Last night I had this thought while trying to get to sleep
I had this feeling of a vibration getting louder and louder...until smash something happens. Something changes.
it was like putting your ear to a rail track, you can hear the vibrations of the train coming, closer and closer...louder and louder
And then when it arrives everything slows down, like in a movie when there's a fight scene or something dramatic happening.
And in that moment, everything seemed possible. It feels like something is unravelling, something crazy and then afterwards was silence.
And then....a prediction from this site came into my head...."Something breaks wide open, either it’s a huge dam or a huge ground swell of public opinion, but it pours through the West. (Andrew Posey)Predicted 10.9.19" - this was posted on this site for July 2020.
and then everything made sense, It might be just me reacting to the news over the last few days, but I just thought i'd put it out there. It was enough for me to grab my phone and write this down. which is rare for me.
I like how you describe it. I agree - it feels like the energy is building and gathering strength for a giant wave to break soon.
I've felt like I'm in a spiral. When my firstborn was little, I remember his pediatrician telling me that kids don't develop on an up/down/every-six-months scale, they develop on a spiral ... three dimensional and with momentum, changing and learning new things all at once. Sometimes physical growth takes precedence and sometimes it's emotional or intellectual growth, but they don't "take turns" - they're concurrent. Right now I feel exactly like that; things happen, we start to slow down, and then we get whipped around a curve and start going again. As we get closer to the mouth of the spiral, it's getting tighter and faster. Every day feels like we're being squeezed and spun at the same time.
Yes! I think Jeanne has mentioned before how we're in a swirl which starts off slow and moves faster as we get closer to the centre. Things will get more and more crazy the closer we get. So maybe that's it!
I had a dream this week about bombs. They were made of energy and I felt they were chakra bombs. They were beautiful and multi colored. I wasn't afraid of them. It was a really good feeling. It's like all this energy is just exploding around us. How is everyone today? I've felt off, more than normal. (':
Yes! I think Jeanne has mentioned before how we're in a swirl which starts off slow and moves faster as we get closer to the centre. Things will get more and more crazy the closer we get. So maybe that's it!
Excellent posts.
I think we are going to see some equalizing of Covid and protesting news coverage. These are absolutely huge issues in their own right, but happening at the same time, well, it means more than most people understand. I am not exactly sure what it means, except that there is a purpose for why it is happening now and why both are taking place at the same time.
In answer to your question, ridiculously off the last couple of days. I'm usually good at being able to find a calm center but it's been a challenge. Feeling better at the moment.
You know, We have been off here in my house for the last couple of days. Yesterday, my husband had a migraine (weather-related, I think) and my younger daughter came down in the evening and said she was just really sad and cried for a bit. She ended up with a weather headache, too, but after reading these posts and the post by @ghandigirl about feeling the weight of the collective yesterday (George Floyd funeral) I have to wonder if it was jut just strictly weather-related. I, personally, have felt off (yesterday, esp.) and am struggling with summer stretching out in front of us (we are just reopening here) and I hope that people stay cautious because nothing has changed - COVID is still here, wondering how school will look this fall, etc. It all feels very heavy and uncertain.
The situation we are in is physics. The coalescing of all change to one point is physics.
I have had an image in my mind for the last ten years that comes from the Yin/Yang symbol. A quantum physicist, Nassim Haramein, gave me the idea when he promulgated the idea that all natural systems move in this way. I saw that it is also how the human psyche evolves and thus our civilization. You can see his depiction here. He got it from the yin yang symbol and the math and physics fits the vision.
It works in the same way that water goes down a drain. The patriarchal dark extreme of our civilization is going down the drain. A humanitarian, matriarchal system that we are all connected is coming up the drain. This is the same process with all natural systems including water going down a drain which is accompanied by air coming up the drain.
So how does this fit Stu's feeling that we are all heading towards a single moment of change?
The patriarchal belief that that money and financial growth rules, no matter what cost to all of us, is going down the drain. The philosophy that the earth should be our supply house and sewer, that all life is subservient to humans and all humans are subservient to a select few -- these practices are also going down the drain.
Coming up the drain -- a system that says all people matter, all of life matters, the well being of our earth matters.
Patriarchy is going down and matriarchy is going up. Wealth in the hands of elite few is going down, fair distribution of income among all is coming up.
Change is coalescing right now into a single time. As we near the center of the drain, change accelerates at a dizzying space. 2020 is the center of this pivot, but there will be another pivot later - around 2030 when climate change hits harder.
This year is a dress rehearsal for what is coming with our dear earth. Once humanity shifts, we will be in a race to save our earth.