I want to thank you all for the support and love.? I have a bad habit of freaking myself out. Sometimes when I'm reading through the predictions for the next decade it does that. I try to see the joy and hope it all of it. I'm going and had my son right out of high school and honestly just the thought of something happening to him scares me more than anything even though its completely out of my control. I am grateful for what I have, but my heart aches for his innocent little soul and everyone that is being affected full force by all of this. I assume you may say my senses are on overdrive (overwhelmed) and I don't seem to know how to help it, allot of things I've tried haven't worked. I get so worked up my stomach turns and the contents seem to want to be elsewhere. I'm trying to focus on the now but sometimes I'm worried about what the future holds for our little trio. I apologise for the long rant I may take a few days away and only check when in when I feel necessary. Sending all the Love and Light I can muster tonight to you all ? Thank you for being the family I never knew I needed!
I want to thank you again for your responses. Harriet didn’t not talk about why she was so angry at me and I didn’t ask today. She seemed to let go of her anger. I know she was triggered by something and I hope she and I can have an open talk about it soon.
what I saw about myself is that ongoing fear of being abandoned and going as far as
denying my expression of feeling for fear I will be abandoned. That opens up all kinds of things. The daily stress is enough to deal with. Having communication with others by zoom and telephones is not helpful enough as inter-action means just that as does commune-ication. Focusing on distance all the time just isn’t healthy....
Anita
hello everyone. i have an urgent request for your prayers. My mother has just been rushed to the ER. She is in the ICU, and they might have to intubate her, as she is having trouble breathing, and her heart and blood pressure is extremely low.
They dont know why this is happening, it just came on suddenly.
Thank you all
Sounding your mom in love and light? and I will keep her in my prayers
I am there with you, sending healing, support and love. As I pray for your mom, I see a group of angels watching over her with protective, comforting light. There is so much love there.
You both will be in my thoughts and prayers.
@unk-p sending your mom prayers and healing Holding you all in loving peace and light.
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Prayers for your mother.....
Anita
Seeing your mom and you surrounded in Light and prayers asking that all hands that touch her be Healing Loving hands and that the Highest Good for all concerned be manifest. Prayers ongoing.
I am seeing you mother held in deep comfort by loving, capable hands, as if she were bundled in the softest of blankets. I'll continue to hold her in my thoughts and send her healing energies.
thank you @laynara, @deetoo, @febbby23, @anita, @journeywithme2, @gbs, and everyone. It really means a lot to me.
She is now on a ventilator, and they are trying to get her heart rate stable, so that they can do a CatScan. We still don't know what happened- she asked me to help her to her room last night, and then she just collapsed in my arms.