@jeanne-mayell I want to thank you and everyone for all the love and reassurance you have sent to my family and I. I let my fears shadow my emotions and cause me despair,but I am getting better everyday because of the kind words of this community and my mother-in-law told me “Worrying your self to death isn’t gonna help, she’s been there, I need to be positive and productive to keep my mind straight and stop freaking out over things not yet to come cause the future isn’t set in stone.” Thank you for the reassurance that we will get to see my little one grow up and for telling us we are protected ? I feel all the love from y’all surrounding us everyday and it makes me believe deep down I will have a long life with him and watch him achieve greatness. He is such a kind hearted child, he will go up to anyone and make there day by saying hi then give them hugs. He is my little angel ? I feel this community as my second family I never knew I needed, but I love how supportive and caring every one of y’all are. Thank you empathic lights for everything you do ❤️❤️❤️?
This morning I woke up to the news that my students' Great Aunt was taken by Covid in the night. They are a poor black family. Today I am feeling their pain as well as the pain of the entire black community of Philadelphia. I so wish I could just go hug and hold my students today. They have lost friends and family members to violence and have had more losses than any kids of 13 and 17 should have to have. Now we work online, but I have given them the day off of course. This is my third year working with this family. They are like a son and daughter to me, especially during this year when I was estranged from my own child.
I sent a bouquet to the family. It is my love in the only way I can give it right now. I hope it comforts them.
Her name was Neicy and I am praying she is with the angels now.
Also, I am feeling so scared. Crying for them, crying for everyone. Being an empath is feeling overwhwelming right now.
@ghandigirl, you are such a beautiful soul. I understand the pain you must be feeling as you bear witness to the losses. Your students and their families are so blessed to have you in their lives, as are we in this community. You are a true healer.
I understand your fears and how overwhelming it feels right now. I feel that way too. Do you ever participate in Jeanne's Circle of Light Healing meditation on Wednesday evenings? It can be quite powerful and unifying. It can help me feel less alone in my grief.
With all of the uncertainty and darkness around us, there is still a space for hope. Life never stands still. There is still so much beauty in this world. ?
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Saw the first robin of spring today. Funny how nature just goes on despite the heartbreak.
It was very kind of you to send flowers. I went to the viewing of my ex-landlady, and was not one flower. Silly practical me gave them money.
My daughter in Tucson, AZ has had to stay home from work except for one day a week because her boss is afraid of catching the virus (her husband works at a food store). Anyway she has been sewing masks (125 so far) and giving them away. She gave me six. There are people here selling them for as much as $5. One person sold her's for $2 each. They cost about a dollar to make.
Apple.
Not my friend today.
You know the evil queen from Snow White? You know the poisonous apple she gives to Snow White?
Well, the evil queen has visited my home with not one but 2 poison apples today. One apple has produced swear words and high blood pressure. The other, a hard drive death sentence. She is EVIL I tell ya
I don't actually need support, had enough of "support" for the day lol. I just wanted to vent.
The Mac is under warranty, just over a year old, so there is that. My sanity? That is questionable at this point.
I wanted to let everyone know that I've been sleeping so much better lately. (in previous posts I asked for help with sleeping issues). It turns out that after a remote chat with my doctor and my own intuition about it, I reduced the amount of thyroid medication I was taking AND I stopped watching the news most nights. I get snipits now of the news from my husband and watch it occasionally only. Both of these things have helped me tremendously, as did the suggestions from Jeanne and Frank.
Thank you all and Namaste!
Hello everybody,
This is my first post and thought this would be the best thread to do it in. First of all, thank you for sharing your thoughts so openly and being so kind. I have been reading these forums for over 2 years and they've given me a lot of hope to get through these troubled times. I often find myself re-reading the predictions you've all made, when Mr. Turd has shown his mug again, and despair threatens to take hold.
I've been a sensitive (is that how you call it?) all my life and studied druidism for a while, before life snatched me up and I turned away from these things and slowly (sneaky in a way) I was 'turned off' so to speak. After 20 years in the dark I've made changes I should have made long ago and I clawing my way back to myself;-)
That said, I'm still dealing with the loss of my my best friend; my mother to Alzheimer's a few years ago (she still alive, but yeah...) who's journey to diagnoses was really ugly since it started right after the birth of my daughter and she got angry and dismissive because of the disease. I often feel like I had to choose between my daughter (I'm a single and working mom) and my mother so I'm still wrecked with guilt with no chance of absolution.
Apologies for rambling on, but the reason I am telling you is that I would have loved to be part of the intuitive group of Power of Eight, because I want to help and add to the army of love removed link However, I feel that I'm still slightly 'locked' due to the above.
I hope you don't mind me skulking and chipping in whenever I can add something.
Bless you all and thank you again!
Thank you for your post here, and blessings to YOU....
I have to say that if you are drawn to this 'sight', you are an intuitive, sensitive person, and we are all mirrors of one another, with much to contribute and inspire each other with ... especially in these transformational times!
Jeanne works very hard to make this forum a cohesive and open community, and you don't have to be an spiritual or intellectual giant, or anyone's bff, or even agree with anyone's perception, to participate.
We are one and all on the journey, and it would be wonderful if more people would manifest their thoughts, feelings and insights here ...together we are stronger.
With love and light ...?