Your post is powerful. You are very brave and I send you all my love and my strength as a survivor.
I am holding your daughter in prayer. You are a wonderful protector ❤
Last night I took a look at my daughter's twitter account, which I secretly do from time to time, and learned she was in a serious car crash. I had so much trouble getting to sleep that after two hours I overmedicated myself and later fell in the bathroom in the middle of the night hitting my head on the side of the tub, albeit lightly. Must have had an angel on my shoulder because I could have hurt myself much, much more than I did.
I woke up in a terrible state and left two calm (while panicking) messages for my ex. I think they didn't tell me because unmedicated I would have driven down to them in hysterics. Neither of them takes the time to see that I am so much better now.
She is okay, my ex said. She might have a slight concussion he said, and her car is totaled.
This happened TUESDAY. I found out from a post online on THURSDAY. Besides intensely worrying about her, I can't hardly process how much neither one of them telling me, and finding out like that, has hurt me. To be so out of the loop and never knowing what is happening in her world, her continued silence, even though she called in July to make peace, is maddening.
I had suggested we three meet, my ex, her, and me, during the Thanksgiving weekend and no one bothered to respond. It's just beyond hurtful to be locked out and away from her. I miss her every single day. They didn't let me know they both had Covid until months afterward. And although I love them both I am still persona non gratis.
I let my ex know from now on he must tell me how she is, since she doesn't. I told him I can't fully support her if I don't know if she is sick, hurt, or traumatized. I told him I am different now and would not be hysterical. He agreed.
It is a lonely place to be. Send us all some light but send the most to me. This truly depresses and upsets me.
@ghandigirl 🙏🏻❤️💚💜🙌💜💚❤️🙏🏻
Just an update: I've gotten past the five-day testing thing, all negative tests and no symptoms, so I appear to be okay. My mom is still quarantining until next Friday, and although she seems to be doing better physically (she's starting to cough up a lot of stuff, which is good), she is still extremely fatigued after even the lightest efforts. Mentally she's very down, partly because it's winter so there's not as much sunlight (she's a leo...she lives for sunlight! 😁) and she can't get outside to work in the garden/yard, but also because this has really brought her up short about her age and how dependent she is on my sister and I, and I don't think it's sitting well with her.
Anyway, prayers, love, and energy for her would be very much appreciated.
@tgraf66 sending prayers to your Mom. A sun lamp might help her through these darker days. Best wishes.
@tgraf66 I can understand that - when I herniated the 2 discs in my back this past June... and lost all summer and most of fall as well as having to deal with physical limitations I had to accept that at 67 I can not do it all myself anymore... a very hard thing to admit. SAD is a thing too. I will 🙏🏻💚🙏🏻 for your mom daily as I empathize with her.
Hi friends
Busy Smiling you are on my mind. Continued prayers.
Our friend Mark had been misdiagnosed and is recovering from ulcers.
I am practicing Acceptance, We can't always have the relationship we wish for but the love is still there nonetheless.
2 major shootings in just a few days. First Colorado Springs and now what is being reported as a mass shooting at a Virginia Walmart late Tuesday evening.
Each one of you dear departed souls matter. May there be blessings found in these tragedies.
May love and peace prevails on earth.
Hi everyone,
Can you please send light and protection to Raphael Warnock and former President Obama? I feel strongly they could use the good energy as they campaign. I asked Jeanne to please give them a mention during the Circle of Light meditations.