I am in a very dark and angry place right now. A scary health issue. Severed relations with someone I care deeply about over T. I can't have anyone who supports him in my life. I feel like his supporters perpetuate a deep evil that I can't just overlook because I consider it a self-betrayal of who I am and what I believe. The stress of knowing the deranged fascist will do anything to hold onto power. I'll take any light I can get right now.
ghandigirl, heartbreaking. I hope the situation resolves for you and your mom in a positive way.
baba, so glad you and family are ok.
. Severed relations with someone I care deeply about over T. I can't have anyone who supports him in my life. I feel like his supporters perpetuate a deep evil that I can't just overlook because I consider it a self-betrayal of who I am and what I believe.
Then let them go. Take a deep breath. Visualize letting the person go, wish them well, and turn away. Wash your hands. Take a shower-- wash off the energy. Center yourself, release the person, with love, to do what they will. They are not your job. If they come back with a changed heart, so be it. If not, so be it. Let it be.
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@polarberry Oh Polarberry... I know how it hurts... losing that friend of over 30 years like I did over Trump and Co... I felt like I never really knew her if she was capable of feeling that vicious and supportive of him. I am so very very sad at all the relationships we have lost because of this blight. Prayers for the health issue...Sending much Light and Love and Healing for your sore heart and whatever else you are dealing with. ❤️ A BIG HUG!!!
@baba, sending you good vibrations. May good things come from harrowing happenings. ❤️
@polarberry, Iridium already said it, but cut them out. It hurts yes, but negativity is like a tumor growing and only taking and taking. You need positivity and love in your life. Once they are free from Trump's influence they might come back with light in their hearts. Take care and stay strong. ❤️
I'm most angry at myself, because deep down, I knew, but pushed it away because I knew if I spoke out, it would be the end of the relationship, but I have to be true to myself and my beliefs. The racist comment pushed me over the edge.
The destruction this man has wrought doesn't seem to have any bounds. I pray it's over soon. I can't even think of how everything will survive if he steals this election with the help of the SC's newly installed handmaiden.
@baba Dear Baba, I'm glad none of you are seriously hurt. I will send prayers for calm, peace and healing. You are held in love and light.
@polarberry I'm so sorry you're feeling low. I understand, I have had to let people go due to this horrible man. I can't reconcile how anyone can agree with and condone the hatred T spews. As someone said, let it go. You never know what can change and when it's meant to. It's heavy on the heart I know. I'm sending you a big, warm hug and sending you peace and love. We are here for you as you know. As my grandma taught me, "what's meant for you will be, no matter how many twists and turns." love to you dear one.
I completely understand. You care about this person, and you feel utterly betrayed by the fact that he or she supports someone like Trump. It is impossible to fathom. I have heard all the excuses as to why they (Trump supporters) do it. Great economy (yeah, how is that working again?), immigration (so caging children is ok with you?), packing the courts (like that has ever worked), he owns the libs (uh, we are still here), etc. etc.
In short, it seems as though these people have sold their souls to support this man, and it is unfathomable to us. It makes no sense! One of my clients actually told me that he felt that the immigrants deserved to have their children taken away from him when they committed a crime by crossing the border. I then countered by asking him if the DA would be justified in taking his kids away, as he was charged with aggravated burglary, a "crime." (That shut him up, and he refrained from any pro-Trump arguments after that).
But the feeling of betrayal is real. You feel loss.
But ask yourself this question. If you stayed silent or, God forbid, gave up your principals to support Trump, what does it say about you? As you had the strength to stand up for your convictions (regardless of what party the candidate was from), you have proven yourself to be a true light warrior. I know it won't help with your feeling of loss right now. But know that by standing for the light, you will be instrumental in helping us all as we navigate out of this darkness that Trump created. And we will. So take comfort in the fact that you stayed true to yourself. If your friend can't realize that, then he/she was the one who rejected and betrayed you, not the other way around. It is that person who should be agonizing over this breakdown, not you.
You have us. We stand by you. Please take comfort in that.
@ghandigirl my heart goes out to your mom and I’m so saddened to hear that you’re unable to reach her at this time. At Jeanne’s meditation circle of light, sometimes in meditation we would visit people at the ICU or just random people that may need our light and love and we say hi to them through our energy. Perhaps you can do a meditation and visit your mother that way; since she’s psychic as well I’m sure she will feel and appreciate your presence. I love the card idea, that sounds wonderful and I’m sure she will appreciate the confetti gems. Sending you many virtual bear hugs.
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@baba What a scary event you just experienced and I’m glad to hear you and your family are ok. You were quick to maneuvered around the fox since you’re aware and extremely vigilant yet the car behind you lacked the attention and caused harm to you, your family and your car. The Fox could be forewarning you to be more alert and attentive towards your surroundings and use your power of intuition to keep the danger out. People and situations could hurt you even though it’s not necessarily intended so; but you have spiritual guidance and animals ready and available to protect you.
Sending you an abundance of healing frequencies.
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