to terms with possibly traumatic life events that have served to radically change your viewpoint and maybe caused you to lose that childlike optimism and innocence. ❤️ 



   
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(@triciact)
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@nelysthealchemist

I am just now seeing this about your niece and family. My heart goes out to you and to them. I'm so very sorry and even though I know there's a little angel looking over them, a loss light that is so painful. ? I will be sending you all my heartfelt prayers, love and healing light.

? ❤️ ❤️ ? ❤️ ❤️ ??



   
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(@triciact)
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@cindy

I'll be placing your dad and you in my meditation and prayers for healing love and light. ❤️ ? ? 



   
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