Posted by @bright-opal on 10/17/2019 in Light workers on Earth as a Character in a Novel
@pacosurfer I once saved someone's life. How you ask? I smiled at them. I didn't know them, I never saw them again, yet I saved their lives because I smiled at them.
I heard someone on the radio share his story about depression. He told the story about how he was on his way to a bridge, high suspended bridge, and was seriously thinking of jumping off. He said what stopped him from doing it was a stranger in the street who smiled at him. Since then, I try to smile whenever I see someone, because I might be saving someone's life, or at the very least make their day. Every time someone returns my smile, it makes me feel amazing because their smiles made my day.
I once asked my mother what it was nun did. She said their mission was to help people, to help the poors. I asked her what about the cloistered nuns, they aren't helping anyone. She said they help most of all by praying for the world. There is this nun my mom goes to every now and then and request her help for prayers. I think she has a batphone connected directly to God's office, I swear.
When I was hospitalized for depression, the psychiatrist said it was because I didn't have a social circle, I wasn't sociable enough. Are you kidding me?!?! Everyday I was managing between 40 and 50 people, talking to them all the time, meeting with them one on one, coaching them, helping them, my co-workers and my friends. Amd I loved every minutes of it. But once I got home, the last thing I needed was more people around me, they are "energy vampires". So I threw him out of the room and requested a new psychiatrist. I got the appropriate treatment and got a life back.
My entourage keep telling me to make more of an effort to meet people. I keep telling them social settings drain me of all my energy. Although I spend most of my time at home, it doesn't mean I do nothing. I help and contribute to society in my own way.
I am writing a novvel, and I'm the main character. Each chapter is my own, however boring or exciting it might seem to others. What matters is that I decide what I want it to be. It took a lot of therapy to get here and it is still a challenge. We all need to find what it is that make us feel good. Because what makes us feel good is often what we are meant to be, meant to do.
So if reading a book is what makes you feel good, then read it, because you will use it in the near future to help someone. If watching cartoons make you feel good then watch them, you will learn something from them. It is up to you to find what is right for you. I hope participating to this forum is one of the things you enjoy and makes you feel good, because you bring us all a lot of good.
So my suggestion to you would be this: take some time off trying to find the meaning of life and what you are here to do. When you do something you feel good doing, when you do something that seems right to you, that is what you are here to do. And deep down, you know what those things are, you just need to take the time to meditate on you to have a better understanding of you. Trust yourself.
I hope this helps. I know writing it helped me a lot. Trust yourself because you inner compast is a good one, it is sound.
Posted by @Coyote on January 9 2020 Thank you: Now Everything Changes
Hi all. I apologize for starting another solipsistic thread while this situation in the Middle East continues to chaotically unfold. I know many of you are scared sick. But “matters” within my life have been rapidly falling into place since the New Year, and I need to share those developments here. They’re too big for just my personal journal. In fact, when I put pen to paper last night, all I wrote was “now everything changes.”
Time for a story.
The week before Christmas, I took the train into Boston for a follow-up appointment with my new neurologist at Mass General Hospital. My neurologist exclusively treats patients who have been diagnosed on the neurofibromatosis spectrum, which encompasses 3 similar tumor-growth disorders of the nervous system: NF2 (what I have); NF1 (the most widespread of the 3); and schwannomatosis (the rarest of the 3). When I arrived at his office, I was upbeat. I felt an energy of optimism I had never brought to a doctor’s office, a feeling that soon something significant would change for the better in my life.
A few minutes after I sat down in the waiting room, two more patients—both young men (unrelated) and accompanied by their parents—checked in and sat down in the row of chairs opposite me. One looked a couple years younger than me, the other a few years older, and I could immediately tell that they had NF1. That’s because they both had visible plexiform neurofibromas, which is a type of tumor that’s specific to NF1. Plexiform neurofibromas cause gradual disfiguration of soft tissue and, occasionally, underlying bones, over the course of years. Because of the way they insinuate themselves into surrounding tissue, they are inoperable (aside: I volunteered for 2 weeks in 2014 and 2015 at a summer camp for children with NF1, so I’m intimately familiar with these things). The older patient had a neurofibroma on his head that was disfiguring half of his face. The younger patient had a neurofibroma on his right leg that was causing his tibia to bend to an extent that he needed combined arm and leg braces in order to walk (again, I’ve seen this in the kids I’ve worked with).
I could also tell, just by looking at their eyes and the way they carried themselves, that they were suffering profoundly on a spiritual level. I could see the hurt of repeated disappointment, of being stared at in public, of constantly being told that there wasn’t much to be done about their condition except to “watch and wait.” I recognized that suffering because I used to be in the same position not so long ago.
In my encounters at the NF1 camp, I had many instances of deep compassion and wanting the people in front of me to “get better” in a passive sense: I hope the doctors find a cure for you; that sort of thing. But those two young men I saw in Boston three weeks ago elicited a soul response I have never experienced. I desperately wanted to heal them, to actively make their tumors go away. I wanted to use everything I had been learning about narrative medicine, nature therapy, interpersonal healing, and energy healing in order to show them that there was more than the single story of their disease that the biomedical establishment had been telling them.
I thought A LOT about those two patients over the holidays, but it wasn’t until last weekend, when I was reading chapter 6 of Joanna Macy’s book, Active Hope, that everything started clicking. In that chapter she discusses how some of us will hear our calls to act for the world. She writes: “There will be times when we become alerted to an issue and experience an inner call to respond…We can experience our call to action in many different ways. Sometimes…we just know, even if we’re not sure how, that we need to be somewhere, do something, or contact a particular person…Just as we experience the Earth crying within us as pain for the world, we can experience the earth thinking within us as a guiding impulse pulling us in a particular direction.” Well, that’s exactly what happened to me in Boston. I encountered the key codes that activated my healer impulse, and it took Joanna Macy’s words for all of the visions and intuition Spirit has been sending me since 2017 to assemble into a coherent life path, and it’s this:
Beginning this coming autumn, after my service with AmeriCorps ends, I will be working in jobs that involve physical outdoor labor, but with people and endeavors that appreciate what it means to nurture Gaia (perhaps therapeutic or biodynamic farms). I’ve already become aware of places in the Bay State that meet this bill. My tumors will shrink, I will grow physically stronger, and my sense of hearing will improve as I further integrate marginal healing/esoteric practices into my own particular story of what it means to be alive now. Eventually some like-minded individuals and I will establish an intentional community centered on a therapeutic garden/farm (this is what I saw in my NDE), and people will come to us for physical healing.
But my focus will not be to make physical illness go away as an end unto itself. By directing people to nurture the land while also helping them craft the stories of being their souls tell them to be true, I will also be doing my part to purge globalized culture of the myth of separation. The myth of separation is the underlying cause of all the darkness we see in the world now. Over the course of millennia, ever since palace elites set up the first state granaries in Sumer and Shang Dynasty China, we’ve been convincing ourselves that we are apart from nature, and this delusion has bled into almost all of our institutions (including in healthcare, where the Cartesian paradigm of mind's separation from matter still reigns supreme). We’re convinced that competition and scarcity are the default of existence on this planet, when really Gaia wants to bless us with her ever-renewing abundance. The people who seek me out will be returning home not just with vibrantly healthy bodies; but with a renewed understanding that their souls are radically linked to all living things. This biophilic sense of interconnection is the wellspring of enduring health, joy, and contentment.
I know all of these steps in my future journey can come to pass because of something else Joanna Macy writes about following our call to action: “When we share our cause with others, allies appear; synergy occurs. And when we act for causes larger than ourselves, the larger community for whom we do this will be acting through us.” I already see this synergy happening all the time in this forum. We’re all lightworkers, sharing our causes of living through this profoundly draining period of transition. And we’ve kept each other going. Remember how frightening and scary things were 3 years ago? But this community has only continued to reach new heights.
You’ve all kept me going and helped me reach new heights. A lot had to happen just for me to end up in a new city at the precise date and time so that I was face-to-face with the 2 suffering strangers who unleashed my soul’s memory of why I came to this world, why I’ve kept trudging through so much sh*t. And I’m sure one of the active ingredients in that alchemy was the love and wisdom everyone on this site shares so freely. I’ve been deliriously happy all week, but last night, when the full realization of all of this mutual support hit home, my mood went to another level. I was laugh-crying, singing out loud, stomping my feet to the music coming from my speakers while I cooked dinner: Oh my God, I’ve made it, and so many people helped me. So THANK YOU, everyone: @jeanne-mayell, @vestralux, @lovendures, @cc21, @michele-b-here-in-the-forum, @unk-p., @laura-f., @lilinoe, @cindy, @deetoo, @triciact, @bright-opal, @baba, @codyroo, and so many, many more. I'll let Natalie Merchant express the rest of my gratitude:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LR6PV-Irv7s
It's 6 am here in the Dawnland (New England) without a cloud in the sky. Which means that in about 70 minutes, I will walk outside and greet Father Sun as he blesses a new day. I will ask for healing for myself and for the collective. Then, as I further absorb the first light, I will ask for help to send special healing energy to two strangers I may never see again, but who changed my life nonetheless.
I’d like to nominate my favorite post which I’ve commented on before, from Zoron and Jeanne: under US Predictions, Bernie Sanders and Elizabeth Warren Things are stirring 10/24/2017, although it might’ve just changed with the recent feud….here’s an excerpt:
Hi Crew!. Zoron comments on Sanders. Yes, Jeanne is right. I did NOT say sanders would win. in fact, if you read very carefully, between the lines, its clear that this is very much in the balance. (but we have 36 months to go to election day) At the moment, (I have decided to be clear about this) He does not win. but by god, does he give the Repugs a run for their money. But, I am not saying that he cannot win, as nd if the events twist and turn over the next 36 months. Jeanne has nailed it, quite sharply. The forces of corruption against him, in both parties, are huge. But he forces open the gates. The 2020 Government will be one of horror, as they stumble from one disaster to the other. (There is a 40% chance of Bernie winning at the moment, this will later change, either way.) Jeanne has been VERY accurate in her viewings. I also have to say that there are serious security issues, surrounding both Warren, and Sanders. They get through, but it will demonstrate how evil are the forces against them.
At dawn today, I did my waking meditation, then scryed Noam Chomsky. Oh, fascinating. He has a role, in 2020 and the run-up. he is out there, tearing around the united states, like a madman, campaigning for Bernie. he is astonishing.
This is by Zoron. Some time in 2017.
I was away with large amounts of illness and personal stress. I have only recently recovered from a very bad chest infection, plus other bugs. Am feeling a bit wobbly, but back on my feet. (it happens with age).
So in the meantime, I have been reading everything posted on here, and keeping up with things. World events have been going on, and growing more surreal by the week.
In my entire life, I have not seen anything like the present political/social/economic crisis that is now happening, not just in USA, but worldwide. it is unique. It is also the beginnings of what has been written on here, by a number of us, who peer through the mist and murk, and see what is coming.
Certainly, we are all in for a rough time, but also a time of transformation.
America is only part of this transformation. It is global. In less than a hundred years, we have globalized, become one single global culture, and unified our economies on a scale never seen before. In all the turmoil, now happening, we overlook the fact that this has happened. It has. Whereas previously, every country was isolated from each other, to a greater or lesser extent, we are now in a very new ball game.
In this new global society, America is totally plugged in, whether people like it or not. This applies to all the other large countries. In the meantime, events move on, and something new is being created, at great speed, and almost uncontrolled. There is a transformation of our global society into something else, a super-society, a global nervous system of the internet, trade, idea swapping, etcetera. It really is the almost science fiction society of the future I saw as a child. It is more like “BladeRunner”, than paradise. But there it is. We are here, we are in it.
This is why so much of what is posted on here has an amazing awareness of international events, global change, climate, etc. Just as many people in other countries, are doing the same. So what we are doing on here has global sharing, and impact. I am not located in the USA. I am in Europe.
But everything I say resonates in America, and elsewhere, also vice versa. The problem is that this creates, in the higher educated class, an awareness everywhere of what is happening everywhere, and everything that the ruling elites do is now mercilessly exposed. What is also exposed is the general levels of incompetence, stupidity, and lack of principle under which many of the elite operate. Everywhere. It is called the “Online”. So the system has the potential in it for feed-back, and change. It is going to need it. Interestingly, we are part of this change.
What we are doing on this website is rather different though.
Three hundred years after the Witches of Salem, its street legal now in America! Also, the “Online” gives us a reach unimaginable previously.
This site, I discover, is now hovering in the “Ratings” at number 2 or 3 in the list of online psychic sites. We are getting around 2000 plus hits a day, (that's nudging three-quarters of a million a year) but we expect to double that over this year. (I suspect that is probably a conservative estimate).
We also have a unique take: We are non-profit, public service, not interested in celebrity schmaltz, etc, and Hollywood gossip. We are also amazingly accurate. If we were a think tank, we would be on a Washington contract! No Drek!
All this has happened, spontaneously, (with liberal sprinklings of fairy dust) and not even in a particularly organised way. It was the people on here who did this, flying on intuition. We have Jeanne to thank for all this.
What is now interesting is the way it is growing:
We have all seen the movie: “Minority report”. Well, we are now a sort of “Majority Report”. (LOL).
We really are predicting the future. Our numbers of hits are amazing. We are massively above chance. Also, the threads on here are evolving, responding to the vibe, and close to the point.
It is a given now, that the World Climate issue we are reporting on here is in general outline, accurate. In the day job, I am a scientist, who works part time on climate change, (so is in the loop) plus green energy, organic food and permaculture, etc….so it is strange for me to see on here, accurate reports on future climate change that are from the “Aether”, not science journals. Kinda interesting though. So I hope that this is going to increase on here, because what we are actually doing is something new: “Psychic Journalism.”.
We are “Majority report”. Amazing.
Bless you for reminding all of us of @zoron and some of the amazing insights and posts he wrote.
He always recognized the huge potential and power of all of us present and of your site, As you know, I miss that crazy mad scientist as strange as many of his future predictions seemed at the time,
We've all been a bit crazy mad over the experiences we've witnessed in the past three years of IMPOTUS, but just look how amazingly far we've all come and all of the gems and treasures who've joined us here now!
Forever grateful to @vestraluxe for that gem of an acronym of IMPOTUS. Just the energy I and all of us needed truly truly ? For he and they have no power over me and thee. We are the minority report in the upcoming majority report ?
Posted by @vestralux on 12/12/2019 in The Unraveling of Donald Trump
I don't know about y'all, but I'm betting some of you have an Uncle Bertrand in your family. Imagine him as a collective archetype, if you will. He's the one that still lives out in the bayou—I'm talking in the middle of a swamp—because the man distrusts the government, is suspicious of toll roads, or anything larger than a convenient store for grocery shopping. (He eats a lot of SPAM and catfish.) Maybe Uncle Bertrand has surprisingly new anti-war opinions, or a gentle manner with dogs, but he's 100% convinced the Earth is flat and the moon landing was faked by "them Jews out there in Hollywood."
Worse, Bertrand is convinced that people of color, religious minorities, and the entire LGBTQIA+ rainbow are, categorically, pedophiles, most of whom, he's dead certain, are involved in "Satanic practices," headed up by the Clintons and sanctioned by Obama (who is worse than Satan, apparently).
Never one to play to type, Uncle Bertrand is somehow both aggressively anti-social and a board member of his local Chamber of Commerce. He has founded, operated, and successfully sold off a string of title loan companies. He "plays the stock market" and heavily donates to the NRA. Bonafide lifelong member.
Now, every few years when someone gets married or drops dead, you run into Uncle Bertrand. He demands too much time and attention, drinks too much Southern Comfort, behaves inappropriately toward young female relatives (which everyone either laughs off or chooses to ignore), and then—without fail—regales all in his presence with an unbridled rage about the new "lady sheriff" as well as a string of over-the-top conspiracy theories.
But most of this is an act; the man is a troll. He has a dark fascination with absurdity and literally gets off on dominating and intimidating "the weak." (Bertrand is a diehard Social Darwinist.)
If you haven't seen him in a few years, maybe you managed to forget about Uncle Trickster's antics. That's your first mistake. His aim is to hypnotize you into a stupor of angst and frustrated ill-at-ease-ness. The more upset you become, the more energy you send in his direction, which means the less you have in reserve.And the weaker you are, the easier you are to feed on.
If you insist on fighting back with facts, getting yourself all riled up and indignant, you're just throwing scientific rationalism at him like undercooked spaghetti at a brick wall. See, everywhere he goes, he warps spacetime and that kind of distortion is infectious.
Bertrand wins power by making the people around him feel anything other than in control, anything other than consciously—especially humorously!—aware.
The Cajun uncle in this scenario is an allegory for DJT, the (alt-of-right) GOP, and Faux News, which have taken over the party like a mind virus for which there is presently no remedy. But it's all the bluff and bluster and aggro-spiral spin machine conspiracy bs.
Right, we know that.
The purpose of it is to depress and intimidate the consciousness of the populous—to manufacture defeatism and fear and confusion. Because when enough people feel that low, vibrationally speaking, it benefits their agenda.
Together, we generate a morphic field. However it is that we're thinking and feeling t o g e t h e r creates a powerful resonance, which has creative potency. And if we're not using that potency to our advantage, we can be sure that they are. I mean to say that morphic resonance (enough people all feeling and thinking similarly) literally creates consensus reality. And those guys know damn well the shade of blue that's just over the horizon, so they're pulling out every stop to alter the timeline, even if it destroys their own country.
Best thing we can do: Take heart. Laugh. Kiss a baby and put our bare feet on the Earth. And for goodness sake, pull our attention away from the bad news machines regularly and often. Stop allowing the headlines or the talking heads to dictate the field. We're in the heat of an intense astrological event that feels like new gravity. It is breaking open every corrupted, outmoded, self-oriented cog in our systems and institutions. It's up to us what we do with them when that happens. So, if you're feeling head pain or pressure, joint stress, or your body just feels heavier than usual, or if you find yourself worrying a lot more about security and resources, just breathe. It'll pass.
P.S. Like Bannon and Miller, many of these guys believe in the so-called "Fourth Turning," a (questionable) generational theory of time cycles which suggests that we are marching toward global financial crisis, climate crisis, oil and water wars, and WWIII—all by 2025. And they want desperately to be on top to reshape the order of things after the fall.
Posted by @journeywithme2 on 1/19/2020 in What Can We Know About Evil?
I must relay an experience I had .... in my early 20's. I was a single struggling mother in 1978 and fell in love with a young man... who had much Light and Dark in him. I was naive but did not remain that way. I truly believe now at this point in my life that he and I have shared many lifetimes together. He was a Scorpio and I am a Libra... suffice to say it was an INTENSE relationship.... that I ended after about 5 years. This is background to explain the experience that came after. He and I had been "broken up" for a good bit of time... when , at work one day... I was compelled to go buy the AJC for a quarter and look up obituaries. I had to borrow the quarter to do that. I immediately flipped to the obits and read of his father's death 2 days prior. I felt my Soul tell me ..see.. it was real..and yes.. it happened. What happened you say? Two nights previously... I awoke in my bed to "see" it in flames...unable to move...then? I looked through to see his father...sitting there in the flames... coming to tell me he was leaving and he had died, by his own hand, and was going to Hell but that he wanted to tell me he loved me to please take his son back in to my life. I sadly told him I can not do that ..as much as loved his son.. I have a child to raise...it won't work and I owe this child better than that. He smiled sadly and said he knew...he just had to ask. My spirit came out of my body to sit by his spirit at the foot of my bed as we talked and he looked at me tearfully. As we had talked the flames had disappeared but he said he had to go now and they began to rise again. I knew this is because he thought he had to go to Hell because of the bad things he had done. I told him ..you know you don't have to go there right? My "hand" raised to point out a Light shining brightly against a night sky full of stars... and I said to him.... You can go there... they are waiting for you... its all forgiven ... its all love. He hugged me and said how? I said ..." You just let yourself go to the Light" and poof he was gone. I awoke..able to move and my mouth was dry as I thought to myself... WHOA .. that was some more "nightmare" until I bought that newspaper and read his obit at work the next day. It was a real experience just as real as when I died and came back at the age of 18. I don't pretend to know how things work? I only know.... that we ARE loved beyond measure...regardless and that what we may do? is not necessarily.. who we are. I apologize for writing a novelette... but some one that reads these pages... needed to hear that.
Wow, Coyote, thank you so much for sharing this. Somehow with all the focus on the impeachment trial, I had missed this amazing post by @Journeywithme2 . Thank you both!
@JeanneMayell
I appreciate the look back at one of Zoron’s posts. He was remarkable in many ways and I wish him well.
Thank you for sharing this here. @BlueBelle Thank you - I am glad that it resonated for you.
I see so many great posts here.... wish there was a "love" button!
I come here to read and share and grow Hope... much love and gratitude to all here who share and help me center myself in Love and Hope.
WOW so glad @coyote shared this experience of yours. I had not seen it before. THANK YOU!