I have looked into your heart and soul and all i can see is goodness and light and a huge, huge endless unwavering fountain of light, wisdom and love still glowing beneath and above and all around all appearances to the contrary.
I am always with you and always loving and caring and supporting you and all you are and will always be.
For it and you are now and always will be exactly that which you know and carry in every cell and essence of being today, tomorrow, and always.
Nothing can or ever will take that immense gift from you. Especially science.
You have always known, always been and always already done what you were sent and meant to do. I am grateful and blessed to be with you and sit in this powerful circle with you holding hands in love, light, and healing energy.
Love to you,
Michele
@coyote We are with you. Stay close to us. We surround you with love. You have a destiny here on earth. You will write books that will change the world. Come to next Wednesday's Circle of Light and we will radiate powerful healing towards you. If you do not come, we will put you in our Circle of Light anyway.
@coyote I am lifting you up in prayer and light and asking for complete healing in mind, body and spirit. Thank you for everything you’ve shared here. Your people here go with you on your journey. Bless you dear one. You are not alone. Peace. ☮️❤️
Holding space with you today and onward. You have such a strong community right here. Lots of light coming your way! Be well!
Hi @coyote My advice to you is, rather than approach this in a defensive posture, think of it as an opportunity to shift the stagnant energy of reductive science present in the people and places you are about to visit. You, as an awakening individual, know that you are truly a being of pure energy and Love. This is a powerful thing! Much more powerful than the field of lower vibration created by those around us who are still "asleep." You have the power in you to clear away this field of fear. As you go through with these visits, periodically imagine Light being pulled from the Universe and from those here on the forum, through you, and then spreading from the heart out to all those you meet. Visualize this Light spreading through the building, dissolving away any darkness it encounters and sending it back up into the Universe. You likely already do this unconsciously all the time, but just adding your Intent to this process makes it all the more powerful! ❤️
replying to @coyote:
....think of it as an opportunity to shift the stagnant energy of reductive science present in the people and places you are about to visit. You, as an awakening individual, know that you are truly a being of pure energy and Love. This is a powerful thing.....
Awesome Frank!! Absolutely awesome!
And you reconnected me to so many thoughts and memories of experiences decades ago and what I used to do when I had the misfortunate necessity of paying such doctors or hospitalists visits!
Oh my the seeds I so enjoyed sowing in those amazing healing gardens just waiting for new growth and plantings! And often without the need for even physical or emotional just spiritually held and intended ene4gies would come into delightful connections and even direct manifestations! I would sit quietly in my meditative and holding spaces and await the entrance of why i was really there and the whos of who might appear or the whats of what i might really do even in my full on physically or emotionally challenged places and states of energetic encumberances of 3D being.
Many times "strangers" would come up and sit at my table in the waiting areas and chat and it always led to wonderful opportunities and conversations. Three times i was asked whether i was a psychologist, therapist or psychiatrist. Hahaha.
I ended up giving suggestions to one who was a real psychiatrist on how he might use different energies in his own problems with his son whose story he "accidentally" shared with me. Another I intuitively recognized as a receiver so I sent out to him and he came over and waited to see what was going on and what I had to say.
Where we are just where we need to be and do what we need to do can often be very different than what and where we envision our lives, spirits, and gifts doing good as and when needed.
And you my dear @coyote" joined our tribe and started so many schools of thought and created a far better community of like minded individuals in ways and means that even now I don't think you fully realize.
You are one of the most impactful of my many experiences here or anywhere with connections that have filled my mind-body-and spirit and I ..we all..are deeply grateful and so much better and brighter and yes, even lighter for the beautiful presence of you and your gifts to all of us ?
Holding you in light and love.
I'm right there with you actually.
As a former family member (in law) used to say, "Better Days are coming girls."
Blessings to you dear Anita and to all of us here, there, and everywhere in the days, months, and years ahead.
We need such influxes of prayers, light and great great loving energies for ALL and not just those we like, side with, or love to get through today, tomorrow, and all the many years ahead from so many changes and challenges and immense over-weaning physical and spiritual sickness of far too many of us in these horrible and truly viral in all ways times.
Nothing is ours to control only to see ourselves capable of handling anything that comes our way until the great turning is ours to be.
Fate is fluid but so are the stuff we are all made of as pure beings of energy and light in our purest and truest natural essence before our great fall and all our falling outs of our own doings in this world and the havoc we have caused and created in our beloved home of mother earth.
We are of the stars and to the stars we one day return but for now live as fully and as lovingly as you can and while fears and anxieties are all of our bedfellows we must hold space in feeling the love and sending it out and back and sharing hope, peace, and love always in our hearts.
And you are in mine today dear Anita ?
Blessings to you dear Anita and to all of us here, there, and everywhere in the days, months, and years ahead.
We need such influxes of prayers, light and great great loving energies for ALL and not just those we like, side with, or love to get through today, tomorrow, and all the many years ahead from so many changes and challenges and immense over-weaning physical and spiritual sickness of far too many of us in these horrible and truly viral in all ways times.
Nothing is ours to control only to see ourselves capable of handling anything that comes our way until the great turning is ours to be.
Fate is fluid but so are the stuff we are all made of as pure beings of energy and light in our purest and truest natural essence before our great fall and all our falling outs of our own doings in this world and the havoc we have caused and created in our beloved home of mother earth.
Send out the very best and highest and most constant words, thoughts, and deeds for Joe Biden and all who love and surround and support and stand up and in for him that he is what and who we need for these times.
(((We love love love you Joe)))
We are of the stars and to the stars we one day return but for now live as fully and as lovingly as you can and while fears and anxieties are all of our bedfellows we must hold space in feeling the love and sending it out and back and sharing hope, peace, and love always in our hearts.
And you are in mine today dear Anita ?
@Michele ... (I always do a double take when I see your name; it's my name, too ;) )
Thank you for thinking of my family. My dad is still in the hospital (he's truly lucky to be alive). My mom has gotten very little information; she hasn't yet talked to a doctor, and just found out a doctor hasn't even seen my dad yet ... he's being cared for my solely nurses at this point (these people are heroes ... they deserve much more respect and pay for all they do). He's been on oxygen since he was brought in; for some reason, his body is not making enough oxygen on its own, and they aren't sure why. He will get another chest x-ray this morning to see if they can figure that out. Thankfully, my uncle's sister-in-law works at that hospital in rehab (the universe shows itself in amazing ways), and asked to be assigned to my dad, so my mom can have her as a conduit for info and advocacy. My dad mentioned tha the may get discharged today, but he's also super doped up right now. My mom would actually prefer he stay another day or two so the doctors can have a chance to see him, talk to her, make sure he's ready to move. I think she's (rightfully) terrified of having him home and being responsible for his care. Right now, she is scrambling to find a recliner for him to sit and sleep in, a walker to support him as he tries to move around, and trying to patiently wait for information and not obsess over how this could be their life now, and there goes the end of their remaining "good years." My uncle is doing well, aside from feeling so much guilt for being the one to suggest they go play golf with inclement weather in the forecast. His hand wasn't injured nearly as badly as they feared. I saw a picture of the shelter, and the roof collapse directly on my dad, as he was getting out of the golf cart. Though, had they not been in the golf cart, the building would have collapsed directly on top of him and my uncle. I'm trying to stay very positive, as our my mom and sister, but I think we all know this will probably change dad's life forever, and he's only 70.
@coyota ... Please be well and comforted, and feel peace and protection.
Thank you everyone for all of the support. I've gone through a parade of doctors visits and MRIs since 2003, when I was diagnosed with NF2. These visits today and yesterday weren't noteworthy. What's different now, though, is that I'm much more aware of the oppressive energy of the biomedical narrative; I can walk into a medical setting and literally feel the quantum field of reductive allopathic medicine weighing down my body and messing with my coordination. And I need help in order to protect myself against that energy.
My MRI was early in the morning, so I fell asleep once the exam begun. I was already nodding off in the waiting room, so I wasn't detecting any spirits. Although my sleeping through the entire scan may have been the work of a spirit helper.
My daughter was once told by a psychic friend of mine that she should envision a shield around herself to help protect her from energy which would be harmful to her. She would look inside herself and envision the type of shield she would need and wrap herself in it. The shield would not always stay the same depending upon the situation.
I have know idea if that will help in the future, but I thought I would throw it out there for you.
You are well loved in our community Coyote. We will always be here for you. I am glad you will have a reprieve from medical hospitals for awhile.
I have fallen asleep during MRIs! The techs were always amazed, but I'd tell them that as a full time mom, an hour in a softly lit tube with headphones playing soft music was like a visit to the spa! And on those occasions I didn't fall asleep, I'd get compliments from the techs for my stillness. I think the spirit guides are well able to soothe us in a meditative state especially, I'm glad at least that went smoothly for you.
@coyote When visiting the doctors or even now when back home, I see a 50 foot angel standing over you, her light enveloping you with a radiant light-filled gown cascading over your home and your person wherever you go. You are protected night and day, even when you forget that you are protected. She bathes you with her light while you sleep.
My sister in law was told 25 years ago that she had no chance of living more than ten years, zero chance, and likely just four years. She had a form of leukemia that in the 1990's was more lethal than AIDS. She learned and practiced Qigong hours a day and cooked organic meals for the gods. She could turn a simple swiss chard into ambrosia.
She beat the odds. Is well today. She did use medical care and entered every drug clinical trial that made sense to her until she found one that worked. So she combined east and west practices. But she would not allow her doctors to talk negative to her and kept her diagnosis to only a few trusted people. She said she didn't want to absorb the negative attitudes others might have.
I am currently waiting for authorization and appt. for an MRI on my left houlder. This is not my first shoulder injury. About 2 years ago I had a sprain in the AC joint and got a shot and PT and fully recovered.
A week ago last Tuesday, I had an elevator door shut on my arms/ shoulder that I was trying to open because I had a patient in the car. I thought I was fine until a few days later when my shoulder blades and trapezius muscles were knotted and so painful well as outside my shoulder and also along the bony joint. I had to call in to work. I was in a great amount of pain and could not concentrate on anything. I discovered I could not lift my arm effectively-- past about 45 degrees other than from my elbow and could barely pour a cup of coffee for myself it was so weak. After about 4 days, I would still describe the pain as barely managed.
I went to the orthopedic office a week to the day after my elevator incident (this past Tuesday). He said I need an MRI and he thinks I have a rotator cuff tear. I asked but he said I could not have a cortisone shot because it might effect how the shoulder be treated if it needs more intervention.
Wednesday, I turned a corner on the pain. It goes to a 8/10 at times but I can mostly keep it to a 3-4/10. But it is bad at night and I still get muscle spasms in the shoulder and tightness behind the neck which wakes me up multiple times and it takes a while to calm it down in the morning.
Mobility-wise my left arm is still very limited, I can only lift it so far but can pick up with my right arm if that makes sense. When the meds are working I can raise it a bit more but it seems like a pay for it later. I am left handed. I’ve learned to use the voice to text on my phone as it is painful to type and text and it is slow going on the keyboard. I have tried driving and can do ok for light errands.
I have to go to employee health and be seen to be cleared for work tomorrow- the doctors office gave me a light duty note and some activity restrictions. My manager has filed a accident/ incident report and my workplace has opened a workers comp case. I am concerned about a few things, the possibility of reinjury, as well as surgery. It is going to take some time for the MRI as it has to get authorized. I have a WCB claim number but no case manager yet. It is very frustrating to wait.
I request light, energy and guidance.
I haven't been as active on here the past week or so, but want to let you all know I am checking in, sending prayers, and keeping you all in my heart.
I've been sending your dad healing light. Excuse me if I've missed a post, but it seems like a positive development that the hospital thinks he can go home soon; hospitals are already germ-infested petri dishes that are in many ways antithetical to healing, so it's even worse when the elderly are kept prisoner there for extended periods. It also seems like your family is handling this discontinuity well. I don't know anything about your dad, but the practitioner of narrative medicine in me wants to think that this upheaval can be an opportunity for reinvention. Perhaps your parents need to slow down and shift their values? Or maybe your dad can forge a new relationship with his body? There are innumerable ways of integrating bodily trauma.
I'll be sending light to you as well.