My dear friend, I am so sorry you are feeling low. You matter to us and we know your life has great purpose. Please know that we feel your suffering and perhaps by feeling your suffering, we can help you bear the burden of it. You are dearly loved, Coyote. Sending you love, healing and light.
I am going to try for tomorrow too, but no promises yet. I have been getting through a bug, plus my Republican family is lashing out at me, but that only tells me that things are super crazy and my progressive energy is cutting through. I stand by my views and always will.
@coyote I’m so sorry you’re feeling so much pain. Please accept that you’re such a beautiful and special soul and you’ve lifted so many of us up with your kind and wise words. Sending you bundles of sunshine and healing hugs.
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@coyote, I am there with you sitting beside you. I can't know the physical pain you've had to endure at such a young age, not can I know the worry about decline you feel. But I do know how that isolation feels, I had it at various times as a child and I know how it feels to watch others thriving while you sit alone. It is a deep sense of loss, and at least, at least you are able to express it and tell us about it. We will be there with you the only way we can - in our hearts. You matter to us, you have helped us, changed us, guided us. We care about you, and will continue to send you love and healing.
@coyote don't give up or give in to despair. You are getting help even when you don't know it. Just this morning, out of nowhere, I was prompted by Spirit to do some energy work on you... and now I see why. You are here for a reason, just follow your heart and you will succeed. ❤️
The Mercury Retrograde today has been like a gentle Epiphany, in many ways a RELEASE of chafing karmic ties that have surfaced from soul depths and needed to be let go ...
Coyote, I so empathize with what you are experiencing my dear, and having been there, I realize that the greatest gift that we can give to ourselves is self -acceptance, self-care and kindness, and sweet blessed liberation....
A chronic disability in body is such a difficult burden to bear with... a few years ago, I went through a huge 'Tower' moment when my right leg had to be amputated at the knee (a tumor). I had to deal with it all on my own and was absolutely shown the beautiful power of Spirit as I allowed the sacred energetics to flow through my extremely wounded being and body. Adapting to a prosthetic and one leg was a bit of a challenge... it's amazing what one can survive, adapt to, and find peace with. We are much stronger than we know ...
Miracles start to manifest when we can catch the updraft and release.... it's an Ascension process, and Spirit is calling to you. Trust in all those loving souls who are so caring and lighting the pathway for you Coyote ... you are very much being held in high esteem and love ?
Something that will help is to check out the placement of CHIRON in your astrological birth chart... the place that heals, and the place that needs to be healed.
I know that your interest in the stars before may have led you to get your natal chart (?), and I feel that your Aries Sun may be placed there near Chiron, as well as Saturn (retro?) perhaps?... this can indicate blockages of the Solar Plexus that would need to be released. Reiki and chakra cleansing on a deep level is a wonderful healing experience.
With love and prayers for your happiness ?
@coyote Instead of asking "What if," let's ask "Why not". Why not give it your best and find out? Why not meet whatever comes with grace and lean on your friends for support? It is going to be a beautiful ride and thank you for sharing with us.
@coyote and to all us who experience the long walk down... down...down...until we can no longer stand...and even crawling seems hard. Know that in these times, little brother, little sister, you have an army of protection. Shields surround you and you are enveloped and protected by A love Unimaginable! It is only feeling awful because you feel alone. But it is you who dares to look him in the eye! Do not be afraid! Remember who you are! Remember why you are here! Remember!