Sorry to know that you suffer from super sensitive medication reactions! It can be so challenging to try just a few drops of this or one tablet of that and suddenly physically react to them.
I've thrown up tablets that I've barely had time to swallow and gotten hives from simply picking up a can of bug spray!
But know you're not alone in your sensitivities and certainly not alone during your surgery!
No matter how large or how small these things are its the challenges of each of our responses that can make all the difference and you've got all you need right now to deal with anything anyone throws at you!
We've got you surrounded, covered, blessed, thought about, prayed over and are with you woman!
Big hugs?
I am sending you positive, healing energy this morning. My gut feeling is that your procedure will go well and that the anticipation has been the hardest part. I'm praying for the skill of the surgeon, for your anxiety and for your body's ability to deal with the medications required. You are such a wonderful presence here and I'm glad that you've shared this with us. We are happy to support you.
Part 1
Your post has resonated with me because I've been thinking about some of the same issues: my purpose in life, the bigger picture of life after life after life as our spirits live on after death. I often ask my spirit guides what they would have me know.
A few weeks ago, I went to the Chihuly glass museum and had an interesting experience there as I entered the first room of the exhibit. The room was dark and the only illumination was on glass sculptures and I was struck by the otherworldly appearance of the glass. Here's a picture below. So, as I was looking at this particular exhibit, I heard the words, "this is not your only life." These words have come to me again and again in the past weeks and caused me to reflect on my present life and struggles from an outer, wider, more all knowing perspective. So, I ask myself, "what lessons am I learning during this life?" and it helps me to keep current difficulties in perspective.
Part 2
Again, during the tour of Chihuly glass, I had another channeling ? experience. My sister and I were looking at a different display and I had chills looking at the glass. This room had glass sculptures modeled after Native American culture and textiles, but what struck me was the sculptures' resemblance to a dream I had months ago. In my dream, I saw human souls, swaddled and suspended between lives. The sculptures can be seen in the picture below. I was convinced these were related to my dream about our lives continuing past death and have to admit, I was shaken by the experience. A few minutes later, my sister gestured at an old photo of Native American girls and whispered, "sisters." I answered back channeling, "we will be together again after this life. We will always be together."
