Ok also trying to remind myself Jeanne said I had an eject button but wouldn’t need it. I appreciate the good thoughts and the light everyone!
Having the ability to use an "ejection button" is sooooo powerful. Glad you know you have one, even if you never decide to use it.
Wishing you all the best. School is almost over this year and I bet you can't wait for a long, well deserved break.
So much good advice.
As a fellow educator, who is a specialist and highly effective...here is my experience.
The more you excel, the more some people may try to pin you down, finding fault real or imagined.
These challenging people dwell in jealousy. There is no upside to that.
However, you can do some things. Keep it short and simple when asked a question. Keep it to yourself, meaning don't draw attention. If you can fake defencerence do so. But keep your cards close to your chest. Give her nothing to go on.
If conflict arises quote articles. Make it about information. Take your opinion out of the discussion if possible.
You know you are great and she does too.She. probably has siblings who are like you that she resents or bullies.
You have a union behind you if it is untenable. They are your eject button I think. Remember unions protect educators.
Oh my I am late to the party!!! Dannyboy I have been thinking of you all day long but I promised myself I would finish my chores before I walked into the Forum. (I am oldER and slow so it took all day!) I have to say I concur with what everyone else has said: Burn that candle (what a great process Lynn!) I also like @journeywithme2's suggestion of the name on a slip of paper and freeze it. I can add a variation to that is to put the nameslip of paper in sea salt and set it in the sun (or moonlight). You can also use what Spiritualists call the Violet Fire or Violet Flame to transmute stuff in the etheric if for some reason an actual candle is not safe. Just imagine a giant violet Flame atop a brilliantly White candle and place the situation in the flame. You can also, since the Violet Fire does not burn anyone, actually stand in the fire yourself and transmute your own frustrations and angers that arise with all the absurdity of this woman's actions. Or throw the rock of fear into the dove of peace from the meditation I put in the other thread (thank you @lowtide and @lovendures for the kind words about the meditation)
OK. Now.Spirit has messages for you.
I have with me a Master Healer I have worked with for many many years. He first came to my husband who was learning Shiatsu at the time. Dr. Gin (yeah, that's the name he gave us 30+ years ago) said he wanted me to find a crystal or stone to represent him and when he wanted to invite someone to work with him a Readee would pick that stone. Well. That stone (in mind not literally this time) has been with me all day, along with dear Dr. Gin. He shows himself to me as Asian, about five feet tall. He wears the most glorious robes, white silk robes that are so completely embroidered in a plethora of colors and shapes that only because the whiteness of the silk radiates Light do you even know there is white holding the colors. Now that is how is always shows himself to me. He may show himself to you in another way, do not restrict yourself to my visual. The thing about Dr. Gin is that 1) he is a Master Teacher of Healing and 2) his modality is Shiatsu, the energy flows of the body HOWEVER, his process is LAUGHTER. Yes, Shiatsu is all about touch and energy work on the body but he has always insisted to me that actual healing comes from laughter, joy, giggles. He very much wants to work with you, if you are willing to work with him. The situation of the unkind lady is already in his healing hands. His invitation is for beyond the situation with this woman. All you have to do is say yes or no. (to him not me!!!) He says she is jealous of you. Jealousy is the fear of not being good enough or the fear of not being as good as....so he is enveloping her in the Creator's Love with ribbons of joy threaded through it. She of course, can choose to accept or reject healing, but the sending is always there. You do not have to learn Shiatsu! It is your laughter, your (excuse me) wise-assery sense of humor, and your love of education/teaching that drew him to you. He is a marvelous Teacher, ancient in wisdom, and as Young as the Dawn each morning. The twinkle in his eye is mischievous. His healing art is infinite. If there are times when you cannot find it in yourself to think even neutral thoughts toward this woman, send them instead to Dr. Gin and he will transmute them and send healing to her for you.
As a giggle, to me he just said, look up "Gin" The "drink?" I answer "yes, it is after all a 'spirit'" he chuckled. I rolled my eyes but I looked up Gin (I am not a drinker) and it says it is from Juniper Berries. "Look up Juniper Berries," he says, his chuckles deep and warm. I look up Juniper berries. "Natural Antiseptic" dr. GOOGLE says, "removes TOXINS, I read, "may help to improve digestion, aids restful sleep, good for the heart." My mischievous Master Healer taps me on the shoulder: "Do you get it?" he chuckles, "Dannyboy doesn't need juniper berries but he could use ME, Dr. Gin!"
Lordy. I once made a vow that I would not work with ANY entity in spirit who did not have a sense of humor. See what that brought?? I am blessed beyond belief.
Enjoy Dannyboy, Dr. Gin is a real character and a joy to have at your back.
Blessings and Light, Tesseract
PS (because I am NOT doing anymore tonight. You do have a karmic past life connection with the woman.)
@dannyboy im late to the party too but I’m also an educator and I’ve seen a lot of control and power play out and I’m close to the union rep. First people constantly tell her stuff so just let them know so it’s documented- sounds like you have already.
Second, she sounds like a narcissist and having an ex who is one maybe read up a little on it- the internet is full of helpful tips in dealing with them. So, It’s not your trip, it’s hers.
Why do you have to do anything differently- if you wrote I’ve been swamped sorry this is a day late- that’s a nothingburger being twisted into a pretzel to be a problem.
If you have karma with her (or use another word if you want) it’s going to come to a head whether you do nothing or if you do everything in your power to control it or even if you stay up every night worrying about it. Do your job and if something happens ask yourself what opportunity it creates for you, what lesson is the universe offering?
@tesseract I see him clearly when you described him and his grin is … wow. It’s hard not to feel better when he’s smiling at me like that!
We have a black polished stone. I don’t know the type of rock but it’s semi porous. My wife’s grandfather used to polish them and give them to family members. He called them “gillyhoo eggs.” And said they take hundreds of years to hatch but we had to take care of them in the meantime. Not only do I want Dr Gin in my life - when you described the crystal part the Gillyhoo egg was the first thing that sprang to mind and I don't think about that egg/stone often. I’ll hold it or look at it when I need him. (Or think of it if I need him at work)
I wonder what my past karmic connection with my boss is! I don’t get the sense that that part matters quite as much outside of context of the present. Jealousy tracks. She’s drowning in the job. I have three of them on paper and am organized enough to take part or all of most Fridays off in trade time. I’ve offered to help her before and that offer was always denied. When I talked to my union rep about the trade time piece he told me I was in my right to take it (and when I told him I moved some of next years around to not always be a Friday he told me that was generous of me but not required)
this woman is in her mid sixties which is usually when people have left the field already - she chose to work in the charter school world for a good chunk of her career and I think she’s here now for the public pension (she hates unions and I believe is very much a TFG supporter which also makes this situation a little precarious - the union part at least. I love though how she's willing to ride in and take a public pension though which unions fought for.) I think of my own father who died in his 70s without ever retiring and I know that’s not the life for me. I can go in 9 (at the age of 53 because I turn 44 in just a few weeks) - I may stay 10 to get my current student loans for my new degree discharged (I guess that may fuel the jealousy too - I do three jobs at work AND am going back to school full time - I’ll be more “degreed” than her in the end)
But in the mean time I have to MAKE it there so I’ll continue to exercise caution and I’ll continue to try to walk the walk I preach with hat 3 and channel my empathy and compassion like we talk about with SEL. But in nearly 30 years of working every boss I’ve had I’ve never had a conversation like this one.
gillyhoo egg pic attached :-)
Everyone - thank you again. I know that this too (including this boss's time in my work sphere) will pass.
@dannyboy love the gillyhoo egg - it looks like a piece of ancient meteorite or stones evolved from ancient tarpits/volcanoes... it's energy is a "timelessness" and "solid as a rock" steady - giver of strength and endurance to me.
Hugs! You've got this ...Keep shining your special Light... our children need more teachers like you ... so much is being done to erode public education these days. That is one reason she can not vibrate at your level ... she backs the GQP belief of not all deserve an education and indoctrinate not teach those at the lower rungs. You are a warrior teaching students to think, to reason, to feel, to question, to reach out...and so much more. You have many beings of Light supporting you as you do your most vital, needed work.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dQOaUnSmJr8
I have not been on the Forum much lately, but am catching up on this thread a bit. You have had so much good advice here, @dannyboy ! I am sure all of this happening during the craziness that is May (schoolyear-wise) is additionally stressful. I know you will find your way through it, especially with the additional advice and support you received here.
I loved what @tesseract described about the Violet Fire or Violet Flame. I had not heard of that before and plan to use it myself.
In addition, I would love to ask for some good energy, support, perseverance and clarity for myself and my family regarding two situations. I will be deliberately vague (apologies) as I want to protect some personal info, but 1) we have been dealing with a long-standing set of issues with our younger teenaged daughter and have been bogged down trying to find the right path forward, best solutions, etc. Some helpful solutions have been put into place recently for school, so that is great. But she really needs an internal breakthrough that will allow her to move forward in a better way. 2) the other situation is with a family friend who is undergoing a health crisis that has shifted his way of life moving forward. Much of this has come to a head in the last two weeks and my husband has been helping some mutual friends with the situation. It has been really difficult and just plain draining for everyone involved.
So, with all that has been going on, the Violet Flame transmutation sounds very appealing! And may be very helpful. Any additional clearing, clarity, breakthroughs, or other good energy anyone has to spare would be most welcome. We do have outside professional supports/physicians for both situations, but it does take a toll over time in just plain old stress. Thanks to you all.
Here is what I received about the past life.
Initially I saw a little girl, around eight years old wearing a blue pinafore over a dark brown wool dress. This is not you this is the woman supervisor in your current life. I asked when and where and got Ireland to which I replied, “Oh come on Spirit his username is Danny Boy, really?!! Ireland??!! are you sure this isn’t just me making it up?” (Libra negative, mistrust of self) Smart (yet gentle of course) nudge on the back of the head and “get out of your head and listen please.” So Ireland end of 1700s or early 1800s. I am not a history person so I have no idea what was going on at that time, but it feels uneasy to me. There is a castle or manor, large dwelling at least, that indicates some wealth for this little girl. She looks healthy, but very withdrawn, not scared so much as almost so shy she cannot hold a conversation. So I ask, where the heck is Dannyboy in this picture? In walks a tall, very stern woman in heavy clothing, dreary colors. Dreary face! Ick I say! (and get another scoldy yet loveish knock on the noggin!) This woman is the little girl’s governess and she, the governess, is exceedingly unhappy to be a female and a governess. Unaware of course, but unhappy with the lot of women in general and herself in particular. She wants to be out DOING THINGS and instead she is stuck here TEACHING!!! And the little girl has what in current times we would call dyslexia and is profoundly withdrawn because of her inability to grasp letters and numbers. She can draw beautifully, but does not know how to translate her drawing to communicate let alone to help with reading and numbers. Perhaps she is also somewhere on the autistic scale I wonder? The governess is not cruel by any means, but she has no sympathy because she simply cannot understand not being able to read or do sums.She thinks the little girl is lazy or stupid. Plus, she does NOT want to teach. She wants to be out in the world like her brothers, adventuring and gallivanting but she is a woman and so she has to either be a wife or be a governess.
I believe my dear Dannyboy, you are the marvelous Teacher you are, in part, because of this past life. Many times we do not have any idea about the influence of our past lives until something specific brings it to the surface. I suspect you are teaching because your soul did discover its joys and in this life you are able to not only do many things within the teaching (governing??? Of departments) but you also experience joy and give joy during your teaching. Besides, you are male in this life and don’t have to put up with all that crap that puts boundaries around women even in2023!!!
The little girl in the woman of today remembers the stern dreary indifferent governess and is incensed with you but she doesn’t really know why. Now, she has not been doing well in this life anyway, she has harbored negatives and been too caught up in self-sustaining misery to move into joy even when joy has been made available to her.
We don’t have to work out karma with the person we created it with, but in this case you have been given the opportunity to return negatives with compassion and understanding. All the marvelous techniques and ideas you have been given through this wonderful forum, both literal in the work world and spiritual within the soul, will help you through this. I do not believe she will be in your life for very long. Whether she accepts healing or not is not your responsibility. Your (karmic) responsibility is to, with as much ease and grace as possible, cope with her literal crap while sending her unconditional love and light. Dr.Gin will be there with you for that if the child/woman’s behaviours are too destructive for you to handle on your own.
I think that is all. I am going to go get Dr. Gin’s Oracle Stone and take a picture of it to share and I love that you have a stone to represent him for you. I am writing in Word not at the forum but will look at your Dr.Gin stone when I get to the forum. Thank you for allowing me to dip into your past life, I miss this part of Reading for folks, as I no longer regularly Read (I am immunocompromised) for folks at Fairs or privately in person. Blessings and HUGS! Tesseract
Regarding the Violet Flame
Most folks identify the Violet Flame with St. Germaine, and you can find a lot of info on the ‘net about him and the Flame. I can’t really remember when I first heard about it but it was long before the internet. I do associate the giving of the Flame to the Earth plane with St. Germaine, but when I work with the Flame it is always with Archangel Uriel, because I was taught he was the Archangel of the Violet Ray and hence the Archangel in charge of the Violet Flame. The net says differently, I just looked. The thing is, what was in books and classes back in the 70s varied depending on where you were and who was teaching. This is true on the internet as well. Both varied in many ways EXCEPT for St. Germain’s place in the Gift of the Flame to humanity.
So all you really have to do (if you haven’t already) is type in St. Germain on Google and a ton of stuff will follow. There will be rules and “correct ways” and “I have the TRUE info” stuff and this and that and the other thing. It is my belief, however, that Spirit reaches each of us one-to-one. I have therefore been a rebel about rules and “onlys” when it comes to contacting and interacting with Spirit. Perhaps being raised strict Presbyterian, and told by my Mother: “No one needs anyone to intercede with you and God. Just Pray directly to Him,” created that stubbornness as I waded through all the stuff there was, even before the internet. So when I moved on into the whole “You have to stand before the Karmic Board and have a Band of Spirits each one representing a particular department... “ I just shrugged my shoulders and said to myself, ”No I don’t.” and I continued to be blessed with communication with and from many Beings in Spirit. I know I am always wrapped in what I call the “Everlasting Arms” of the Creator.
What I have found in the 50 years I have been studying and working with metaphysics and Spirit, is that knowledge is a living thing, even for Spirit, and that Spirit changes tasks, Rays, and Masteries from time to time just as we do as we live and grow down here. They have their specialties, just as we do, because Spirit is never stagnant. They are dynamic and continue to learn and grow so, I hear them say, do not put us in a box! They don’t like being constrained any more than we do. I guess in some ways the knowledge that is channeled depends on who is channeling and even more importantly, WHY. I have observed a number of very famous channels over the years turn into egotistical money grubbers, and others go off on crazy-strange fanatical paths. Spirit leaves those channels, the vibe changes drastically.
What I suggest is that you explore the info in books, on the ‘net, and any other teachers in your arena, and then gently set all that aside and just ASK SPIRIT for what is best for you to know and what will work for you and WHO in Spirit to work with. St. Germain is probably the best place to start with regarding the Violet Flame because he is the one constant in ALL the information that criss crosses the years and through the information from books to the digital highway.
There is mis-information mixed all across the internet on many topics, but excessively so in terms of Spirit. I explored at length before I found Jeanne. This site is the highest vibration I have ever run across in terms of teaching, discussions, and openness to a variety of understandings IF they are based in [unconditional] Love. There is no one here better than anyone else. THAT is unusual. THAT is a gift of great value! We are lucky that Jeanne has created a safe, balanced, open space on the digital highway to explore as you will, share, and discuss. So if you do go exploring the Violet Flame online, take your sense of the vibe of THIS site with you as you explore and if something resonates with the truth and joy and trust of this site, then you are most likely reading/viewing information that is in harmony and in truth with what we connect with here. Thoughtful discernment is the path to Spirit and Love is the music that allows us to hear what resonates individually within the Wholeness that is God.
I love working with the archangels and Uriel has always been there for me with the Violet Flame. I simply don’t care whether or not the Net versions consider him to be the Violet Flame archangel. He IS that for me because he brings the Flame to me when I ask and it always helps. The Violet Flame protects and transmutes. It is a marvelous way to dispense with all the variations of fear, especially in this time of the underbelly of human emotions lying heavy on the top of humanity. That will ease, as we know from the Great Turning info from Jeanne and everyone on this forum. I also use what I call the Gold Light of Goodness. I often weave these two Rays together in the etheric as a protective cocoon around me when I sleep or to help those in need.
I’ve posted the following prayer before, but it is unendingly useful, so perhaps it will help in your situations.
Namaste, Tesseract (long winded as usual)
Prayer for Deleting Negative / Mis-qualified Energies / Thoughtforms / Entities
Father/Mother God send whatever help is necessary in whatever form is necessary to take this energy HERE AND NOW to its right place in the universe. All cords and all connections are cut NOW. The void left by this eradication is now filled with Light, Love, and Divine Guidance, Right Action, *(any other adjectives you wish to fit in!) THE DOOR IS SEALED. That which we send away is met by the Light and taken to its proper place in the universe. Amen and Amen.
Today was my daughter's show. It was a very funny show and I enjoyed seeing it and even won the 50/50 raffle. My ex and I got along okay all things considered, and I had a nice visit with Penny, the dog I gave to my daughter as a gift of love when I left.
BUT, I forgot something very important. I forgot to visit my dog Toby's grave on the side of the house, where I spent a great deal of time with him in life . It has been over a year since I visited his grave, and my ex and daughter and pretty Penny.
I felt so much loss and grief when I got home and realized I had not visited him. . I also felt guilt. I was very tense and overwhelmed. I allowed myself the grief and the loss, talking myself through it and doing some sketches of Toby and even writing in a new journal gifted to me. I haven't journaled in years.. That helped.
I am believing tonight that he left me so I could find myself and to release me from a life that wasn't working for all of us. I apologized to him for forgetting and moved myself back into acceptance and gratitude. That little dog saved me in so many ways. I forgot how much I miss him.
I also reminded myself that I can visit him in my mind anywhere and at anytime. And I applauded myself for being strong enough to revisit my past path to ensure my future path will be healthier with them going forward. I am still grieving and sad though. and miss my dog and my old life sometimes, but life moves on,and I am in it.
@dannyboy Chipping in here on my phone where I’m not so adept,traveling overseas where internet is occasional (Corsica). wished to share with you the traditional Hawaiian practice of reconciliation and forgiveness of Ho’oponopona - shared with me by my massage therapist. It has helped me so much. You can look it up in lots of places, here are the basics:
Bring to mind the person you wish to clear things up with, I sometimes surround myself with violet light, and address the other person from your heart and mind by saying inwardly:
I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you.
Say this phrase inwardly to the person until you it feels complete or sufficient. And then be done, knowing that you have done your best.
@marigold agreed and recommended- I have been using this in my practice and it is powerful…
@tesseract Thank you so very much for all of this wonderful information and guidance. I will read through it several times to make sure I catch it all!
I love your description of Jeanne's site and the high vibration that it contains. I totally agree and will use that as a guide when reviewing/researching information on the Violet Flame. I appreciate the prayer you included at the end. Thank you so much for sharing your wisdom, experience and insight. Much love!
I agree with others about using light to smooth the way. That said, I always believe in CYA when someone is creating mountains out of molehills.
First thing I would do is follow up on the conversation with an email. Let her know you heard her concerns about your time away from the office. You also have a concern that you will go over your budgeted work time of “40 hours” (or however many it is) and would therefore qualify for overtime/excess budgeted salary.
Since the classes are part of your job, how does she advise you handle that overtime situation. Make sure it is in writing from her.
Then when she “hears people talking” in the future, have that email handy.
Wish go things for her that take her from your sphere, but also CYA.
@tesseract Regarding the violet flame, do you mean count Saint Germain or the saint Saint Germaine?
A childhood friend of ours died unexpectedly. The morning right before we heard I uncharacteristically fell back asleep and had a nightmare. I was in a car with other childhood friends wrestling for control of a car which was accelerating out of control.
When we received the news I felt my boyfriends pain. Our friend was one of the "band of brothers." I felt my boyfriends heart break over another tough loss. We were actively trying to help this man and my boyfriend wanted to rescue him from his addiction but ran out of time.
I also feel the peace our friend now experiences and that he is with his father. My gifts allow me that and it is a balm on suffering and grief.
I come on the forum tonight to ask for light for my boyfriend. I receive his pain, but am strong enough. Still I worry for him, he has no gift for feeling the peace of his friend, and feels great grief and sorrow.
Any light and peace you can send to my man is greatly appreciated.