File for permanent disability asap. Hire a disability lawyer if it's complicated in your state. Once you're on it for 2 years, you get enrolled in Medicare automatically. You are also allowed to work a little bit here and there (Again, depends on your state), and when things improve you can go off it completely.
Hi @coyote. These feelings and memories are all bubbling up now for a reason. We've entered into the pre full mood period and I feel like there is something astrologically significant going on in your charts which makes this an especially powerful time for you to release this negative energy. Try not to dwell on the negative thoughts, but do allow them to come up as they may, observe them from a distance and then set the intention to release them from your energy field. Now is also a good time to do any type of energy work or ceremony that you are drawn to, with the purpose of clearing and releasing these lower vibrations. ❤️
I want to wish you well as you start this new transition in your life. New things can be both exciting and scary at the same time.
I also want to reassure you about growing older. I remember when I thought 25 was ancient(I was 14). My music teacher said voices drop lower around age 25. I couldn't imagine being THAT old.
I understand the feeling of not having a whole complete body that works well. I can feel the frustration in your words. Your body is beautiful, a vehicle for your beautiful soul. Even if it doesn't do what you want it to., or work as reliably as you'd like.
So I wish you well also for healing of your body. Much love and light to you as you step into a new life.
@coyote. Thank you for sharing with us. Transitions bring up all kinds of unresolved issues, don’t they? And here you are going through a major transition during a pandemic, an ongoing political crisis and assorted natural catastrophes. As an intuitive, you’re also picking up the fears of the collective. It’s overwhelming.
So, stop and breathe. You are a very intelligent young man and wise beyond your years. The trials and suffering you have experienced are refining you into a beautiful soul. There is purpose to your life. I have faith that you’re going to be okay. Much love to you, my friend.
@coyote, may you feel peace through your whole being and may you feel a lightness in your spirit.
- @tgraf66 if you can't beat them, join them. The unemployment departments need more staff. There are actually too few applicants here in Oregon. Nice desk job (with benefits!!) in a safe environment. I wish you well and hope these issues resolve themselves quickly. Hugs! :)
What a lot to experience at once! Just the move OR new job alone is HUGE. Pat yourself on the back for being so together that you can do all this. It's impressive. I hope the new job comes with nice coworkers who become family fast. They will enjoy their bright young newcomer. And you are in good hands here to ride through spiritual matters. I hope you will share more about all of this. Your path is literary. Finally, lean on us if depression is near. There are lots of us who would love to help you chase that monster off. Maternal love and hugs to you, Coyote. :)