You are not alone with the anxiety and agitation you feel. I feel it too. In fact, I have felt strong anxiety around the full moon for the past 4 months. This is new to me.
Two days ago, I was driving through my suburb in the morning when I observed several species of wild birds behaving strangely in small ways. The word 'mayhem' kept popping into my head when I would think about the way the birds behaved. I could literally feel the agitation bouncing off them. First I saw a species of Honeyeater that isn't usually seen around here. Then I saw a duck walking (barely) on the slanted tiled roof of a house. Then I saw a different duck flying down the middle of the road for about 200 metres at a height of about 50cms. I also saw a raven chasing 3 sulfur crested cockatoos, and 2 smaller birds almost flew into my car. All in the space of about 10 minutes. To the point where I wondered if I might be hallucinating. The behaviour isn't outlandish, but I felt as though I had walked into Dr. Seuss' Wacky Wednesday!
Two days ago I noticed clumps of bird feathers on my driveway as if there was a skirmish.
I don't usually remember my dreams, but last night I had a dream that I can piece together a bit... I was in some sort of lab or shoppe with a long table and my father was lying on it; I think he was dead but I had no reaction to it. Then a lady comes in and asks what kind of purse I want. Then I see this huge animal, not necessarily an alligator because it was upright, not moving so I assume it is dead with alligator skin. I don't know how to answer her... So she starts into some sort of work in another room. Then the dream shifts into a museum and I was proud of how nice the museum was. It was a museum about the beach that I always go to every summer. Large sculptures. Very old looking displays but very well kept. Then I woke up.
Has anyone recently experienced heightened and quickened arguments with a SO? It has been about stuff we have discussed before but the mood is like flash paper now.
@jovesta I haven't had any changes with my SO, but our relationship is in the 'new' phase. I read somewhere recently that with many of the planet in Virgo and because of another transit that people are more likely to find fault with others.
@villager maybe you're receiving a sign of something. I know it does feel like 'mayhem' in the news. People are reacting to the craziest things. I read somewhere of a person attacking someone because they waited too long for their food order. Can you imagine someone doing that a decade ago? I don't think it would have happened.
I was feeling calm during the weekend and even on Monday, but my anxiety levels have been increasing as well. Keep waiting for something to "pop", kind of like when the pressure on your ears is building and there will be a sudden reequilibration (that will likely hurt a bit).
I just want to beat the crap out of someone or something....all this tension, anger, frustration....it is all bottled up and I want to have it all vent out in rage.....hopefully directed at the source.
How effing enlightened of me......
Hello my fellow empaths. I am finally going to post. I am a 19/20. My whole family, 7 of us, are extremely sensitive empaths! The next generation as well. We know we are different. Our sense of humor helps us immensely. When we get together we laugh and laugh and laugh until our bellies hurt. We need a lot of alone time. This calms us. We help each other when we have melt downs. We all live in beautiful places with nature at our doorstep. This is absolutely necessary. Our greatest gift to the world is our ability to give a sense of understanding, awareness, and encouragement to others. We all do this in our uniquely different ways. I help calm people by being in their presence. I can read people by being in their presence. I know their struggles, their pain, their strengths, their abilities. If I feel my wisdom can help I address it directly and immediately. I try to use words of encouragement. It comes from a deep sense of feeling and knowing. People usually cry. People often hug me. People either love me or hate me. I can be used as a scapegoat for peoples anger when they realize I see them and they feel vulnerable. They project their hatred of self onto me. I know when they are doing it. It makes me very sad. But, I stand in strength. It is a lonely path at times. This is why I enjoy this forum. I feel connected here. You are beautiful people with amazing gifts for this world! Thank you all!
How amazing your life is!!! Has your gift always been this trained or did it take you some time to learn to use it?
I feel the same way about being near nature... If I am couped up, I get very sad....
Hello my friend. Yes, I am blessed! As we all are. Recognizing our gifts is a lifetime journey for most. We are always learning and expanding, and therefore our gifts that we bring grow bigger as well. When I was young I lived a life full of multitudinous trauma. It was my teaching ground. It brought me fully into my awareness that I am a healer. I have not always understood it but I always knew I was different. Trust your senses my friend. You are communicating with your higher self.
I have felt the anxiety of this world my whole life. So, what is happening in the world right now is not new for me. I remember freaking out in the 80's wondering why people were going along like everything is just fine. I wanted to scream at the world, "Get off the beach! A tidal wave is coming!" I dreamt 1000 tidal wave dreams. Everyone is always unaware. I am always watching from a higher perspective. The tidal wave was hitting our planet's health; the environment, the animals, the people, the weather, the water, the very soul of our existence. I cried all the time. I was so sad for a long time. It was hard for me to allow it to be and to still function. Giving to others, being with animals, and replenishing in Nature gave me joy. It literally saved my life. But, now people are changing. People are waking up. They are more sensitive. The new generation, Feels everthing! People are feeling the anxiety of our natural world and our ability to survive. I say thank God you are feeling it! Wake up to it! Sit in it! Yes its uncomfortable. It makes you want to crawl out of your skin. Yes! Yes! Yes! And that's what Trump did for the U.S. He made us want to crawl out of our skin! We are sitting in a whole lot of uncomfortable. Many are dieing so that we can awaken. The animals are dieing. People want to know "How much Longer will it be?" Right? The focus here is very political. But, like others have clearly stated in this forum, our problems do not go away when Trump leaves office or even with a blue wave. Don't get me wrong, I will party in the streets and howl at the moon with the rest of you when this happens. But I, like you, am all to aware that our collective consciousness created the problem. In order to shed light on our need to heal, to expand, to lighten up, we are right here right now. We are O.K. We are just fine people! In fact, if you are reading this, you are an amazingly beautiful soul that came here to help uplift us all. Thank You! We are all helping. Healing is spontaneous, in the blink of an eye, all things are changed. A shift has already happened! It is in the act of the observation itself that brings it to us. It is already done. It is our collective that Has Risen UP and we are solving this problem! I feel excitement! It's been a long time since I felt excitement. Do you feel it? I Do. People are coming out of a deep slumber. I am Rejoicing!
Thank you! I am also living with bipolar disorder and ever since that diagnosis, I believed the disease was the cause of my sensitivity. Now I am able to connect the dots and see that my heightened emotions are at least partly my ability to internalize other's emotions and energy. Now I want to learn not to get overwhelmed by it! hahah!!