Does your twin also have psychic sensitivities? Reading that hit me because my mother, who was an identical twin (sadly, her twin passed at 3-days-old), also has autoimmune issues (Hashimoto's and fibro), as did many of her siblings. And it's her ancestral line which is strongly psychic and mediumistic. Weird that I only just now put that together. Something to think about...
As for your auditory experience, yes!
I've experienced very similar here and there throughout my life. I'm certain many of us here have. I tend to hear a voice as though it were coming from just behind and to the right of me. Usually I hear it inside my head the way you described, as clearly as you'd hear any spoken voice. But I've occasionally heard an external auditory voice spoken directly into my ear.
I've been woken up dozens of times since childhood by the clear sound of my own name. That sort of thing is usually pretty startling (especially when I was a kid), and for years, I questioned whether I was inventing it—even when the sound was distinctly not my own. But I eventually realized that my guides were deliberately bringing me out of deeper sleep so that I could receive important information from that pre-sleep hypnogogic state, when we're most open. (Like how you receive images or "semi-dreams" as you're drifting off.)
There have also been times when I've heard a clear, almost urgent voice just before my life was in danger. For example, years ago, while traveling for work, I'd gone to an old shopping center I wasn't familiar with (it had almost no business). Within seconds of entering, I could feel someone behind me staring at me and all the hairs went up on my neck. I had to force myself to turn and make eye contact, and found a tall middle aged man, leaning against a jewelry counter. He was engaged in a conversation with another man but he was staring me dead in the eye with a look I can only describe as an unholy mixture of obsession and absolute hatred.
I'm a petite human like all the Lilliputians in my family, but at the time I was seriously ill and awaiting surgery. I didn't even weigh 90 pounds wet. If a predator selects the weakest, most vulnerable target to hunt, I was it.
As soon as I saw him, I turned on my heels and marched into a women's clothing store where I waited for like 20 minutes. I planned to leave the mall immediately, but wanted enough time to have passed so that he'd be gone when I walked out. And he was. So, I started speed walking down the same wide corridor I'd come in through back toward the row of glass doors to the parking lot. (This was during full daylight hours, mind you.) There wasn't anyone in that corridor when I started walking and I never heard a single footfall—trust me that my senses were on high alert during that trek.
Right as I got to the door and started to open it, I heard a disembodied voice as clear as any I've ever heard say, "Turn around!"
I turned around.
And that same man was standing OVER me, not 2 inches away, holding a metal pipe! (It's almost just as unnerving to revisit this 11 years later.)
Adrenaline is a wonder. Sick as I was, I literally crouched down like a ninja and darted past him, back into the mall where I ran like a cheetah into a Talbots. I grabbed the first associate I saw and told her to call 9/11. Weirdly, several plain clothes police officers were there in under 60 seconds (we all marveled at that) but the man was already gone. One of the officers was a woman and she told me that they'd gotten there so fast because there'd been recent incidents involving women, and they'd been looking for the suspect.
I can't tell you how grateful I am to Spirit for getting my attention, and then literally commanding me to turn around.
In your case, I think it's healthy and wise to question whether an experience was real. But I also want to point out that you say you heard the voice after you'd decided to connect with your guides—and after you asked a direct question. Sounds like you got your answer, all right. ?
Am playing catch-up with this amazing thread. Am still working my way through it since I was mostly off the grid last week.
@laura-f I love that visualization for feeling grounded you provided in your 7/31 post. I do one when I am afraid or intimidated that is similar and now have added yours to my repertoire. I sit down either in a chair or mat or floor, doesn't matter, and imagine a tail coming out of my tailbone and rooting me into the earth like a strong root.
Another visualization I do when I need to be in my higher self is to see that star energy that Michele included in the pdf she attached in her 7/30 post. I see that energy a lot coming from the heavens and feel spirit guides sending it through me to anyone I'm talking to or teaching. It guides me and even speaks through me. It makes me feel happy and full, like there is nothing more I need in this world when I'm channeling that energy.
@michele-b-here-in-the-forum: I loved that image you posted. It fits something I see often when I'm reaching for light and connection both from above and from the earth.
I think we all have been going through Vestralux's dark night of the collective soul.
The Mueller disappointment was hard for me and I had to do a fair amount of self care to get through it, but at least I was warned by Bluebelle and my dreams.
I'd also seen Mueller would be hurt back in December when I was making that YouTube of 2019 Predictions. I started talking about Mueller and suddenly got that there would be interference. I stated it as it came to me on camera. Then I also got that the information was nevertheless going to be in the report, and guess what, it IS in the report. There is enough there to indict and convict DT.
But Barr bars it. Barr bars anyone from pursuing the truth that would hurt his president. His indignation and shock regarding Epstein's death also was fake.
When I saw Mueller testify, I felt that Barr had directly interfered with him. So Barr lied about that. He doesn't think of himself as a liar. To him, his positions and statements are a matter of ideology, but there is no ideology in lying and covering up the truth. As soon as he became the A.G., the investigation was curtailed.
I also noticed that Mueller looked diminished during the hearings. This may have been caused partly by health problems which may have been brought on by energetic interference. Or it may just be the stress that got to him. I feel he was told that his family would suffer - children and grandchildren if he didn't do what he was told. I doubt anyone threatened him directly, only indirectly, but I felt fear coming from him during the hearings.
I could go into more detail about it, but I find it draining to think about.
I felt that fear coming from him too, Jeanne, and I agree. It's awful, and yes, too draining to think about. Still, I feel compelled to restate my absolute faith that the integrity of his work will prevail in the end. I don't know how long it will take, but I sense it'll be exactly as long as necessary.
I also feel the Mueller Report will be used to bring out the truth and hold the guilty to account.
Trying to catch up on all this stuff too!
to answer your question- yep! In another thread i wrote about how she has spirits come to her all the time when she sleeps, they are attracted to her. Not sure about my mom or her sister... but I’m sure theres something there!!
weirdly enough- the voice i heard absolutely was coming from behind the right side of my ear. 100%!! Thats so cool!
I also have experienced since I was little waking up from someone shouting my name- its super alarming, but I thought everyone had that happen to them often! Lol. I wakeup out of a dead sleep and I'm wide awake and alert when that happens. I don't know if I was ever paying attention to much when that happened enough to notice if I received anything or any kind of message. It always felt like someone wanted me to pay attention to something though, like warning me, or drawing my attention to something. Also often during a pretty intense dream as well... This is great info, I’m really glad you mentioned this. Just to add- as I’m thinking back on these times, Im remembering that often this voice sounds like my mother’s. Not necessarily exactly like hers, but it feels like a mother, or someone related to her or motherly in some way. I get a mom vibe.
After reading your story about the mall- holy crap! I just got major goosebumps. I love that story, and I’m very happy you're safe and made it out alive. Wow. That is absolutely stunning.
It's very cool how some of these things are quite similar. I know a lot of other people who share them too. So interesting. And I love that the voice you hear sounds somehow maternal—that's lovely.
In my family, it's pretty standard to have spirits visiting at all hours. My posts above were already super long so I didn't mention that sometimes when a spirit is particularly telepathic (and has been passed over long enough to acquire the skill) they can project a voice. I keep myself shielded all the time unless I want to be open, so I don't have to worry about the source of any voice I might hear (I know it's always a trusted guide, loved one, or some aspect of my higher self). I find if you set a strong and clear intention, and maintain vibrational hygiene, you'll always know.
I had another experience similar to the mall one. About 17 years ago, I was traveling with a girlfriend and we were getting settled into our hotel room late at night. We'd just set our bags down and she decided to head to the ice machine. One of us flipped that secondary security latch on the door so she could easily get right back in without needing her key.
Not even a few seconds after she'd walked out I heard the door open again, but when I turned to see why she was back so fast, I was met by a very large stranger—at least 6'5", 300+ lbs. He was standing directly behind me, again, just inches away. I remember being completely frozen, but even if I'd been able to move, he was blocking my way.
It really seemed like only seconds had passed since my girlfriend had walked out that door, but it instantly burst open again and she ran into the room shouting something like, "What are you doing here?!! GET OUT! GET OUT OF HERE!!!" That guy could have easily subdued us both with one hand, but her entrance startled him enough that he just ran out.
Later, she told me that she'd been all the way down the (long) hall and around the corner when she thought she heard me yell for her. But I hadn't been able to blink, much less speak, so if she heard a voice, it wasn't mine.
Oh my gosh!! That is insane, and so scary! it really makes you feel grateful for all those guiding us, me at least. and thank god for your friend hearing your name as well! Im sure that shook her.
the only story i can think of is actually about my boyfriends mom. She often talks about how her dead family members/ relatives come visit her in her dreams, and I’m not sure she makes much of it, she is very blue collar, catholic type who I would imagine wouldn't be into all that, but who knows.
my boyfriend was in mexico with a group of friends vacationing and late at night they had been drinking and messing around. One of his friends challenged him to “arm wrestling” (yeesh- boys, come on, i know) and his upper arm totally snapped. Broken. I’ll save the details from there, but lets just say it required major surgery. He had to be life-flighted to san diego but had no way to contact anyone besides his friends on the trip who knew. He told me once he got to san diego and was able to get in contact with his parents, he was surprised because his mom had already been awake. It was maybe 4 or 5 in the morning at this point. She told him that a few hours prior she woke up up from a dead sleep in a state of sheer panic, and just *knew* something was wrong with her son. She had had a dream that he was crying and shouting her name saying “mom help!” , and she was waiting for a phone call from him. She knew hours before anyone knew, actually. And immediately woke up her husband and said “something happened in mexico, i think he’s hurt.”
He was totally weirded out when he told his mom what had happened and his mom was like “oh, i know”
I believe my twin and I have also had some things like this. Sometimes in the past if one of us was going through a difficult period in life, or undergoing something very emotionally stressful, without the other one even knowing much about it, one of us will hear that twin calling out for us in our sleep. I never knew if it was connected to just projective personal dreams about this or something more telepathic, but as twins we definitely do share that connection. One of us could never cry without the other one inexplicably crying too. My mom always said It was like a bargain deal- if one of us got hurt, she had two crying children. I wouldn't stop until I saw she was okay. That might be relatively normal for twins though.
I think its really special that you have this protective voice/ guides looking out for you. For me, i always get strong feelings- the emotional reaction of “oh.. no way... not walking down *that* specific way home today” but I’m not sure if its been very vocal. I’d have to think about that one for a while.
I suppose I’d have to be more tuned into it. I suspect theres a lot more I can develop as far as this type of skill that perhaps I was not totally open to previously.
I feel like anyone with chronic health conditions is closer to Source and will therefore be more receptive to psychic phenomena. I say that as someone who was born with a genetic condition (not autoimmune) whose symptoms have been manifesting in my life in various ways for as long as I can remember. I'm the only one in my family with the condition, and I also happen to be the most spiritually and psychically inclined compared to my parents and siblings. So perhaps simply dealing with recurring health issues opens us to more realms of possibility in the universe.
On the topic of autoimmunity, the industrial world really is experiencing an epidemic of autoimmune disorders that, as recently as 30 years ago, were exceedingly rare. Several books have been written on the topic, but most explanations focus on the abundance of chemical toxins in our ambient environment and food supply (and yes, that includes a surfeit of sugar). So perhaps an emergent solution to the current state of society will involve a critical mass of autoimmune afflicted individuals waking up to their psychic capabilities and knowledge, putting their feet down, and declaring "No more!"
I always feel like I don’t belong on this planet. And as someone who should be more optimistic and joyful for others, I find myself really crotchety in my old age.
I don’t like this very heavy Earth. Although I do like Chipotle