My husband has said to me on many occasions when I was going through a rough patch, “Life is long. Things won’t always be this way.” I have remembered this many times and it is true and a comfort.
Your amazing psychic abilities and gifts seem to me to be like a too-large suit that you will grow into over time.
I hope you don’t find this patronizing, it is not meant to be, but I’m 62 and am looking back, while you are looking ahead.
Life is long, and you won’t always feel this way. ❤️
@Coyote, stay strong Wolf brother. Your mind can move mountains. This path is the path to the happiness you desire. Keep the good vibrations flowing. ❤️
Thank you everybody for the kind words. As I was moving yesterday and settling in to my new city (Providence, RI) and apartment, I thought about what had changed for me in a year. Last September I moved to Massachusetts for work, which was the first time I had ever lived on my own (college doesn't count). The first few weeks of living alone was tough; I was dealing then with many of the same emotions I'm dealing with now, except I was badly yearning for the familiarity of home; I had grown up in the same house and town, and my parents still live there. This time around, I'm not yearning for that home, though. I spent enough time there this spring during the COVID lockdowns to know that it's not in my spiritual or energetic interests to stay "in the nest." Now I'm yearning for a new home; a place where my personal life, professional work, and the physical landscape will feed into each other and where I will be anchored by enduring social relationships and, eventually, familial bonds. I don't think I will achieve that here in Rhode Island, but my work in community agriculture for the next year will serve as one more bridge to my desires (I'm even living in Providence).
I have one window in my new bedroom, in front of my desk. Just as I was sitting down to type this, I noticed that the unobscured moon was positioned right in the middle of my window, and I even turned off my lights and sat in the moonlight for a few minutes. I guess that's one small validation that my yearnings are being heard by the universe and that I'm being drawn toward my goals.
@lowtide You're image of me growing into a too-large suit may be more apt than you realize. When I was 16 or 17 years old and started getting psychic visions, one such vision involved my bones lengthening at some point in my 20s, as if I were going through a second puberty. Then in 2017, I had a NDE in which I saw myself in the year 2030, and I was occupying a larger, more robust body. The only way I can account for those anatomical changes would be if I acquired the shapeshifting abilities of a shaman. @frank I've been practicing that quantum energy shifting technique you recommended to me in this thread. Perhaps that exercise will be part of the gestalt that helps me change my physical state.
And another post. Tomorrow I have another Avastin treatment in Boston. This will be my last infusion until late November or early December. So if you can send me healing tomorrow - as if my veins are being filled with cosmic energy, that would be appreciated. You don't need to know what time my infusion will take place, since higher spiritual energy isn't bound by linear time.
One area I'll be focusing on is my right hearing nerve, since my hearing really has to improve. I've had a number of experiences in the past few days that have driven home the need for hearing improvement. It seems like there's something cosmic about the fact that COVID-19, this grand pivotal event, is accentuating all of the difficulties I experience due to neurofibromatosis. Social distancing makes it harder for me to break out of my isolation by being spontaneous and meeting new people. Mask wearing means I can't lipread. Perhaps this is the slog before a quantum leap forward into restored health for me, just as society may be propelled forward when the chaos epitomized by CV19 passes.
@coyote, I'm on it. I see the infusion causes each cell to light up with unforeseen shifts. Something goes "pop" and a new energy flow begins moving through your body.
Hi Everyone, our own dear @BrightOpal has not been posting because she's been dealing with some serious mental health issues. She told me to tell you she misses you, and would very much appreciate receiving love and light from you. She will be back when she has completed the program she's in right now, but for now she just needs our love and healing energy. By the way, if you don't remember who she is, Bright Opal has helped pull together the read the future night predictions for me by using an excel program. She has also made some amazing predictions including that detailed vision of twin hurricanes in the Caribbean for August. Mostly, she's just a beautiful soul.
@jeanne-mayell, I remember her predictions; always spot on. So sorry to hear she is not well. Please send her my love if you talk to her. She won't know me, but I 'know' her;-) Light and love coming up! ❤️
@jeanne-mayell Sending you much Light, Love and Healing Energy - praying for your Highest Good Bright Opal.. You are loved.